I’m in recon land, so much fun, it’s -20c outside, not much action I wanna take in this weather, things are exploding inside myself, the broken pieces are dancing, if I would paint, it would look funny and crazy, I had a good life, maybe tomorrow comes early.
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Wait as far as I know that was for title rotation, not for new stacks.
Also what was said to me is that this referred to Qv2 titles?
Title rotation, new stack, what ever you call it.
As I understood, when you wanna change your stack, you can only rotate one title each cycle. At least according to recommendations as I understand them, it’s best to rotate aka switch only one title each circle, not a whole stack at once.
Might be I’m totally wrong, but that’s what I understood.
And since I ever only used ZPv2 and upwards talking about Qv2 wouldn’t male to much sense.
I ran CWoN this morning and I had an amazing day so far, feeling really good, went out for a short walk and was blissed out and enjoying lots of fun times with my cat.
Now it’s 8 hours later and I just finished running a 10min loop of Phoenix, which is all I could take as it is very powerful.
I could feel it digging deep within me, it feels like exactly the right subliminal to push through old inner blocks, I feel very hopeful for the future.
I’m going back to meditate now and feel the flow of this sub working through me.
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Had an hour long meditation with some singing and breathwork and I am feeling incredibly good, the intensity of Phoenix has been assimilated, my friend came back from work, I’m going to have half a cannabis cookie to celebrate this amazing day and share a nice evening with her!!
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Wow had an awesome evening with my friend, lots of healing happened together, the Phoenix has already cleared so much, it’s so powerful, it gives me the keys back to owning and creating myself with more freedom, more authenticity and originality at every moment.
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I told myself I would go easy with Phoenix after feeling how radical it is, but after the amazing results so far I decided to run it again today instead of CWoN and this time I ran a full loop and then LBFH and it’s been intense all day, lots of subconscious processing, I had to treat myself with comfort foods and candies to smooth it out.
I will go to bed now and I know that I will have a very full night and tomorrow will be an awesome day after all the processing.
I will wait another 4-6 days to run Phoenix again and likely 10min max.
After tomorrow I will run only one loop of CWoN on its own to give myself more time to process everything properly.
I’m enjoying discovering how the subs affect me and adjusting usage patterns. I can clearly see now what I’ve been reading all over the forum that less is more.
With certain subs and I suppose different stacks the official recommended usage can still be too much.
So powerful with such short listening times it’s impressive.
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Good day today, I ran a lot of subs and experienced almost no overwhelm, first time experimenting with microloops so I got a little carried away.
In the morning I ran a 15min loop of CWoN followed by 3min of LBFH.
Later in the afternoon I decided to experiment and ran a 30sec microloop of KBst1 which had a very light effect, it was interesting but so short I got carried away and clicked on a couple other subs and did 30sec of Phoenix and 30sec of Sanguine Elixir.
I felt the loops as little boosters and the mix of all this was super nice.
I had to meditate soon after with some deep breaths and chanting for about 30min as I could feel the bloom of the microloops intensifying so I had to focus to help processing.
Had a lot of fun with friends and family but too lazy to write in detail, it’s 1am and I’m going to bed.
Goodbye today it was nice knowing you
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Another very pleasurable day!
It snowed heavily all day and I went to the sauna this evening, one by the Oslo fjord not too far from where I live and had a few powerful ice baths but not sure if I got hot because of the sauna or the pretty norwegian girls I met but either way I feel so relaxed now and it was so nice to meet some people and talk.
I lead a very secluded life because of choices I made to be closer to nature so this sauna outing felt really good. I went there with my friend and realized it might be a strategical mistake if I want to meet a girl because people might think she’s my girlfriend.
I had amazing dreams after listening again to ascension chamber before bed, these dreams feel so much more healing than usual because more of me is present during the dream so because more of me is having the experiences in the dream more of me is getting the benefits of it, logical.
Whatever scripting is in it is very good for me and my nightly outings in my mind.
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I felt like getting a new sub, it’s obvious that it’s very much because of my coming trip to India next week and this coming intense detox process called Panchakarma, my subconscious is so good at knowing what I need to get to help myself.
I bought Paragon, and ran it yesterday for a full loop and ran 5min of Phoenix.
I know it’s a 4th on the stack but I’m experimenting and adjusting as I go and keeping it smooth by reducing overall exposure, cutting off 2 subs and reducing listening time on the other.
The effects of Paragon are already there when I woke up this morning, it was a shitty night but I felt so energized as I woke up and it kept going the entire day. The amazing result I got is 2 of my addictions were cut off immediately.
I chose not to drink coffee today even though I had put no conscious effort towards this at all, it happened naturally, I usually meditate and then make coffee but right after I finished meditating I became aware of this sensation of complete freedom from the addictive routine of the morning coffee, I know I would enjoy it if I chose to have it but I was completely free from the craving.
The second addiction is a very recent one, about 2 weeks, I’ve been taking nicotine through the use of a blueberry cheesecake flavored vaporizer that a friend visiting gave me because I expressed that I liked the flavor after trying it out.
Nicotine addiction is quite serious, I would take 2 or 3 puffs and feel the effect of it and take an off day between uses, just like the subs, to protect my body and mind from getting hooked as I’m aware the addictive potential is classified as similar to heroin, which I never tried but having experience with other opiates I agree and I would add that because of the socially accepted nature of nicotine consumption, it is more addictive than opiates.
Anyway story short I ended up vaping all day long for the last 5 days and was starting to dread the day I would chose to stop, but I can’t allow this shit in my life, especially not before a big detox that’s gonna be already challenging on its own. I was hooked on this little pleasure but it doesn’t kid around and really makes you its slave.
I woke up this morning and felt completely free from the addictive craving.
My friend spent an hour bothering me to give her the vape this evening, as she’s also hooked on it the last few days so I gave her Paragon to help out, hopefully she gets a similar experience, we’re both going on this trip to india so she will have to stop it soon either way.
Even though I couldn’t clearly feel how Paragon was affecting me when listening I saw immediate results next morning in my energy levels and unhealthy addictions dissolving, also I’ve been putting lemon juice in my water today which is something I never do.
Warning angry F bomb post
I’m fucking upset, got a punctured tire that’s gonna cost 500$ to 1000$ to fix and I just came back from this fucking dentist that charged me 100$ to tell me he doesn’t have the right machine to see all angles of my tooth and I got to go see a specialist nearby that has that 3d scan machine, 30min consultation 100$ to do exactly nothing, fucking thief, and the parking in the city center cost me 15$ for 40min!!!
I’m calling back the dentist office tomorrow to express my shock at the price I paid, kinda funny because the reason I didn’t realize on the spot the extravagant price and argue was because I was in a hurry to get back to my car because of the expensive parking lot!
What a fucking disgusting experience this life on earth can be!
Last entry in this journal before a while.
I’m going to India tomorrow for this 30 days detox program.
I will have no phone, 0 screen time, complete isolation in the moment, twice daily oil massage treatments, 3 tailor made ayurvedic meals a day and medicinal herbal drink to assist the process, almost no talking, no physical activity.
I can already feel it, it’s gonna be challenging, it’s going to take me very deep, it will be very transformative.
I will take at least a 30-40 days break from subs.
I’m currently running only Paragon and ran a loop of Love Bomb to help me smooth out the pre travel anxiety and help with setting the beginning of this challenging journey in the right direction with self love.
Love Bomb is way better than LBFH for me, it hits so simply and directly, feeling me with sweet love that is so personal, and unlike LBFH I get to just be myself with that love, I shoulda run it long time ago, it’s exactly what I need to heal, I regret a lot not running it sooner, I will definitely have it in my next stack, maybe along either Primal or Phoenix or KBst1.
I will miss this forum, I enjoyed reading daily, looking forward to new upgrades when I get back in March, have fun everyone and be good. 
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This sound very though, can you share what it is? a Link to the retreat?
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I’ve completed this amazing ayurvedic process today, I’m spending another 4 days in India and then I’ll be be back home to a much milder winter!
It was incredible, a lot of emotional releases and deep physical purification.
I tried listening to a 3min loop of LB once but it didn’t do anything except create agitation in my deeply peacefully absorbed mind. I’ve been in the presence of a kundalini awake person overseeing and guiding the program this whole time and realised subliminals are totally irrelevant and superficial when you are basking in the sunshine of pure consciousness.
I am looking forward to use subs again and am very excited about the new LB. I will likely give it a week or two before starting, once my vibe gets back to normal. I’m also looking forward to the new Sanguine Elixir!
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I’d like to get back to journaling to see what comes up.
Since my trip to India a lot of inner work happened and it’s been very difficult to express anything personal, it’s as if the ground under me and familiar signposts in my reality have shifted so hard that all is new and more malleable than ever before and thus harder to describe.
What’s not hard to describe are my lifelong friends in the form of blocked energy, they have been shouting louder than ever before as if they know the time is soon coming to part ways.
I’ve gone through lots of very highs and very lows the last few months, the highs are like realizations of my true power as a creator, what some call god, the experience of actually being that for oneself and all, and then the lows, feeling useless and worthless, extremely vulnerable and incapable of even making food for myself when I’m hungry, some call deep depression.
Everything just keeps spinning up and down, left and right, integrating gently or harshly day by day, it’s all getting ready for a grand reveal, a finale of sorts, the ultimate love bomb
I had a medicinal session with my friend yesterday and Phoenix brought lots of realizations, I’m holding a lot of shame and guilt unconsciously and I’m a perfectionist in a bad sense, I realized I’m not accepting myself and my life fully until it is the best it can be, so I’m blocking myself from becoming my best self because of this silly ‘all or nothing’ kind of programing.
I haven’t gotten to the root of it, this is a symptom pattern, so it can’t be fully unraveled yet but these insights about deeper programing in me were incredibly useful and new to me.
Running Phoenix along Sanguine and Love Bomb.
This combo is incredibly profound.
I’ve been experimenting listening to all three of them spread within 24h-48h and then taking 2 days off to process it all.
Awareness of myself has increased a lot these last few months so my subliminal use has become very intuitive and spontaneous rather than rigidly planned and I’m very satisfied with the results.
My cannabis use also assists greatly to process/execute the subs by taping into my subconscious and sort of ride the subconscious input waves and weave it all into my conscious self more directly, this plant acts as a sort of bridge between conscious and unconscious, very cool experience and grateful to Mother Earth for these tools.
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