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#145

Yes bro! It’s here now, it’s right around the corner. This life is meant to be enjoyed, regardless of what we’ve been programmed to think, and enjoyed in the most optimal and fitting way for YOU! We are always aligned with who we are, and anything telling us that we aren’t who we dream we are is just recon, which doesn’t negate that we truly are that very lofty being we sometimes see in quick flashes throughout our lives and think “Jesus….
Imagine being that awesome…. Is that even real?”

It’s just about accepting it through gratitude, even at the “lowest of lows”

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#146

This is the module make-up of Phronesis:

Genesis Core
Index Gate: Ultimate Programmer X Core
Mogul Core

Mimisbrunnr
APS: Head
Book Blitz
Job Seeker
Treasure Finder
Victory’s Call
Achilles’ Heel
Eye of the Storm
Extreme Exercise Motivation
Carpe Diem Ascended
Negative Energy Transmutation
The Architect
Foundation
Inner Blaze
Deep Sleep
Metamorphosis
Cosmic Navigator

The reason why I post this is because if I’m going to be completely honest, I’ve been underwhelmed by this custom. I think the presence of so many energy-related modules becomes redundant when I’m running KBBC on the side.

The Architect feels redundant. Achilles’ Heel hasn’t really kicked in the way I liked so far. Treasure Finder hasn’t really kicked in either, but perhaps that’s more my fault than anything.

I have no clue what Genesis does as an effect, it’s been underwhelming. I wonder if I’d be better off replacing it with QL4, RICH, Mind’s Eye. Leaning towards the latter.

I’d like a greater focus on finances, I want to get to my financial goals of the 3 year plan so this increased focus can help facilitate that.

Financial Success Reality Shifter. Positive Being Attractor – Wealth. Unrelenting Wealth Motivation and Energy. Wealth Limit Destroyer. Virtue Series: Temperance. These 5 modules look perfect. I’ll have to pick between 3 of those 5, one will have to go.

#147

I know I can do more. I know it deep down in my heart and soul.

#148

Eudaimonia has executed so perfectly, it’s incredible. It’s genuinely incredible. It’s been hitting in every way possible, I could see myself running this custom for a very long time.

QTKS, where you at?

#149

While trying for a NEO again I went past the edge by accident unfortunately.

All of a sudden, I feel like all of the huge benefits I was getting from KBBC with aura, attraction and exercise strength and energy are gone. It’s crazy.

This is another level of realization for me. The importance of retention is so massive, I underestimated it and that’s saying something because I knew how powerful it was and could be, I’ve experienced it before.

But retention AND KBBC? Another fucking level completely. I can never spill my seed while running this sub ever again.

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#150

This post needs to be in my journal, it’s a big insight after all.

#151

So today is my birthday, and never have I had more people wish me a happy birthday in my entire life than today. People giving me gifts, being super kind, it was genuinely incredible. I literally stepped into work and people were just yelling it out from everywhere, it was so surprising.

For some context, I barely celebrate my birthday. I don’t let people really know about it, I don’t do much celebrations, all I usually do is just plan the day out to my liking and get myself a gift.

What happened today was genuinely unreal to me. I just couldn’t believe it. I would have so immensely grateful and pleased had even 1 person remembered and wished me a happy birthday, that would have been more than enough. But there was just a staggering amount of people that came to wish me a happy birthday, gave me little tiny gifts and what not, it was such a humbling experience.

I am so genuinely thankful to be at the place I am now. Everything is clicking, life feels good. Eudaimonia is the greatest title I have ever ran in my life.

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#152

Happy birthday Duck! Pleasure hacking reality with you.

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#153

Big result, should be noted here.

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#154

I’ve been trying and failing with NEOs lately. I feel like to combat these failures what I need to do is 1) eliminate all visual and imaginative stimulation, 2) increase meditation practice to become more in tune with the energy channels of the body and 3) shift to stage 2 of KBBC because the energy pathways have essentially been cleared and now my new concern is mastering control of the circulation of this energy, which will directly impact that ability.

#155

Happy Birthday!

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#156

Just found out news about my work situation that has discouraged me immensely.

I will need to reconfigure my customs to reintroduce the programming and money-related modules to my stack, while still allowing me to run WB and KBBC.

Action has to be taken on my part, ASAP. No more chilling.

#157

Just realized that I sold the bag haaaaaaaaard today, fuck man.

S&S will keep me aware for the next time, but fuck I really missed the perfect opportunity that I was looking for. Fuck fuck fuck :sweat_smile:

#158

So I need to redesign my stack because I can’t ignore the work aspect of my stack for long. My solution is to create a work custom with UPX, Mogul and Chosen and then a seduction custom with Wanted Black, LBFH and S&S.

Phronesis:
Genesis Core
Index Gate: Ultimate Programmer X Core
Mogul Core

Mimisbrunnr
APS: Head
Book Blitz
Job Seeker
Treasure Finder
Victory’s Call
Achilles’ Heel
Eye of the Storm
Extreme Exercise Motivation
Carpe Diem Ascended
Negative Energy Transmutation
The Architect
Foundation
Inner Blaze
Deep Sleep
Metamorphosis
Cosmic Navigator

Eudaimonia:
Chosen Core
Love Bomb For Humanity Core
Sex & Seduction Core

Cosmic Navigator
Subconscious Flow
Direct Influencing Aura
Total Nonchalance
Gloryseeker
Ebon Maneuver
Power Talk
Enchanting Smile
Sexual Manifestation
Lifeblood Fable
You Are Not Alone
Stonelike
Song of Joy
Story Teller
Gentleman’s Speech
Jupiter
Gratitude Embodiment

The goal? Reorganize these two customs in a way where I can execute my necessary goals, while including Wanted Black and eliminating Genesis. Time to get back to planning.

Plan 1:

Work:
Chosen Core
Index Gate: Ultimate Programmer X Core
Mogul Core

  1. Mimisbrunnr
  2. APS: Head
  3. Book Blitz
  4. Job Seeker
  5. Treasure Finder
  6. Victory’s Call
  7. Eye of the Storm
  8. Extreme Exercise Motivation
  9. Carpe Diem Ascended
  10. Power Talk
  11. Negative Energy Transmutation
  12. The Architect
  13. Foundation
  14. Inner Blaze
  15. Deep Sleep
  16. Metamorphosis
  17. Cosmic Navigator
    (Replaced Achilles Heel with Power Talk from other custom)

Seduction:
WANTED Black
Love Bomb For Humanity Core
Sex & Seduction Core

  1. Cosmic Navigator

  2. Subconscious Flow

  3. Direct Influencing Aura

  4. Total Nonchalance

  5. Gloryseeker

  6. Ebon Maneuver

  7. Enchanting Smile

  8. Sexual Manifestation

  9. Lifeblood Fable

  10. You Are Not Alone

  11. Stonelike

  12. Song of Joy

  13. Story Teller

  14. Gentleman’s Speech

  15. Jupiter

  16. Gratitude Embodiment

So immediately, the one main issue that stands out is how perfectly balanced Eudaimonia is, for fucking everything. Trying to bring Wanted Black in and moving Chosen to the work custom ruins the entire balance, design and conception of the custom. As much as I want WANTED Black inside, it cannot be at the expense of Chosen because the custom is built around Chosen. The only expendable core is LBFH, because S&S has been key to my growth.

Adding LBFH into a work custom seems like quite an odd addition, but it just might work. LBFH is just a great sub in general, adding it anywhere wouldn’t hurt (though it might distract from the core focus of the sub).

Or do I risk it all, and try a 4 core custom: super-Eudaimonia lol. It honestly would be able to work I bet, I wouldn’t be surprised if my brain’s gotten used to it at this point. The only problem is that every module from Eudaimonia is so perfectly chosen, that I don’t see anything that’s expendable from it - it’s just an extremely tightly built custom (and hence why the results on it have been so freaking good).

So LBFH into work custom and WB into Eudaimonia instead, and let’s see what that can bring out. Spending 260 USD on 2 customs for 1 module change on each seems like a dumb idea though, so I’m better off waiting to see how things evolve.

#159

Since this custom planning situation is quite complex, I tried to build my next custom out on Excel.

No room to manoeuvre. Eudaimonia is literally too perfect. Wanted Black needs to fit somewhere, but I’m not sure how. The other custom is easy, I can just cycle out Genesis for Mind’s Eye or QL4 (leaning towards Mind’s Eye to make the custom lighter).

But Wanted Black in Eudaimonia? Fuck. I think I can replace The Architect with Power Talk, and take out Power Talk and replace it with WB. 4 core custom is gonna be tough, and as I mentioned in the above post, spending 260$ on 1 module change in each custom seems ridiculous but I’m increasingly feeling like that’s the only way for me to go.

July 11 was my first loop of WB, It feels like I’ve been running this sub for months because of all the growth that’s happened. I can’t try out a new version of Eudaimonia until mid-September at the very least.

#160

In 3 months I gained over an inch in arm size, currently rocking 15.5 inch arms. I always said my goal was 16 inch arms, but now that the target is so close I can set a new goal of 17 inch arms so that I have 16s after my cut (as I currently am a year into a bulk after all).

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#161

I’m genuinely pissed that I faild my bench today, twice. Even got someone to spot me and I couldn’t get the weight up for 1 rep, when I hit 4 reps on July 10 of the same weight. I also was able to 7 reps of 10 pounds less, so the fact that I couldn’t get it up for even 1 rep pissed me off.

I feel frustrated, embarrassed, a bit ashamed and dumb. I knew I felt off today but I wanted to push anyway, and I fucking failed the lift. I wasn’t there mentally and that pisses me off.

I was hoping that 2 weeks without busting a nut would have been able to push me across but it didn’t. I’m really fucking annoyed as a result.

Fuck.

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#162

New-daimonia:
Chosen Core
Sex & Seduction Core
Wanted Black Core

Cosmic Navigator
Subconscious Flow
Total Nonchalance
Gloryseeker
Ebon Maneuver
Power Talk
Enchanting Smile
Sexual Manifestation
Lifeblood Fable
You Are Not Alone
Stonelike
Song of Joy
Story Teller
Gentleman’s Speech
Jupiter
Gratitude Embodiment
Deep Sleep

If the RoN module comes out as a module and not a core, it’s going to replace Sexual Manifestation. Let’s try this shit out and see what happens.

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#163

Is Eudaimonia, and specifically, Love Bomb for Humanity making me soft?

I remember @AlexanderGraves mentioning a similar effect on him, I’m wondering if it’s worth it to continue to run LBFH, since there is quite a bit of healing and it does do its best to soften you for others. Wanted Black is helping me with my self image and self love I think, so that basically makes LBFH redundant.

We’ll see.

#164

So the biggest lesson I’ve learned from creating 2 customs at once, is that 1) I shouldn’t do that shit during peak STKS season and 2) Deep Sleep needs to be in every custom from now on, doesn’t matter how many times it appears in my stack, it needs to be there because the modularity of my stack is reduced significantly without it.

So I enjoyed LBFH but I feel like I’m getting a bit too soft with it. I want to renew my focus on money making as well, and I like Chosen in my stack. I also want to focus on the romance side of my life, as I feel like Wanted Black has opened up a new chapter and I just can’t close it yet, in good conscious.

So what’s the next plan?

  1. Update Eudaimonia with Wanted Black & Primal Seduction as the 2 other cores with Chosen, keep the modules relatively the same (except with Deep Sleep now included).
    Then, run Heartsong on the side and see how that goes.
  2. Trash Eudaimonia, create a Chosen+Mogul custom and then create a Wanted Black + Primal Seduction + Heartsong custom.
  3. Same as 2, but no Heartsong.
  4. Update Eudaimonia with PS instead of S&S + Deep Sleep module, and replace Wanted Black with Heartsong.
  5. Same as 4, but keep Wanted Black in the stack.

Leaning towards number 1, because it keeps costs lowest, risk lowest but my only objection is that I’m still not focusing on money. However, with Heartsong being separate it gives me an ability to introduce Phronesis back into the mix if necessary. And if I really like Heartsong, I can always replace WB core with it. It also gives me the experience with these modules so that down the line, if I do like the combination I can execute plan 2 (which is the ideal plan, but contains the most inherent risk).

Eudaemonia Black:
Chosen Core
Primal Seduction Core
Wanted Black Core

Cosmic Navigator
Subconscious Flow
Total Nonchalance
Gloryseeker
Ebon Maneuver
Power Talk
Enchanting Smile
Sexual Manifestation
Lifeblood Fable
You Are Not Alone
Stonelike
Song of Joy
Story Teller
Gentleman’s Speech
Jupiter
Gratitude Embodiment
Deep Sleep