Recon and tingling says the sub is active, yes. But I’ve learned that those signs mean I’m doing too much. Tingling, for me, is a definite sign I’m listening too much. It makes me feel emotionally volatile as well, like I might explode on you just for being in my presence.
We learn as we continue trying this or trying that. You’ll find your sweet spot.
I’m stacking Stark Black and Regeneration right now with 5 minute loops every other day. I also listen to them at different times; one in the morning, one in the afternoon or evening. I’ll share some Regeneration effects I’ve felt.
I’ve sensed it going into painful parts of my life, those areas I’ve honestly avoided year after year.
Slight fear and sadness will rise for short spurts, telling me it’s grabbing on to my thinking. But it doesn’t stay too long, by my own choice. They script it to go at each person’s speed, and that mechanism works.
While writing this, I remembered doing counseling years back, and feeling not in control is a complete hell for me. This applies to subs greatly, as the early versions of Regeneration brought on too much for me, too quickly.
These present versions don’t scare the shit out of my subconscious. I sense it digging in, even holding back since fears of healing are still being dealt with. I’ve had one major breakthrough, which happened 3-4 months ago while using Regeneration. That single experience drives me now. It allowed me to see something I’d never, ever expected. I just want more now.
But that’s what keeps me using it. I’d only been on it 2 weeks when I had that experience.
And looking at the big picture, I started trying to heal this shit 30 years back. Lots of stalling and fear on my part. Fear has run me a lot.
So Regeneration is clearly worth the effort.
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