After doing one full loop of the new subliminal Summertime yesterday, to wrap up my listening cycle that included Heartsong and Lineage Mandate Eternal, I initially felt like I was floating on a cloud. It felt like tension had melted away and I was completely present. Shortly after, I started to remember things from my past that I was still holding firmly in my physical body. Now it feels safe to truly let go.
I just wrote a post on my socials and figured I’d share it here. For those of you who have followed my journey on here since 2022, you’re probably familiar with some of the events that led me to subliminals. If not, check out my old journals for an abundance of wisdom and inspiration. 
Here’s the post I wrote:
Last night I was sitting in reflection, reading material from Neville Goddard that I was first introduced to back in 2021 during a very difficult time in my life.
Just a few months before that, I had called off my wedding.
I had a whole vision
being a wife
relocating my family
moving to a new town on the lake only twenty five minutes away
I had a plan
And I chose something completely different
So when I found this work, I was already in the middle of unraveling everything I thought my life was going to be
Last night, as I was reading, I could feel the emotions stirring up within me
Not just in my mind
in my body
And I allowed whatever was there to move
I didn’t try to stop it
I didn’t try to make it mean something else
I didn’t try to tell myself I was past it
I let it release
And I had a deep, cathartic, cleansing cry
Joe Dispenza talks about how the body does not know the difference between a memory and the actual event
And in that moment I could feel how much my body had still been holding
For a long time my nervous system was bracing for impact
anticipating
protecting
Even while I had the knowledge
And still, my body was bracing for impact
This work is not just theory
It is direct application and transformation
It is identifying the patterns
the habits
the old states
the old identities
the assumptions you have been living from
The version of you that was built from protection
And when you live from that place
you continue to create more of the same
Same cycles
Same emotional experiences
Same patterns showing up in different forms
That is the wheel of recurrence
And it continues until you become aware of it
and choose to rise
To stop identifying with the false self
and start embodying who you actually are
I am grateful for what I moved through in 2021
Because it reignited something in me
It brought me back to myself
my true self
And it asked more of me
Not just to understand this work
but to live it
and to teach from my experiences
To feel
to process
to release
to become
You do not return to who you were
You rise beyond it
And become who you truly are
JLK