DAY 22
DREAM Sequences:
- I’m in the bathroom and it’s full to the brim, I reach for a plug, a little water pours onto the floor. Finally, I pull out the plug and the water quickly leaves the bathroom.
- I hear that it’s quite possible for a person in my situation to make 3 million rubles ($40000) a month in solopreneurship. I’m saying somewhere: I’m interested, tell me more.
- I am on the beach and there are many German tourists, and I see some building barges in the water. I drink beer with old German guy, we have really good time chatting.
- I see my father, he and I came to St. Petersburg. We go to the bar we drink something. On April, 17 it will be 13 years exactly since he died. Anniversary makes me depressed every year.
- I am in St. Petersburg at a 3-day seminar of a friend, the first day passes in suspense until I tell him that we need to go out and discuss. The other two days I do not visit, only at the end I come. Why St. Petersburg?!
- I drive a large Jaguar sedan along a large, spacious empty freeway. I feel successful, but hopelessly lonely.
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It is four days left before my quarantine officially expires. Damn, I feel trapped in these four walls!
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Watched Westworld Season 3, Episodes 1 & 2 and… must say they are impressed me more than Season 2’s first episodes. Finished Altered Carbon Season 2, not bad at all, not that bad.
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EQa will not do everything for me, I must concentrate on my goals more and, more than anything, concentrate on «what I really want».
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EQa and AI alliance is fruitful. I feel easiness with my thought processes and my intuition is improved considerably, well, its better to say I trust my intuition more. Quantum Miracle?
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I’m sitting and writing these journal right now, listening to old Ishar game OST. Feel calm and cozy. I think that a part of me doesn’t want to mature. It is okey, until it doesn’t interfere with my plans. Nevertheless, its better to be friend with yourself than an enemy. I don’t want any psychosomatic right now (and ever).
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What I like about my stack is that it doesn’t push me but asks me questions that I want to answer. New scripting is definitely smoother than previous.
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EQa is preciously targeted to my anahata charka and AI - more felt in body and mind. Interesting.
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Sex drive is still enormous and I can now see the hidden benefits of EQa: its helps easily transmute energy from sexual to any other. THIS IS F**KING GREAT! I feel more control of my energetic system.
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AI «global» feeling starts to transform. I can’t articulate it better - will look closer.
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I feel more responsibility for my health and a health of my relatives and friends. Not that I’m afraid, its better to say «I’m keeping my finger on the pulse of situation».
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General social field situation is nervous. Meditation is must for now, guys. It least it will help you to see/feel the difference between your feelings/states and a general field state. It is easy to be enslaved by this field if you are not grounded. Panic & reptilian brain reactions comes from this entanglements.
More later.
Thats all for now, guys, as usual - take care of yourself, you relatives and friends, blessing you.