Starting a journal with the new experimental version of Stark Q along with Spartan Q.
I’ve already been journalling about this with the original StarkQ version, should I use both journals to update (just copy and paste) or just this one for now? Don’t want to take up too much space in the journals sections.
Anyway, after reading that Saint and Fire had ways to make StarkQ more powerful I was really hoping for something like this so I’m glad the T variant is out especially as everything I work with (dance, my job, teaching) etc has to do with being social and climbing that ladder.
I have no shame to say that I want to be super successful and super famous for what I do - I used to be ashamed, no longer. That’s what I want, especially in dance and my job outside of dance.
Day 1.
- Listened to one loop of StarkQ T, I accidentally listened to one and a half technically, felt a bit of a of a headache and a little sick using the ultra Sonic whilst I was playing Call of Duty but I feel in a great mood. I feel like I need to be social. I felt like I needed to go Live in my work and my friends are online and live and felt like I needed to go talk to them. Instead I’ve come here to update to let this out but I’ll be there in a second.
I’m going to up to two loops tomorrow and then three per day but no more than three like recommended by Saint.
Really hoping this helps push me more in what I want as I’ve been feeling a little stuck as I’ve got the goals, which actually scare me, that I want to achieve but not the knowledge on how to achieve them.
I’ve actually reached out to more seasoned people in my industry that know what they’re doing so that I can get better and hoping this will work with StarkQ T with the inner circle being added in.
SpartanQ is actually going to take less of a priority than normal as I’ve been running it at about 3 loops like I did with StarkQ so I’m going to build up StarkQ-T for priority, lessen Spartan and add one loop of Limit Destroyer to help me reach my goals as I know I’ve been having negative thoughts on reaching my goals, so hopefully this will help remove those.
I was planning my playlist looking like:
StarkQ-T x3 (after I’ve built up, x1 to begin with).
SpartanQ x1
Limit DestroyerQ x1
Does this look right to people?
In other notes:
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Whilst I know I’ve been journalling and I know that I’ve been achieving great things that I truly put down to the work of these subs, I’ve been experiencing a lot of moments where I feel I’m getting reconciliation and like I’m not getting results… I don’t know if frustration is part of that but that’s definitely been a number one emotion as I’ve felt stuck.
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I’ve also been wanting to add to my stack continually, maybe this is why I added Limit Destroyer? I’ve been looking at this to the point I was going to buy Aura to enhance my results etc. I was looking at the shopping page yesterday and was close to buying stuff but know I need to stick it out.
Am I feeling reconcilation or being an idiot?