I’m going to create it later when I’m home by my computer I’ll let you all know once it’s ordered and will probably start using next week
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Very cool…I may have missed it, have you have stacked RM and Stark store programs yet as a test?
Not yet but I’ve been on Stark for almost 5 months so I should be able to tell the difference
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Been having more recon the last 24 hours or so. Just like ST1 is digging something DEEP. Feeling in a fog and conversations have not flowed like they usually do. A lot of doubt, uncertainty, and just not really knowing who I am at the moment. I’m excited for this process though, I want this crap all gone and stripped away to make room for a much better me.
Going to run Khan ST1 for a full 2 months and maybe longer depending how I feel.
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Also ordered my custom last night. I’m going to drop Stark and IC to focus on Khan TB until my custom arrives (which has Stark and IC cores)
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Oh man…just received notice of a potentially fantastic opportunity for a promotion at work. It would require a lot more responsibility and pressure, and would likely require me to move to a different location.
I’ll have to give this some serious consideration. I love my current role and I love where I live, but the earning potential for this new position would be miles away from my current role. Really going to have to give this some thought cause a lot would change in my life if I got this promotion, but also could be a great opportunity to really step into my power and more of a position of leadership.
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What is the cost of living there? In other words, although you are being offered more money, if the cost of living is very high, you might actually be worse off. Does the way I’m presenting this make sense?
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No it definitely makes sense and a great thing to consider. It would be the same cost of living as I have right now. In fact it wouldn’t be too crazy of a move. An hour or less away in the same state.
My concern is I love the house I’m living at and get along great with my roommate. I suppose I could stay where I’m at but it would add to my commute.
Just some things to consider. There’s some time before the position is officially posted. So I have some time to think
Wow! I understand why you feel tempted.
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Going through an amazing healing right now. Some real deep seated stuff and irrational fears coming up to the surface. It’s been a bit of a rough ride the last day or two but I’ve been through these types of experiences before and what always comes out the other side is something completely beautiful and better than I could have ever expected
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Been going through some traumas from high school and even middle school so I know I’m digging back far. I’m sure it’ll go even further and further back as I proceed through TB. Motivated to keep this up and wipe the slate clean to allow for the most effective Total Reprogramming to take place.
This is awesome - fear inducing at times yet awesome!
That happened to me on DR.
And that’s basically why I kept going even thought I felt like my ass was getting handed to me on a semi-daily basis for 2 months.
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Can you elaborate on this please…
You can doit in my journal.
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Would love to hear an elaboration on long term results of this as well…feel free to do it here or @pacman journal
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@pacman idk how you did this for 3 months man but kudos to you haha. This deep unearthing of who I am and stripping of my identity is taking me for a ride right now. I’m staying strong and consistent knowing that it’ll all pay off big time in the end but could definitely use some words of encouragement right now.
I’m on the end of week 6 and planning to stick with it for 2 more weeks, if not longer.
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If you’re feeling discouraged or like your sense of reality or self is being dissolved, I understand.
Rest days. Fewer loops. Water.
I can tell you after 2 months of feeling 
and 
on the inside, there was relief on the other side. Going through it felt like hell. Coming out on the other side is beginning to feel a bit heavenly.
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Thanks RV! Yup rest days are what I’m looking forward to. Got them coming up this weekend might only do one loop of TB today before the weekend to let things process.
Sleep quality has been less this week due to all the processing which I’m sure is having an effect as well. All good I do actually feel slightly better today.
I’m using a cycle of:
Listening: Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Friday
Rest days: Saturday, Sunday, Thursday
How has that been working compared to the standard 5 days on 2 days off?
TBH I don’t know at this point. My reasoning is that I figure it will give my brain more time to process and integrate the script.