Love this. 
Especially the “self-commanded enough not to abandon myself” part. I’ve learned that being magnetic isnt the hard part, but staying sovereign when faced with inconsistency or performative depth is the real test. True coherence isn’t just about attraction, it’s about integrity. If the performance cant offer basic honesty, its just a little ping of distraction. Keep commanding your space Kween! 
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I met a guy from Facebook other night. He picked me up in his corvette, opened the door for me and paid my cover for the event we went to.
I literally sat there thinking to myself, “do I want him… would I choose him?” He vapes and that’s one of my deal breakers. I feel like this was an experience to test me.
It was an overall good experience. I just know that I’m the prize and there’s power in me choosing if I really want something or I’m just wanting to be chosen.
Side note: paragon kicks butt. I listened to it for 3 mins yesterday for a minor hormonal migraine and it went away. I don’t take pain meds.
I’ve been on a roll making so much good content for my socials!
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Day 9~
I decided to add Paragon V2 into my stack. I’ve done 2 loops so far.
I understand this title has been updated, but I love the older version. I’ve used it on and off since joining sub club world with a multitude of great results. 
I think it helps with certain physical aspects to promote the ideal physical shifting I am focused on. Not a magic pill, but this title has done wonders for me. Probably helps that I am a healer and live by the law of assumption.
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Currently in wash out… 
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Back in action ~ Seductress + Monarch + Paragon (old version)
Did full loops of Seductress & Monarch followed by 7mins of paragon.
Feeling happy sitting in the sun briefly after taking a short afternoon nap.
Noticing an increase in appetite with this stack.
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Is he still sending you money? 
I just read your journal and I’m curious now 
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Yes he is, sporadically!
Finishing up this month with full loops of Monarch and Seductress with 12 minutes of Paragon.
Now I will take a wash out and reconsider my stack for October.
Been really enjoying the process and progress with Monarch. It’s a dense subliminal packed with so much goodness.
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Heartsong Stage 1. I think you’d enjoy it.
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I’ve been pretty quiet here!
I listened to 7 loops of Heartsong stage 2 this month. Switched to stage 1 and have done 3 loops so far. Just felt the nudge to go a bit deeper into some things that felt stirred up with stage 2.
I’ve been listening to HS with Monarch and Paragon this month.
Several men from my past have reached out apologizing for things. I realized I have romantic feelings for one of my friends after having a dream about us. We talked about it last week and the feelings are mutual. This has stirred up a lot in me. Probably the main reason for switching to stage 1 of HS.
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Wow, that’s big! And not only one but several. That Monarch Sub must be a real game changer.
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The cool thing about that is realizing that I don’t even care about most of these guys romantically anymore and wouldn’t actually choose them!
Monarch rocks my socks. I’ve been really embodying being the empress. Not just intellectualizing this.
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What you appreciate, appreciates. 
Gonna begin a wash out tomorrow after a month of Monarch, Paragon and HS 1&2.
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I resumed listening yesterday.
3 minutes of Paragon
Full loop of Monarch
3 minutes of HS ST 2
I noticed a significant shift in how I showed up in a social setting on the weekend. It was my friend’s bands annual Halloween show. I felt so confident and comfortable in a crowded room of over 400 people.
One of my Facebook followers was talking with me more, wanting to attend the event with me. I had some reservations about bringing them and decided to trust my gut and cancel with them. They went off in the chat saying some nasty things. I deleted it and proceeded with my evening, having an amazing time.
This was my costume for the event 
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Decided to swap HS with the updated Renaissance Man.
Gonna give stage 1 a listen right meow.
New stack:
Monarch
Renaissance Man ST1
Paragon
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Centuries evaporate in a haze
It terrifies you
Expiring without ceremony in declining days
Give it up, give back what’s given
Quickened stride to escape tension
No one is coming along with you
You are finding a way back to your heart
You are finding a way back to your heart
Floating slowly through the infinite dark
You follow a faint light
A silhouette stands in the doorway
Between the light and dark
Stretched out inside a blade of shadow
It follows you
To trespass over your grave
Give it up, give back what’s given
Passing through like apparitions
Nowhere to hide in a crumbling shell
You are finding a way back to your heart
You are finding a way back to your heart
Floating slowly through the infinite dark
You follow a faint light
You follow a faint light
We choose to self-destruct
Permit what tears us up
We choose to self destruct, oh
With all the effort you can give it
Rebuild to repeat the cycle
It never ends
You are finding a way back to your heart
You are finding a way back to your heart
Floating slowly through the infinite dark
You follow a faint light
Finding a way back to your heart
You are finding a way back to your heart
Floating slowly through the infinite dark
You follow a faint light
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