I will tie in into what @SaintSovereign already said - I was honestly sickened and disappointed when Saint showed me the e-mails. It boggles my mind that anyone considers that acceptable behavior.
We will never allow our staff or our customers to be treated in such a manner, and no kind of threatening or attempts at manipulation will budge our position on this. It really is your last chance.
I will, however, offer an expanded view of the situation (even though I have seen in just this thread the lack of ability to follow instruction), for the sake of anyone that might consider such course of action in the future.
I will start off with this:
It is interesting how people can be so cemented and confident in their viewpoint, mindset and subjective opinion of reality that they would rather scream arrogance at others than consider being wrong.
Sadly, to rectify that position requires a balance of humility and confidence.
The reason why you believe the subliminals do not work for you is made up of a couple of factors. I want you to keep in mind however, that this is not subjective opinion - this is cold, hard data and statistics, straight from our facilities (the kind that would make many scientists pretty jealous) and Q.
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Each individual has a different level of sensitivity of their inner processes. One type might be able to accurately notice every little change in their conscious minds. Some extremely rare ones will be able to directly see the underlying processes of the subconscious mind in action. Some will not notice absolutely anything. The important thing is, not seeing does not mean it is not happening. It just means you are not aware of it.
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You have talked in detail about your situation. I empathize with you - but situations in your life move your focus away from your inner processes, lessening what you can perceive. It is similar to watching television - you get tunnel vision and can ignore the outside world. Again, not seeing does not mean it is not happening, you are just not aware of it.
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Reconciliation, meaning excess loops, can cause your inner awareness of the processes to become more clouded. The stronger it is, the harder it gets to see. You have ignored our instructions, completely disregarded the instruction manual, and continued to run over 6 loops. Of course you’re not going to notice effects when you do that - but not seeing does not mean it is not happening, you are simply… not aware of it.
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Finally, since you are completely disregarding our instructions and the instructional manual, I am absolutely positive you are not journaling. Journaling, the less self aware you are and the larger amount of loops/stronger reconciliation you have, the more important it is. It is how you work around the lack of awareness and the clouding of it - when you journal, you are translating the changes that you are currently not aware of onto a third party, which then, once some time passes, allows you a clear understanding of what actually transpired during the time you were in the depths of reconciliation and journaling. You will very likely not see the changes in the journal right away, maybe not even a week or two, maybe a month, but once you do leave that phase of reconciliation, you will - and you will be amazed. Again, you were not aware of the changes, but they did happen, and journaling is what gives you this window of insight into how incredible the changes you undergo actually are. Can you do without journaling? Of course, but you need experience with our subliminals and confidence to keep going when reconciliation is rocking you. Even then journaling is recommended.
To reiterate - this is what the data consistently showed. Our technology is at a level that it simply works. What is fallible is the subjective awareness of the process - some rare testers in our studies will happily tell us nothing is happening, but then jot down in their paper increased overall subjective feeling and an objective increase in their relationships and wealth, compared to their before paper, and especially, extremely so when compared overall to a placebo phase.
Are they wrong? No, they are simply unaware.
But we are aware. This is also why our subliminals are so effective (and why copycats are trying to leech off of our success and failing in the process) - no one is going through all these extensive, laborious processes and constant innovation to ensure continuously improving, cutting edge technology.
You can call it arrogance, I call it truth.
To wrap it up: