I need the advice of the women in the forum. Every time I menstruate, my feelings and emotions are very strong. Since listening to Subs, I feel like I’m even more sensitive, emotional and more concerned with really doubting everything in my life at the time.
In my mother’s family, women were worth a dreck. She is supposed to clean, cook and spread her legs when the man orders it. My mother did everything in her power that I don’t have to live and experience this, yet she hasn’t always managed to break through her family’s patterns.
Now it’s that I never really learned what it means to be a woman. As already mentioned, my mother somehow did her best, but she never really learned what it means to be a strong woman who is fully absorbed in her feminine energy.
All the information about female energy, her natural power and her complex feelings and emotions I had to pull the last few years off the net or social media.
I’ve already started listening to Seductress. A cycle has already passed. Now I feel like Seductress is doing an excellent job right now. For example, this was the first menstruation without abdominal cramps. But on an emotional level, Seductress is ripping off the hut.
I consciously look for arguments when I feel oppressed or disrespected. Have scenarios in my head by being willing to represent my rights and those of women. Example: I see a video of a woman being oppressed, ridiculed or put down. Then I imagine what it would be like to confront the person who is mistreating the woman or something similar. Without fear, consciously and guided by a strength that I do not know. I would actually regret stepping into a fight to protect women.
On the one hand, this overwhelms me, but on the other hand, I want it too. And yes, during my menstruation, my sense of justice (I just call it that now) is very strong.
Now my question: Did some women here feel similar to me when I heard about Seductress? What did you feel? Were your emotions and feelings so abstruse? Did you feel helpless?
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