Yes!!! 
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My first thought was: Perhaps a part of you thinks youâre not worthy to recieve what youâre trying to programm into your mind with wealth subs.
So either itâs creating bills and stuff to balance your checkbook after youâve created more finances, or it stops the new wealth beliefs from working all together
Thatâs what I noticed with LB.
I started with GM in December. But I wasnât able to get even a minijob. Something in me just blocked every attempt.
Then, a few weeks back, I realized that the problem lies in self worth. I donât deem myself worthy to have have the good life I want and therefore certain parts of me do everything to stop me from getting it.
Then I started LB and had a minijob within a week. It seems I still need a few more years of LB, because I slept like shit today, and woke up 75 minutes early before I had to get up for my first shift. This part of me still tries to fuck up my new minijob.
Here, thatâs me. Studied, burnout, depressed, being unemployed and living off my family for 9 years now. Pure unworthiness.
And Funnily, thatâs my stack atm. Started GM last December (added KB in January) and started with LB a week after itâs release or so.
Today I have my official first work day at my first minijob.
And thatâs the reason why Iâve bought so many books that hold the potential to change my life and never read them. Why I invested 500 bucks in ab incredible cool online membership, and stooped using their courses after 3 months.
And thereâs so much more (low selfcare, bad nutrition, no sport,âŠ)
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Very happy for you
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âBad manifestationâ isnât really a thing. There is nothing in the script to cause such an effect. The only thing remotely close to it that can happen is reconciliation - and your subsequent response to it, which is completely dependent on you.
Negative things in life happen. If they didnât, it wouldnât be a life but a lie.
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You are right man. If a person doesnât has self esteem , he wonât go for his goals. Even though they might be infront of him. Everything is dependent on self esteem. Motivation, behaviour, stress. Many times people have stress just thinking about their goals, them believing that they are shooting very high.
You fix self esteem, you wonât need much of the subs. Why do you think many ugly men have good looking wives. Because they value themselves.
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how to fix it? sometimes I get a stress just by thinking about learning AI dev. A famous imposter syndrome of programmersâŠ
Yeah man, The way to fix it is self esteem. Self love is different from self esteem. What happens is that you see this thing, it could be anything , as so much higher and farther than your grasp and itâs all because of your self concept. How you view yourself. I donât know how old you are but you might remember that in your childhood you might be going after things. You didnât have these fears. These fears and low self esteem developed later on.
Search around what you can do to help with your self esteem. Also feel your chest. Does your chest feel heavy when you start to progress. Is it only AI or other things that bother you.
When you have self esteem, everything is within your reach, to the extent of how high your self esteem is.
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Self-Esteem, is what you think of yourself. True self-esteem isnât based on what others think of you, 'cause it would never be self-esteem. But some people determine their worth based upon other -esteem, they seek approval and validation from others, and their opinion of themselves isnât very high unless they get it. Self-criticism is the biggest obstacle for self-esteem.
Self-love delves much deeper into an unconditioned acceptance of oneself. Love combines both feeling and action, it is not something you win or fall into, it needs to be developed. The greater is your love of self, the greater will be your love of others.
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Usually, you build self-esteem by establishing your worth. If you deem yourself worthy enough to love yourself, self love is there.
The higher the worth you give yourself, the higher the self love.
How to build up self-esteem is another question.
One way is to set goals and to fulfill them. Seeing that you keep your word, like in stating âI will finish this presentation until this afternoonâ and do it, it adds. If you instead give in to procrastination, it reduces. Because you âlearnâ, you canât trust yourself.
I see LB as a kind of miracle drug. Because for me it raised the self love without me increasing my worth significantly first.
I got my first job after like 2 weeks of LB, whereas GM alone wasnât able to do the task.
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I played 2 5-minute loops of the new Love Bomb, on 12 and 14 March, and for the next 2.5 weeks, I found myself experiencing seemingly random moments of deeper appreciation of the people around me. I noticed an enhanced cherishing and tenderness for people I was supervising, supporting, or helping. It was subtle yet powerful.
Thatâs pretty amazing to me.
For now, Iâm resting it in order to focus on my two main programs. And Iâm doing a 3.5 week washout right now, actually. But I know Iâll be seeing Love Bomb again soon. A beautiful program.
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Itâs not anyoneâs job to make you feel good about yourself. It can only come from you.
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I agree with this and also in recon. Thank you Fire.
Iâve will incorporate and start running New Lovebomb tomorrow. I think one of my main issue is self-sabotage, and a sort of self punishment for things I thought Iâd have achieved by now.
Perhaps if I learned to once again truly loved myself enough, deep in my core, things will start falling into place.
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I donât think any manifestation is bad. Itâs just revealing to you whatâs going on inside of you that needs some love and revisions.
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I agree with this.
If you start driving from being parked on a hill, the car rolls back a little at first. (In a 5-speed.)
Thatâs just going back to go forward.
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I thought I saw you like my reply before it actually happened just now. Cool 
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Reminds me of what I thought/noticed this morning.
Events âechoâ forwards and backwards in time.
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I remember being afraid of that before thinking I would fall off the road. 
I was waiting at a light in BC in the mountains and noticed feeling the car rolling back a bit before going forward.
I still sometimes feel uncomfortable when stopped at a light on a steeper hill thinking I will fall off, but I always move forward safely.
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If itâs a thing of the past, donât read any further, I donât want to mansplain the obvious, if itâs still troubling from time read on.
If you have a car with a gearshift, apply the handbrake, let the clutch come in slowly and as soon as you feel the car pulling forward a bit, release the handbrake and accelerate more.
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Iâd see it in the light of recon as well.
As long as there are powerfull parts of you that love scarcity, or deem you unworthy of more money, theyâll do anything they can, to bring you back in line with your old life.
EG you grew up in poverty and without learning to love yourself properly and then run RICH.
You might start manifesting some money, but the part of you, that feels only safe in poverty is still strong, wants to feel the dread of unpayable bills, so it manifests the washing machine breaking down.
Itâs not about what is in the script, but itâs a part of the process of reconciling old believes (living in poverty is necessary to survive) with the new ones (money makes life better and easier).
As long as the old believes are strong, they will keep the upper hand and make your live miserable.
It might even be a trick to stop you from confronting these believes with subs. Like âEverytime I run wealth subs, things break down, so I better never run them againâ.
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Day 4 of hype attempt. Todayâs the day yâall. 
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