9/20/24 Cycle 6 Day 16 Rest Review
Total Days Counter: 302
Sleep - 1/10 Late and terrible
Daily Routine - 3/10 Nonstandard day with headaches
Action - 2/10
Habits - 2/10
Emotions - 2/10 Sleep-deprived. Headaches
Daily Thoughts - Missed entry yesterday. Just sleeping early now for a reset.
Happy birthday!
Also it seems odd to me that your gf would refuse to see you on your birthday. It makes me wonder what her motives are.
9/21/24 Cycle 6 Stack Run: DRLD+QLST4 Day 17 Review
Total Days Counter: 303
Sleep - 3/10 Woke up too early. Slight headache
Daily Routine - 10/10 Powered through and did everything anyway
Action - 10/10
Habits - 10/10
Emotions - 9/10 Exhausted but satisfied
Daily Thoughts - Shifting focus is quite handy when managing emotions. Today was an unconscious application of that. Surely it’s a benefit when you can practice it at will.
Thanks. Yeah, well this ain’t our first rodeo. Anyway, we’re fine again…for now. I’ve found relationships to be unpredictable and unquantifiable. INTJ btw. It was never my strength to begin with. I can’t rule out the possibility of a future breakup but whatever happens, happens. I find solace in my goals.
9/23/24 Cycle 6 Stack Run: DRLD+QLST4 Day 19 Review
Total Days Counter: 305
Sleep - 8/10 Woke up a bit late but pretty good.
Daily Routine - 10/10 Productive. Did everything.
Action - 10/10
Habits - 10/10
Emotions - 10/10 Razor sharp
Daily Thoughts - The more I uncover the more I realize how little I know. Math, data analytics, data science, computer science, machine learning, and AI are so vast it feels easy to be overwhelmed. One lifetime does not seem to be enough to learn everything, especially if you want to go really deep.
9/24/24 Cycle 6 Day 20 Rest Review
Total Days Counter: 306
Sleep - 8/10 Decent. Had to use alarm
Daily Routine - 10/10 Did everything
Action - 6/10 Some lag
Habits - 5/10 Some social media
Emotions - 6/10 Mixed bag
Daily Thoughts - Late entry. Pushed through QnB. Felt more in the zone but not quite a lvl 4 reg yet.
10/2/24 Cycle 7 Stack Run: DRLD+QLST4 Day 1 Review
Total Days Counter: 314
Sleep - 5/10 Slept late and woke up late.
Daily Routine - 1/10
Action - 1/10
Habits - 1/10
Emotions - 1/10 Grief. Still weeping
Daily Thoughts - I’ll try to do this silly journaling again. I lost a younger cousin, the eldest son of my closest uncle. I saw him as more of a son and a dear brother, than a cousin. I’m still reeling from the pain. I never thought this could happen. I expected us to grow old together. I don’t see any silver lining; it’s just a lot of pain and weeping. I can never talk to him again; all my plans and gifts for him mean nothing now. If only I had bought him a car sooner maybe he would not have died. I feel so devastated I can’t help but blame myself. Unlike me who is an introvert, he has a lot of friends and often goes out at night to party. I’ve been vocal against riding a bike and kept reprimanding him for so long. Now he’s gone, just like that. I still keep reading our last chat. I can’t help but remember all his small thoughtful gestures. You never know how much someone means to you until they are taken away from you permanently. Life is just not the same anymore.
10/3/24 Cycle 7 Day 2 Rest Review
Total Days Counter: 315
Sleep - 1/10 Terrible
Daily Routine - 1/10
Action - 1/10
Habits - 1/10
Emotions - 1/10 Chronic headache and grief
Daily Thoughts - Just want to sleep
Lmao it’s the same for me today 
Hope you got the rest you needed!
Sorry for your loss.