Yeah, I have to admit, even in its early stages, I’m really enjoying how this custom is working for me. I don’t want to jump the gun, and maybe my experience/opinion will change later, but it seems like customs just click better. It’s like my brain understands and embraces it more. Maybe it’s because I actually created this custom? Maybe subconsciously I feel like I had a say in it, so my brain agrees with it more easily. Certainly, the name embedding and solace are both helpful as well.
Here are my recent experiences:
I’ve been feeling irritated, but I think it’s more related to the noopept than the custom. I also ordered an Oura ring to track my sleep better and figure out where my intense dreams are coming from, because the irritability seems to be linked to poor sleep. But I don’t might the irritabillity, it’s just more no-nonsense.
Yesterday, I tried a new biohack called incline bed therapy. You elevate your bed by about 15cm to improve blood circulation and detoxify the brain. The bed elevators were too expensive, so I tried using books to create the elevation. It was a bit challenging to balance the different types of books, but after 10 minutes, I found the perfect setup. I was really pleased with the process and felt so happy when I got it right. I had a big grin on my face for about 5-10 minutes as I went upstairs with my books. If there is one thing that I lost a bit these lost couple of weeks, is enjoying the little things.
When I looked at my bed, I realized that I’m a dumass because I have a Japanese bed
These beds have multiple bed legs (I hope I say it right) and there’s no way to elevate them without breaking something.
Guess what?
I walked back downstairs with a smile on my face, realizing what a dummy I was for not considering that. Then I went back down with about 12-13 books and put them back on my shelf. I pushed the leftmost book on the shelf to the right to make my books stand up nicely in order.
And of course
Everything came crashing down
2 books hit me right in the face, around 15-20 fell on the floor and table, creating total chaos.
And guess what?
I was still smiling
I just laughed out loud at my own simple stupidity and Murphy’s law. I enjoyed every moment of it. I cleaned up all the books and went back to do some bible study.
I think this has to do with Joie de Vivre, Carpe diem, and maybe even a bit of Dopaminergic Revival.
Many more things have happened in these last 2 days, but I’ll just stick with this story for now. Tomorrow, I’ll take another rest day, not because I need to, but because I want to. I really want to give this custom the time to flourish.
Oh, tomorrow (because I live in Europe), I’ll be watching the NFL playoffs. I can watch it live, but no offense, the commercial breaks are insane. I’d rather watch it later without those interruptions. I really enjoy watching American football. The tactics of the sport, the genius of the QB, and just that feeling of intense war when you look at sports. That do or die vibe that I also have when looking at UFC.
Sunday Funday is on the way.
Peace 