I listened to EQ for approximately 9 hours (while working in my home office for my job).
I didn’t feel really different while listening. No reconciliation. No different thoughts. While listening anyway.
After work was over, I stopped playback. Figured 8-9 hours was enough for the time being.
Shortly thereafter I started thinking about how badly I want to not work at a regular job. Not work for anyone other than me going forward. Uncouple my time and my money.
Early that next morning, I remember sitting at my desk (was off work. just at desk zoning out) and I got to thinking about how I set up my expenses to be all on auto-pay before…including my rent.
I automated 100% of my recurring monthly expenses a few years back. But here lately, it’s been a challenge for me personally to work all my scheduled hours. Anxiety issues or something about talking to customer on the phone.
So not always enough $$$ to keep bills paid up, and I’ve had to resort to turning off automatic payments again, so I can pay stuff with alternative methods, such as whichever credit card has enough that month.
As I was sitting at the desk, I had this sudden “AHA” insight that I built this house of cards for automatic payments which depends solely on my wage/earned income.
I realized (already knew) that I need to also automate my income somehow to match.
Common sense stuff, but that’s where I think maybe EQ was taking my thoughts.