My girlfriend did a cycle of seductress and heartsong, at the same time I did Heartsong and spartan.
It was a major shift in our relationship.
Totally recommended!! You should give it a try @TheEmpress
My girlfriend did a cycle of seductress and heartsong, at the same time I did Heartsong and spartan.
It was a major shift in our relationship.
Totally recommended!! You should give it a try @TheEmpress
Thank you!
I’m going to do Stark+Seductress+Heart Song for my next cycle.
Love seeing this
I wanted to give this one a good thought so I can give you my top 5 highlights, this is all after being on Stark for around 8-9 months now (a couple breaks here and there);
high level celebrity effect; ever entered a room and had every conversation stopping just so that you can be greeted and talked to? Let’s just say that even if I entered a room full of strangers, by the time I leave, most of the people there end up enjoying their time because of me being there .
like minded social circle; my current social circle consists of people who are exactly the way I am, with some uniqueness to them, but other than that thing, everyone I consider a friend is someone who is 80-90% like me, because of which it’s much more enjoyable to be out all the time, because no matter what we end up doing, we all end up doing things that we all truly enjoy, due to how much we all share in common.
intelligible boost; this is the most obvious thing, but from the way I look at problems, all the way to all the innovations I make to solve problems, I just feel like this year on Stark I’ve actually upgraded my brain a lot, with my biggest accomplishment being: modernizing the filing and allocation procedures and systems for the Army National Service camp.
Sometimes I just feel like a chess master on a grand stage with just how magnificently I plan things out.
instant networking; one of my best effects gained from stark is just how easy it’s been to network with people and get favors done, and this has ranged from things like getting free hash, all the way to getting myself between celebrities since the first month of my job.
sweet tongue; I don’t think I’ve ever been as verbally smooth and sleek as Stark has made me, in a way, I’ve found myself much more “alive” when talking, and when it comes to flirting, it’s become second nature, to the point where I sometimes find it amusing just how easy it can be to make a girl’s day simply by participating in some verbal tango with her haha.
I have been noticing this!
Looking forward to more of this as I continue with Stark.
Today a guy I was seeing briefly a year ago FaceTimed me… I was in a store shopping for winter stuff…
I totally placed the phone down on a shelf having a full on raw and unfiltered conversation. He said that my boobs are bigger…
cool beans…
I found myself on a different route today noticing a guy I’ve always crushed on working away outside. I literally never run into him anymore.
Been connecting so naturally with ease to potential clients. Taking my healing practice to another level.
I remember when I first started out being a nervous wreck.
I found myself musing away today about men, sexuality and my orientation…
I love playful flirty connections with men and woman but I desire to have one man to myself who doesn’t want to be with other woman… he is perfectly okay with who and how I am without worry or fear of me leaving him….
New cycle… new experiences…
Upon listening to Heart Song…
I started thinking to myself…
Which of the following would be ideal for me when having my ideal partner:
1: He points out my flaws and limiting beliefs. Wants to encourage me to better myself and grow. To point out when I’m not sticking to my goals and slacking.
Points out physical flaws and how I can improve onthem.
Encourages and supports me by having faith that I will ask if I want guidance and loves me as I am and doesn’t feel the need to change me or criticize me. Doesn’t point out my faults or make suggestions.
A mix of both
I am someone who is more like the 1st type but maybe I need to improve in that area.
I don’t like the idea of someone pointing out “flaws” because that’s subjective.
The rest is ok I think. But they key is your asking for feedback.
Unsolicited advice generally puts up my “screw you” defenses.
There’s a lot of thinking and reflecting going on for me…
I’m honestly loving the way my butt feels and looks since my previous stack…
My hair is really getting fuller and enjoying it more!
A lot of men are reaching out to connect with me…
I started thinking… what if I miss an opportunity with an ideal partner by thinking someone is just a creep…?!
How to tell the difference with intentions…
I am assuming the scripting has something in there to help weed out the creeps and bring focus to the ideal and good intentioned men…
This is fun
I realize where at times I wouldn’t be very clear or direct about what it is I really wanted and would wonder why conflict would keep arising…
I realize where I would feel shame for things I truly liked or wanted but others wouldn’t accept from me… so I would just shove it aside!
I realize where I wouldn’t take a full compliment or feel satisfied with it because I didn’t fully believe it myself…
A guy told me my butt looked great in my purple tights and I said what about the other ones?
A guy complimented an old photo of my hair and I got down about how it looked then in comparison to now… this one really needs to stop!
A guy mentioned how great I looked in glasses and asked if I still wear them, which I do not. I thought well, what about me looking great without the glasses…?!
I cried a lot today about a lot of things I pretended I healed but didn’t really. I was spiritually bypassing the process.
Onward and upward from here…
Enjoying this process…
I have been enjoying brushing my hair and washing it without some silly fear of losing too much. To most people they may think this isn’t a big deal but I was someone who avoided brushing my hair or washing it for extended periods of time because of fear and irrational thinking. I used to hide under a beanie hat for weeks, keep it in a greasy braid all tangled or up in a messy bun with a headband hiding the greasy roots.
I am starting to notice healthier fuller hair regrowth. I’m letting the natural colour grow out. I go to the salon every 6 weeks for a good cut and toner.
I have been continuing to be diligent with my self care routine.
I even go for regular manis and pedis now!
I haven’t been following any YouTube videos for my fitness dance or yoga routine for a couple weeks now. I am enjoying doing my own free flow morning routines. I’ve been really feeling deep into my fascia as I do various body movements.
I am much more excited to do daily tasks such as eating and pleasuring myself!
I’ve noticed I want to be more sexual with myself and less interested in seeking it outside of me.
I hear a voice in my head telling me there is nothing to fear and to embrace all of my being!
So much fear has been releasing at a very deep level energetically. I had complex ptsd for 20 plus years with dramatic healing happening these past 10 months of subliminal usage.
I see where all my flaws weaknesses and limiting beliefs have come up to release for good!
So much action taking!
No more messing around.
I’ve been manifesting money in magical ways…
I’ve been investing more into my healing business…
Attracting clients by referral with minimal advertising.
Seductress has me going for regular manis and pedis… & it feels so good to actually enjoy “pampering” myself…
I even make sure to add Cuticle oil to my nails daily.
I went through a very experimental subliminal experience where I micro looped every title I’ve ever had…
I’ve realized something huge …
Magnetically I am good at holding on to what bothers me
Subconsciously holding on to it
It matches what I’ve been through
Sticking to me like lint
I become Velcro to the negative
I need to let go of the stuff that happened or I keep getting more of it
Release the dislikes
Don’t let them stick to me
How to let go without second guessing
Discern what isn’t good for me and let it go without hesitation
“When and how fast to let go”
And not looking back and analyzing it or wondering
I am a Natural detective
Always digging for the truth
When I find the truth I may still dig and carry it throughout the night and into the next day or weeks…
A lot of power in me not being put to proper use…
That’s gonna change!
I aspire to be a speaker and author who shares all my past experiences that will in turn help inspire others who are where I’ve been and want different experiences…
Love this journal. I plan to give my lover Seductress.
I’m a mix of both. If they want me to grow, they will point out where I could improve. At the same time, they will accept who I am right now as a person and love me no matter what.
Acceptance is a biggy and patience as I continue to work at bettering myself.
Stagnancy is icky!
That would be a wonderful gift for your lover
Haha, I resonate with that. I love to find out the truths about myself. Things like astrology, personal test, work with coaches (I work with a business coach now), and personal development. Or topics that really fascinate me and I can go all in about that. Knowledge fascinates me and I sometimes forget how much I like learning.
The last thing I want to say is, The less I try to “dig”, the more truth I receive
I’m learning that surrendering works better than being forceful. Sometimes this research state puts me in a forceful state. Like “I have to know it and fix the problem” That state always causes problems.
Power vs force
Surrendering to the flow
Relaxing into the flow
Living from the assumption that everything is already known and unfolding naturally seems much lighter for the soul lol
Looking forward to building a custom subliminal in the near future.
I tried forcing it to happen quickly.
It’ll happen naturally and effortlessly!
I’ve been very experimental with subliminals for awhile now under the guidance of a very experienced subliminal user & friend. Being very mindful of course not to “overload” myself. Noticing where different actions have been taken and different experiences have been happening as a result of this experience.
Recognizing when I’m using up a lot of energy and bringing myself back to being the operant power. Shifting my assumption to that I am using the right balance of energy.
I’ve been focusing mostly on listening to ultimate Artist with Stark & Seductress, Occasionally adding in love bomb for humanity or limitless executive.
Limitless executive can be difficult for me at times when I have my three year old and can’t be as productive as I want to be with my non-motherly goals. I felt super angry but balanced it out very quickly when I just wanted to play music and my daughter had a fit. I didn’t Wallow in guilt or misery over my current manifested predicaments.
I’ve noticed How annoying I can be with my almost 13 year-old son about messes and responsibility or being forgetful when asked and reminded to do things.
I woke up yesterday with recon thinking that I need to stop listening to subliminals and that they are harming me which is a common occurrence with my recon, but I quickly shift out of it. I decided to listen to Stark, UA, Seductress & LBFH For five minutes each and it definitely brought me into a state of peace and tranquillity. Someone pointed that out to me yesterday.
When I got home from the grocery store yesterday I left all the bags in my jeep and went right to the keyboard and played for a while. Definitely was playing in a much different way and boy did that feel good!
I went out for dinner and caught one of the servers looking over and smiling at me in this state of adoration and I found myself being much more social with my server asking questions that most probably wouldn’t. It was fun.
The other day I went to my favourite coffee shop and this guy started chatting me up and then started giving me compliments. I haven’t experienced that much in my life before. I used to think that men were intimidated by me so wouldn’t hit on me.
I’ve noticed an increase in my Appetite this past week. I’ve been steady with my self-care routine and fitness regime.
I have noticed some of my phobias have resurfaced for healing purposes and appear in my dreams through conversations with people I know telling me exactly the things I don’t want to look at but now I will.
I see where I would find excuses distractions and detours from what I really want to do out of some fear of what others think or a failure to succeed or that I’m not good enough.
I’ve been establishing and maintaining stronger boundaries with people while also improving my discernment of what is good for me and what isn’t good for me, what is another persons opinion that may conflict with my opinion and becoming more steadfast and solid in my own convictions.
I am reevaluating my goals in business and wealth production and definitely shifting my limiting beliefs And excuses about why I can’t have all that I ever desired and wanted.