Day 21 ~ Rest and final day of this cycle
Honestly feel like this cycle flew by!
Upon reviewing the objectives of Seductress I have noticed where some shifts have been happening for me…
I was complimented on the following:
- My voice and how it sounds different ~ soft and crisp.
- Glowing radiant clear skin ~ I have been sticking to my daily skin care routine diligently
- Looking tighter and more fit ~ sticking to my daily yoga and sensual dancing
- Fuller looking hair ~ sticking to my hair care routine diligently
I have noticed I am starting to feel a lot better about my hair and physical appearance. I imagine looking in a mirror with great satisfaction of what is reflected back to me. If I happen to not like it I revise the experience to be what I want instead.
Persistence and dedication!
I am also noticing I shift from anxious fearful mode and more into a state of powerful confident & faithful much quicker!
I had a very sexual dream of a male friend last night. He came for a healing session with me over a week ago. I was disappointed at how short he actually is. Maybe if we spent more time together I wouldn’t be bothered by the height. I am only 5’3” myself. He is very flirty with me but he admits to being a flirty person in general. He hasn’t expressed any interest in dating or further exploration. It’s all surface flirting to me.
I have been extremely sexually aroused but don’t want just anyone. I am also questioning what I really want for an ideal partner.
The guy I manifested back in July after 2 loops of LBFH has become somewhat of a bother to me. He is highly sexually attracted to me yet here I am turning him down. I keep talking with and spending time with him but haven’t had sex in a month.
I am also noticing persuasive language happening with him and others which has become heightened over this cycle experience.
I feel like I sniff out bullshit and manipulation so quickly. Also seeing where I have and still do it myself.
Not sure if this is recon or not, but I am noticing where I want to listen to other main titles in an explorative manner. (Feeling much less recon from shorter listening loops with weekends off listening.)
I have microlooped paragon once and listened to a full loop today.
I tried microlooping LBFH experimental on Friday but didn’t feel anything so I tried 3 minutes.
Shortly after listening, I felt heightened senses. I didn’t want to engage in conversation for a little while. I was okay though. My reason for listening to it was that I wanted to feel more love for my brothers and sisters of the world. I’ve been working through A Course in Miracles workbook & felt that it fits perfectly with the content I was reading.
I dove deeper into Holy vs Special Relationships.
I noticed the desire to microloop Ultimate Artist, but haven’t yet. I am playing the keyboard much more. (Which usually isn’t my main instrument of choice.) I can’t help myself though!
I did a live today on IG playing around on the keys.
I have also been getting on Facebook more live and feeling more confidence with my expression and presence.
I feel like Heart Song might be a good sub to explore but wondering if Seductress is enough for the goal of finding and establishing a powerful romantic relationship.
Open to suggestions going forward with what stack to go with.
Business building and expansion, creative expression as an artist (music, writing), romantic power couple and healthy balanced family dynamics.