Decided to make a new journal to detail a new chapter with the subliminal journey.
Very excited to see what StarkQ can help me accomplish in my life. I really like how flexible it is.
Without getting into a memoir here lol. I think this is the sub that will help me bring balance to my life more. I spent a good portion of my life taking everything so damn serious all the time. Just from the description StarkQ seems to have a lighter feel to it. Where Ascended Mogul seemed more like a quest for me to get stronger so I could survive the hard world, StarkQ just gave me the impression of going completely outside of that. Challenging any and all opinions and beliefs becoming so above it all it just doesn’t even matter, true freedom. I’m not saying AM was wrong for me, but I do feel like it might have amplified parts of me that kept me very tunnel visioned. The survival instinct parts.
Anyway, here’s my stack now.
x1 Aegis Iniitiative
x3 Utimate Artist
Day 1 of listening to StarkQ. I don’t want to get ahead of myself and I haven’t had sleep to process yet. But I’ll say this, I feel the power of the sub but at the same time it’s not overwhelming. It feels almost like there’s greater clarity to the script, less confusing I guess? Don’t know how to describe it really, it’s hard to put into words. Feels like I’m also being pulled through any excuses or emotional discomfort, not given time to get trapped in those.
I’ll say this, I’ve felt similar sensations with AM. But it took a lot of deep meditative relaxation and focus. With StarkQ it just feels like it’s there and there’s minimal need for conscious interaction.
I don’t know if it’s my subconscious cooperating better or what, but it’s definitely different to how I usually react to the subs. Also I feel like there’s energy radiating from my body. Not heat, but an airy sort of magnetic feeling. Like you know when you hold two magnets with the same polarity against each other and they repel? That sort of force you feel. That’s what it feels like on the outside of my body.
Hoping this isn’t just a honeymoon period for the sub. We will see. Initial impression is I’m very excited to see how I continue to respond. I don’t think I’ve ever had a subliminal shift my state this powerfully and smoothly at the same time. Usually if something has this much force behind it there’s a lot of pushback from my subconscious.