Decided to make a new journal to detail a new chapter with the subliminal journey.
Very excited to see what StarkQ can help me accomplish in my life. I really like how flexible it is.
Without getting into a memoir here lol. I think this is the sub that will help me bring balance to my life more. I spent a good portion of my life taking everything so damn serious all the time. Just from the description StarkQ seems to have a lighter feel to it. Where Ascended Mogul seemed more like a quest for me to get stronger so I could survive the hard world, StarkQ just gave me the impression of going completely outside of that. Challenging any and all opinions and beliefs becoming so above it all it just doesnāt even matter, true freedom. Iām not saying AM was wrong for me, but I do feel like it might have amplified parts of me that kept me very tunnel visioned. The survival instinct parts.
Anyway, hereās my stack now.
x1 Aegis Iniitiative
x3 StarkQ
x3 Utimate Artist
Day 1 of listening to StarkQ. I donāt want to get ahead of myself and I havenāt had sleep to process yet. But Iāll say this, I feel the power of the sub but at the same time itās not overwhelming. It feels almost like thereās greater clarity to the script, less confusing I guess? Donāt know how to describe it really, itās hard to put into words. Feels like Iām also being pulled through any excuses or emotional discomfort, not given time to get trapped in those.
Iāll say this, Iāve felt similar sensations with AM. But it took a lot of deep meditative relaxation and focus. With StarkQ it just feels like itās there and thereās minimal need for conscious interaction.
I donāt know if itās my subconscious cooperating better or what, but itās definitely different to how I usually react to the subs. Also I feel like thereās energy radiating from my body. Not heat, but an airy sort of magnetic feeling. Like you know when you hold two magnets with the same polarity against each other and they repel? That sort of force you feel. Thatās what it feels like on the outside of my body.
Hoping this isnāt just a honeymoon period for the sub. We will see. Initial impression is Iām very excited to see how I continue to respond. I donāt think Iāve ever had a subliminal shift my state this powerfully and smoothly at the same time. Usually if something has this much force behind it thereās a lot of pushback from my subconscious.