Love this journal. I plan to give my lover 
Seductress.
I’m a mix of both. If they want me to grow, they will point out where I could improve. At the same time, they will accept who I am right now as a person and love me no matter what.
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Acceptance is a biggy and patience as I continue to work at bettering myself.
Stagnancy is icky!
That would be a wonderful gift for your lover 
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Haha, I resonate with that. I love to find out the truths about myself. Things like astrology, personal test, work with coaches (I work with a business coach now), and personal development. Or topics that really fascinate me and I can go all in about that. Knowledge fascinates me and I sometimes forget how much I like learning.
The last thing I want to say is, The less I try to “dig”, the more truth I receive 
I’m learning that surrendering works better than being forceful. Sometimes this research state puts me in a forceful state. Like “I have to know it and fix the problem” That state always causes problems.
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Power vs force
Surrendering to the flow
Relaxing into the flow
Living from the assumption that everything is already known and unfolding naturally seems much lighter for the soul lol
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Looking forward to building a custom subliminal in the near future.
I tried forcing it to happen quickly.
It’ll happen naturally and effortlessly!
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I’ve been very experimental with subliminals for awhile now under the guidance of a very experienced subliminal user & friend. Being very mindful of course not to “overload” myself. Noticing where different actions have been taken and different experiences have been happening as a result of this experience.
Recognizing when I’m using up a lot of energy and bringing myself back to being the operant power. Shifting my assumption to that I am using the right balance of energy.
I’ve been focusing mostly on listening to ultimate Artist with Stark & Seductress, Occasionally adding in love bomb for humanity or limitless executive.
Limitless executive can be difficult for me at times when I have my three year old and can’t be as productive as I want to be with my non-motherly goals. I felt super angry but balanced it out very quickly when I just wanted to play music and my daughter had a fit. I didn’t Wallow in guilt or misery over my current manifested predicaments.
I’ve noticed How annoying I can be with my almost 13 year-old son about messes and responsibility or being forgetful when asked and reminded to do things.
I woke up yesterday with recon thinking that I need to stop listening to subliminals and that they are harming me which is a common occurrence with my recon, but I quickly shift out of it. I decided to listen to Stark, UA, Seductress & LBFH For five minutes each and it definitely brought me into a state of peace and tranquillity. Someone pointed that out to me yesterday.
When I got home from the grocery store yesterday I left all the bags in my jeep and went right to the keyboard and played for a while. Definitely was playing in a much different way and boy did that feel good!
I went out for dinner and caught one of the servers looking over and smiling at me in this state of adoration and I found myself being much more social with my server asking questions that most probably wouldn’t. It was fun.
The other day I went to my favourite coffee shop and this guy started chatting me up and then started giving me compliments. I haven’t experienced that much in my life before. I used to think that men were intimidated by me so wouldn’t hit on me.
I’ve noticed an increase in my Appetite this past week. I’ve been steady with my self-care routine and fitness regime.
I have noticed some of my phobias have resurfaced for healing purposes and appear in my dreams through conversations with people I know telling me exactly the things I don’t want to look at but now I will.
I see where I would find excuses distractions and detours from what I really want to do out of some fear of what others think or a failure to succeed or that I’m not good enough.
I’ve been establishing and maintaining stronger boundaries with people while also improving my discernment of what is good for me and what isn’t good for me, what is another persons opinion that may conflict with my opinion and becoming more steadfast and solid in my own convictions.
I am reevaluating my goals in business and wealth production and definitely shifting my limiting beliefs And excuses about why I can’t have all that I ever desired and wanted.
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I’m on my 2nd week stacking Stark + RICH + Seductress with 3 minute loops of each every other day.
I was having some recon episodes here and there where I was getting headaches and increased appetite. I’ve balanced out more the past couple days though.
I’m becoming so chatty. So friendly. So “outgoing” in public places.
I find myself saying and doing things I wouldn’t normally do unless drunk or high long long ago.
I’m super productive and focused with my goals.
I take longer breaks off social media. Reading books on mentalism and new thought.
My hair is wavier now. My boobs are still bigger.
I’ve done yoga 37 days straight. I used some weights today briefly as well. I’m dancing and shaking my butt every morning now.
I am very persistent and consistent with my self care.
Seeing myself and feeling myself in a much more loving way.
I catch a crap thought and shift it almost instantly.
I dreamt of finding a giant wad of cash last night.
My dreams have been ultra vivid and detailed but I’m not recalling too much. Just some symbolic imagery.
I’m playing my musical instruments more.
Getting more views on my YouTube videos… my subscribers are growing too…
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I got a text today from someone enquiring about house cleaning services.
I haven’t promoted that business in almost a year.
Must be RICH in action.
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Haven’t listened to any SC subs since 2nd week of February….
Still feeling some effects from the subs though!
I am starting yoga teacher training which will be an intensive 4 month online course…
Wonder what would go well with this!!!
I have a coaching/healing business to continue working at… I want to focus, have energy & retain information. Produce wealth. Look & feel good. Take care of 3 kids and a household… improve communication with my partner & reduce stress….
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Well, here we are today.
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This journal is something else.
“Experimental”