[SOLO] Abe's EQ Journey


#1

Got accepted to join the EQ journey two nights ago. I used it for about 7 hours that night, but was unable to use it last night so tonight I’ll start my official use of EQ properly.

Just noting after the first night of using it I was really tired the next day and my libido was way up.

Will report more as I start to use it every night.


#2

Day 1: 2 loops of masked at night then 4 loops of ultrasonic overnight

Shortly after turning on the sub, and immediately after waking up I had this pressure in my chest that felt like a combination of fear and anxiety. That went away about an hour after getting up and showering.

Had to go out and get an oil change and inspection for my car, and was a lot more patient than I normally would be since it took 2 hours and it cost more than I had expected. I just rolled with it and moved on with my day.

Also had a major urge to workout again today after taking yesterday off. One thing I really need to work on is my diet and I’m hoping this sub will help push me in the right direction or get me to want to change it and start eating healthier.


#3

Been a few days since my first update. Only a few real things to note since it’s tough to get out that much. I will say that my sleep has been better than it has in the last few years since I started this sub. I don’t wake up during the night and all of my sleep feels like deep sleep when I wake up.

The fear and anxiety feeling that I mentioned in my first update have now gone away. My only main worry is money related during this time. While I’m still getting paid from work, I’m at home for who knows how long and I’m starting to become unsure of how long we’ll continue to get paid.

The other two things to note are even though my diet hasn’t improved yet, I’m still working out at home and am now down about 3 pounds since starting. My interest in porn is pretty much nonexistent, thankfully. Had major problems with that for years and would love to get rid of that problem as well.

Will report more if I notice anything soon.


#4

Day 7 of usage: Energy levels have been hit or miss, some days I’m exhausted in the afternoon others I feel great. During the day I feel really level headed but also really bored with what’s going on.

I’m starting to remember more dreams as I’m using the program more. I’m getting about 6 loops of ultrasonic overnight and I try to get 1-2 loops of masked before bed if I can.

Still no change in productivity as I’m home and can’t go to work. I could be doing stuff at home like cleaning, but with being at home all day I don’t really feel like doing it. Interest in porn is still at an all time low, and even if I open it up I look at it for a second, get disgusted and just close the browser.

Not too much of a noticeable change since I’m not out and about a lot, but when I am out I’m calm and more confident and speak more clearly than I did before starting. I’m liking where that’s headed with the confidence and calmness within.


#5

Day 9: Increased confidence when I am able to make it out, and eye contact is getting stronger by the day. I’m more direct and don’t linger around as much, I go do what I need to do and leave. Also, not really feeling like I need to eat as much as before, and it feels like my digestions has improved from where it was a month or two ago. There are times I don’t feel the need to eat a lot, if anything, at dinner cause that’s where I’ll overeat at times.

One dream/nightmare(?) I had last night was something had happened to family during this virus outbreak, which really hit me hard and made me become angry at the world and borderline insane. I’m not that way at all IRL, and I’m more of the quiet, calm type so this is out of the ordinary. I don’t know if that means something is being worked on, but was interesting to note either way.

That’s all for now.


#6

Day 11: Not much else to report in the last 2 days. One thing that I am noticing, however, is my increased focus on wanting to finally get out of debt sans student loans. Made a lot of stupid financial mistakes when I was younger that are still haunting me, and I’m getting closer and closer to getting out of quite a bit of that. That is one thing that I am heavily focused on and wanting to finally accomplish.

Have been eating a lot less and not really feeling the need to eat nearly as much as I used to. If i eat the way I used to, I get disgusted and just feel terrible.

Since Stark Q just got announced and released, I may run Emperor Q for tonight and tomorrow then switch over. That’ll give me about 2 full weeks of Emp.Q, which has been a great sub for me. Looking forward to more progress in the future.