On Saturday (April 18) night I began listening to Spartan Apex Warrior. Realizing that after a couple of years I have become quite obese and reading the success of story of Dark Empress, this was the right choice for me. On Sunday, I began dieting and started exercising a workout routine at home from YouTube. I also had the pleasure of facing reality when I put my body on the scale - my weight was 138 kg at 198 cm. Being 34 years old this is a BMI of 35.1 or simply put means that I am obese. I never have seen myself as being obese, having been thin in my early twenties and first realized how fat I am when I was interviewed and saw myself on video. A few years ago I have been dieting and going to the gym until I no longer was motivated to go to the gym because I hit stagnation. I also have a great traumatic dislike for sports because of being bullied in school, so doing exercise at home is a good option at the moment. A well-known coach and hypnotist once told me a sentence which stuck to me. Let me paraphrase it “What is better: eating ice cream or getting oral sex?” - This brought me to the theory that some people get pleasure from eating while others get pleasure from sex.
In the first week I jumped around with additional Subliminal audios until Wednesday. I first had Primal in the stack and later StarkQ. Then when Quantum Limitless Q came out, I decided to jump on that train. Beginning with ST1 on Wednesday. The reasons for that is that my cognitive capabilities have been declining in the past few days. I had problems remembering what happened during the days and forget about appointments. I hope to fix that with Quantum Limitless Q. Also I have a switching confidence in my intelligence. As a boy I did an IQ test which testified me a high IQ, but I do not have an academic degree and work a job which I guess anybody of average intelligence could do.
During the week my weight fluctuated a bit, so I decided to get on the scale only on Sunday morning. Sunday is also cheat day for me, which helped me in the past to endure the strict diet for the rest of the week.
As my social confidence has been declining during the lockdown - I again felt anxiety outside when going to the grocery store, I decided to add Sanguine Q as a stack module. And also the Limit Destroyer for loosen my limits about exercising and intelligence.
Now to my current subliminal stack:
QL Q ST 1 3x
Sanguine Q 1x
Limit Destroyer Q 1x
Spartan Q 3x
Sanguine Q 1x
Limit Destroyer Q 1x
My goals for this stack are also learning to get better at creative writing. My current super chargers are The Commander and Beyond Limitless. In the creative field of BL I am working in the morning on visualizing a book I want to write. The Commander is a reminiscence to my past stack and I just keep using it because I like the visuals of it and the feeling of power I have afterwards.
Short note about my subliminal past at sub club: I have been doing Alchemist ST1 - ST3 from January this year until the beginning of April. Then I believed to have gotten the guidance to stop using Alchemist. I also tested emperor Q and jumped on StarkQ. My download area at subliminal club is full of shiny objects. Knowing my inability to stick to stuff I hope to at least keep up with Spartan Q.
Acting: For all subliminal use it is important to act to make them work. I am exercising and dieting with Spartan Q. With Quantum Limitless Q ST1 I am doing a creative writing course at the moment. Reading books and writing a lot is also part of the action plan.
Tomorrow I can celebrate with the cheat day my first week of no masturbation also.
Saturday, April 25 checks out.