Did my first two hour loop in the afternoon yesterday while chatting and catching up with a close friend who introduced me to this website. Within hours after listening I went for a walk around my neighborhood right before sunset and I couldn’t help but feel calm. Almost immediately after getting home I felt really tired and decided to sleep early (something I seldom do, being around 9pm). I woke up right as the sun was rising and completely forgot where I was for a second. The dream I had was so distinct and immersive it felt like a lifetime of friends and partners that I have never met were all in it and important to me, so much so that when woke up, I found myself asking where they had gone. It took me a moment to reorient myself to this reality, to what felt like a different place and bedroom, one which for that second, felt foreign to me.
Today went on as usual, with my regular routine and nothing out of the ordinary. Did notice I was receiving unsolicited text messages from friends I haven’t spoken to in years, most with good news which gave me a positive disposition for the rest of the day. Maybe I’m subconsciously fighting against it, but this all still seems insignificant to me as if it were pure coincidence and maintained no correlation with the program. As I’m pulling into my parking spot, I see a fairly attractive looking girl walking her dog, I notice the dog is pulling his leash excited to see me. I know that normally I would’ve said something like “cute dog” and kept going about my day. Instead I felt like something came over me and immediately after stepping out of my car, went right towards the dog almost as if i knew him. She tried to pull him back and apologize but I explained to her that I love dogs and we instantly began a conversation. I got to know her and will definitely see her again.