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#181

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#182

Not at all, weā€™re all in this together :sweat_smile:

Itā€™s just reps in the gym at the end of the day, Iā€™m happy I got it over with, Iā€™m happy that I wonā€™t have the regret and Iā€™m happy that I wasnā€™t a pussy about it.

Iā€™ve been spoiled compared to most guys, in the sense that I havenā€™t really gotten rejected before (I have been rejected once, but that girl ended up trying to date me a year later and I took pleasure in rejecting her at the time - have a bit of regret about that to this day to be honest, but thatā€™s another story).

So my first outright rejection at the age of 28, is good because Iā€™ve always had a fear of rejection that has led me to avoiding so many potential connections that could have improved my quality of life.

I canā€™t pedastalize myself for it anymore and thatā€™s a good thing, because ultimately that isnā€™t the reality of the world of a man who lives like a real man. Itā€™s a weak/insignificant/soyboy/wtv move to even consider it a flex in the first place.

Whether itā€™s in money or in romance, risks must be taken and the fear of rejection cannot cripple you from preventing to make decisions.

This fear of rejection has always crippled me, and itā€™s made me take the safe route every time. Going for it today made me overcome a big roadblock in my life, one that will extend to all spheres of my life. Iā€™m thankful, and grateful that Iā€™ve gotten such a valuable learning experience out of it all.

Did it suck? Obviously. But I can live with it.

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#183

Please remember not to use the word ā€œbitchā€.

#184

I understand RV but cā€™mon, I used the word to refer to myself. There wasnā€™t any misogynistic undertones in that whatsoever, I literally said it was a ā€œweakā€ move for me to refer to never getting rejected as a flex in the first place.

That line is an important part of the post for me and I donā€™t appreciate you removing the entire line: from here on out, if you could simply replace any ā€œoffensive termsā€ in this journal with the word [redacted] Iā€™d greatly appreciate it.

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#185

Want to run Heartsong. Want to run my Mogul custom when it comes in because Iā€™m going to need to protect myself at work for the next month. I think the latter is the way for me to go, and we can revisit Heartsong in the future.

For now, this is a major crunch period for me and more responsibility has been placed on my shoulders now for the next 2 weeks, than they ever have for my entire life. On top of that, there are sharks in the water hunting, looking for a reason to do their damage. I think it will be very important for me to resume Phronesis, at least while I wait for Phronesis 2 Electric Bugalooā€™s release.

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#186

Feeling a little lost.

My recent interest in dating (and the Ls Iā€™ve taken so far) have made me realize that my failure to close is entirely due to desperation, and strong desire. Every women I ever had in my life I got without caring about whether or not she would sleep with me, it didnā€™t matter. Now that Iā€™m so in tune with energy flows, itā€™s like I want a woman now in my life more than ever because of the energizing effect I get around feminine energy. The desperation is making me over-aggressive, which really only works in high attraction and party atmospheres. I need to have WB in my stack, and just focus on my purpose which is where the 3rd sub will come into play.

Anyway, Iā€™ve been washing out for 7 days and now Iā€™m ready to restart subs again. I think Iā€™ll run a loop of KBBC stage 2 to begin, and Iā€™ll run a loop of Eudaemonia Black on Monday. I havenā€™t decided on how to go about my 3rd sub, as I know that I want to run Heartsong but I also want to run something for my money and career ASAP.

My lack of decision clearly shows that I should stay the fuck away from QTKS.

I think the best plan for the future is hunting Chosen with Mogul and IC/PCC, make it a money and career custom 100%. Centered on money and networking completely. Get WB, HS and S&S in a seduction custom. Run KBBC as the 3rd sub in the stack. This feels like the ideal plan for the future.

Only void that this type of stack has is the lack of intellectual development. This can be circumvented by adding KBBC into one of the customs and creating a coding custom, but I wouldnā€™t want KBBC to be curbed by the parameters of the custom itā€™s within.

I think this feels like a kitchen sink situation, and I feel that my best solution is to just continue with EuB, KBBC and just make edits to the UPX/Mogul custom to help it towards my goals without drastically changing it all.

  1. Inner Circle Core
  2. Index Gate: Ultimate Programmer X Core
  3. Mogul Core

Intellect:

  1. Mimisbrunnr
  2. APS: Head
  3. Book Blitz

Money:

  1. Job Seeker
  2. True Sell Module

Productivity:

  1. Victoryā€™s Call
  2. Eye of the Storm
  3. Achillesā€™ Heel
  4. Carpe Diem Ascended
  5. Foundation

Boosters:

  1. Negative Energy Transmutation
  2. Deep Sleep
  3. Metamorphosis
  4. Cosmic Navigator

Want to make this custom but I feel like thereā€™s a STKS Wealth title coming soon for us.

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#187

Khan Black has done wonders for me regarding this!

I think it was stage 1 and 2 that helped.

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#188

Alternative custom plans:

Chosen Core
Index Gate: Ultimate Programmer X Core
Mogul Core

Intellect:

  1. Mimisbrunnr
  2. APS: Head
  3. Book Blitz

Career:

  1. Job Seeker
  2. True Sell Module
  3. Gentlemanā€™s Speech
  4. Financial Success Reality Shifter
  5. Unrelenting Wealth Motivation & Energy

Social:

  1. Ebon Manuever
  2. Power Talk
  3. Lifeblood Fable

Productivity:

  1. Victoryā€™s Call
  2. Carpe Diem Ascended
  3. Foundation

Boosters:

  1. Negative Energy Transmutation
  2. Deep Sleep
  3. Cosmic Navigator

Heartsong Core
Wanted Black Core
Primal Seduction Core
RoNW Core

Social:
Total Nonchalance
Gloryseeker
You Are Not Alone
Song of Joy
Story Teller

Seduction:
Enchanting Smile
Edge of Falling
Soul Connection

Manifestation:
Sexual Manifestation
Jupiter
Gratitude Embodiment

Booster:
Cosmic Navigator
Subconscious Flow
Deep Sleep
Stonelike
Potentiator

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#189

What about focusing it more?

What are you wanting it to do (in 50 words or less)?

What about putting Stark in there? (Thatā€™s a good ā€œall around-erā€?)

#190

I think itā€™s highly focused if you look beyond the categorization Iā€™ve done for myself, because the modules in social, productivity and career categories are all interchangeable. The intellect modules also contribute to my career path so it seems very clear what this custom is for.

This isnā€™t some seduction+intellect+physical exercise custom over here, itā€™s very singularly focused.

I want to enhance my career via stronger IT skills & elevated workplace status, while working on side hustles to increase total income.

Starkā€™s lack of filter when speaking is problematic in a workplace environment, and its chatterbox effect is annoying. If those two issues werenā€™t there, Iā€™d definitely throw it in instead of Chosen.

#191

My life and my income is unsustainable. I need to change something, right now.

Iā€™ve been taking steps, making progress, but itā€™s not enough. Itā€™s not even close. Something needs to change, now.

I decided to change my life in 2021.

2021 was the year of the change, the first step.
2022 was the year of the foundation, the base to be built later.
2023 is the year of the level up, the lift off.
2024? Year of the cash flow.

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#192

Learning how to dance, loving it, want to learn faster.

I wonder if I should do the Chosen/Mogul/UPX+WB/PS/LBFH or HS to pair off Work with a Seduction/Social custom (which would naturally skew to seduction because of the cores) or if I just keep it simple and clean up this Recon-aimonia custom I made.

Clean up how, you ask? Iā€™d like to introduce LBFH again because I like seeing people happy, even if it does make me a bit softer. I also want to add Dance Mastery to the custom as well. This custom is going to get fucking dense with 4 cores, especially with WB as one of them. Chosen+LBFH+PS+WB? Fuck. Thatā€™s heavy. Sacrifice, or prepare for recon/slower results.

First option might be the way to go here.

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#193

Chosen Core
Index Gate: Ultimate Programmer X Core
Mogul Core

Intellect:

  1. Mimisbrunnr
  2. APS: Head
  3. Book Blitz

Career:

  1. Job Seeker
  2. True Sell Module
  3. Gentlemanā€™s Speech
  4. Financial Success Reality Shifter
  5. Unrelenting Wealth Motivation & Energy

Social:

  1. Ebon Manuever
  2. Power Talk
  3. Lifeblood Fable

Productivity:

  1. Victoryā€™s Call
  2. Carpe Diem Ascended
  3. Machine: Action

Boosters:

  1. Negative Energy Transmutation
  2. Cosmic Navigator
  3. Current Invoker

Wanted Black Core
LB Core
Sex & Seduction Core
Inner Circle Core

Social:
Total Nonchalance
Gloryseeker
You Are Not Alone
Song of Joy
Story Teller
Eagle Eye
Moment Immortalized

Seduction:
Enchanting Smile
Panther

Manifestation:
Sexual Manifestation
Jupiter
Gratitude Embodiment

Booster:
Cosmic Navigator
Deep Sleep
Stonelike
Dance Mastery

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#194

Man I canā€™t even run New-daimonia for over 1 minute before I start to feel the density begin. I think the customā€™s cores are too fucking dense, and without the softness of LBFH it just makes it harder to handle.

Note to self: donā€™t make a fucking custom during recon smh

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#195

Ran Eudaimonia Vanilla and what a fucking relief.

New-daimonia is fucking trash, never running that shit again.

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#196

What cores are in them?

#197

Same build as Eudaimonia, except replacing Direct Influencing Aura with Deep Sleep, replacing LBFH with WB and S&S with PS.

Dense as fuck, and a shit experience after a few loops.

#198

How long did you run it? Wb is dense yes. But could get better with time.

Bigger payoff long term

#199

Since end of May.

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#200

Ordered a new custom, this guy over here:

Invictissimus ZP.

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