Season 2: NFTW (which one are you?) [11.11.23]

[Apollo]

Yeah. It’s weird. Specially when some of these films do weird chants. I don’t like that. I mute that damn tv.

Anyway I don’t watch horror films as much. Dune however. Oh yes

[Uber_Elysium]

@GoldenTiger

Broooo hahaha

Yeah it was fucked haha while watching the movie my house was making the creaky ass noises it was always making but with me being blitzed out of my mind I was scared af for no reason, I almost learned how to teleport that night.

@GoldenTiger

Watched Hell House Origin yesterday night it was scary af!

Yeah those movies can go die haha anything with clowns can go die, like Terrifier. I like movies about demons. Like The Conjuring, The Nun, or that low budget Darth Maul looking thing from Insidious 1.

[Uber_Elysium]

@Apollo

Anyway I don’t watch horror films as much. Dune however. Oh yes

Eh I feel it, haha I dont blame you though and tbh some of these horror movies are waaaaay too B Rated.

I still need to see Dune

[Lion]

Don’t watch horror movies either. They traumaized me when I was a kid and I used to be afraid of the dark until I ran the first version of Elixir + Regeneration.

Now i don’t have those fear of ghosts nor the dark.

I still remember shaking like a leaf while watching Child’s Play. That doll scared the beejeezus out of me.

[Palpatine]

The last spooky movie I watched was The Ring in 2003. With Naomi Watts. The shit with the horse in the water did me in.

[Lion]

@Palpatine

The last spooky movie I watched was The Ring in 2003. With Naomi Watts. The shit with the horse in the water did me in.

That was another movie that I hated. Made me see the girl with the hair everywhere.

[Uber_Elysium]

Yeah dolls can go die too. Dolls and Clowns haha

[Detective_L]

@Lion

That was another movie that I hated. Made me see the girl with the hair everywhere.

That girl is one of the most recurring references in all of Anime.

[Lion]

@Uber_Elysium

Yeah dolls can go die too. Dolls and Clowns haha

Lol! Funnily enough clowns don’t scare me. Only little girls and dolls hahaha.

Must be because:

@Detective_L

@Lion

That was another movie that I hated. Made me see the girl with the hair everywhere.

That girl is one of the most recurring references in all of Anime

I wonder if they got the inspiration from there or the other way round?

[Detective_L]

@Lion

I wonder if they got the inspiration from there or the other way round?

It is based of a horror novel.

The hit movie The Ring, starring Naomi Watts, is based off a Japanese movie called Ringu (“ring” in Japanese), and Ringu is based off of Koji Suzuki’s novel Ring .

[James]

Movie was based on this

The Dark Fields

[KingofClubz]

Will the New Chosen Series Be Never Fear The Weak or NSE???

[Lion]

@KingofClubz

Will the New Chosen Series Be Never Fear The Weak or NSE???

NFTW is a season of releases.

NSE is the latest scripting.

So yeah when the Chosen series are uodated, they will be NSE.

Although am sure that the NFTW philosophy (Never Fear The Weak) is inbuilt into the subliminals somehow.

This shows in the sales page of Stark Black

To the brave, the bold and the insightful who would never fear the weak, I invite you to think with me for a moment. If fate exists, then the fact that you are here, right now would be a part of that. But if it doesn’t exist… why are you even here?

[Malkuth]

@Lion

Don’t watch horror movies either.

When Terminus programs were first introduced here, I dived deep into them.

I used Minds Eye Terminus² and Stark Terminus. Always combined with meditation sessions.

It was interesting because, for me, the intensity of the practice led to a heightened period of Shadow exploration and Shadow processing. I felt drawn to it.

Here are two of my posts from back then.

@Malkuth

Day 10: Monday May 11 2020

Completed morning listen of Stark Q Terminus with meditation.

And just finished the daily 2nd play as part of my daily playlist.

Some interesting, disjointed, shifts and disturbances inside of me.

For some reason, I was pulled to read and view analysis of the movie Midsommar. Never watched it in the theatres. But it fascinated me and got under my skin as I read and watched about it. Also watched the analysis of the director’s (Ari Aster’s) first film. Hereditary.

June 12, 2020 12:01 am

@Malkuth

Fear and Hopelessness.

These mind-states are a fucking con.

They really are.

But the con works so well

When an emotion is very skillful in manipulating you, you think from it, rather than thinking about it. This is because you are unable to distinguish it from overall reality. So you just include it as an unconscious part of your reasoning and perceptions.

The weirdest thing. Lately, when my mind is going to a darker place, my thoughts start to move to the movies of Ari Aster, Hereditary and Midsommar.

I haven’t even watched Hereditary. I only watched a few critical breakdowns of it and a number of clips. That was enough for me to sense the atmosphere and the devastating menace of it. Midsommar on the other hand, I did watch.

This morning’s meditation was a Mind’s Eye Terminus2. Once again, Hereditary kept coming to my thoughts.

I’ve already shared elsewhere my sense about this. The fear originates from within, but it disguises itself as being about something external. The same is true with hopelessness. They are emotional cons. I’m sure they have their evolutionary value. Probably just protection from risk-taking.

Hopelessness. If you watch what your mind does in the midst of hopelessness, the con can sometimes become apparent. It will make these vague lists of everything that has failed in the past, and it will present this as proof that things will not work in the future.

But if you look closer at the items on the list of ‘Failures of the Past’ you’ll always find that a lot of them do not hold up. Either they weren’t complete failures, they weren’t failures at all, or they weren’t genuine attempts. The thing is that the hopelessness by itself is so unpleasantly depressing that no one would want to walk up to look at it closely and see how much of it is actually an illusion.

Fear is not exactly the same but it’s similar. Fear is largely based on inaction. It tells you that you’re too powerless to do anything, then it ‘proves’ this by convincing you not to try anything. That is its so-called proof.

The truth is that fear comes from within. It’s not about the overwhelming power of what is outside of you. It’s about an impulse that arises from within you.

The con of both of these immobilizing states is that they arise from within, but they compel you to focus on what is without. They are largely internal, but they compel you to obsess over what is external. As a result, their true nature remains hidden.

Despite all of this, hopelessness and fear are not evil. They’re not even your enemies. They’re just ‘dark guards’ or ‘difficult friends’.

Eventually that time period passed.

[KingofClubz]

Thanks @Lion for the clarification

[Lion]

@Malkuth

The fear originates from within, but it disguises itself as being about something external. The same is true with hopelessness. They are emotional cons. I’m sure they have their evolutionary value. Probably just protection from risk-taking.

Hopelessness. If you watch what your mind does in the midst of hopelessness, the con can sometimes become apparent. It will make these vague lists of everything that has failed in the past, and it will present this as proof that things will not work in the future.

A very good analysis.

@Malkuth

Fear is largely based on inaction. It tells you that you’re too powerless to do anything, then it ‘proves’ this by convincing you not to try anything. That is its so-called proof.

Which is why when running Emperor, you can in your mind’s eye imagine punching ghosts in the face. Similar to Evil Dead 3 where the protagonist uses guns but I want to use my fists on girls with hair in front of their faces and dolls coming to life.

And clowns, just to be safe.

[Malkuth]

@SaintSovereign

Angel numbers” seem to be the result of focused thought of any kind.

Funny. I was just thinking, “I want to reply to that brief conversation on ‘Angel numbers’ to share my experience from Friday night.” I picked up my phone to write a reply and was greeted by:

So it just keeps going.

Anyway, the one from Friday night involved a series of repeated 4s and 9s.

Basically, I looked down at my clock and saw that it was 9:44 and that by that time of day, I had walked 9994 steps and 4.4 miles.

It was like, ‘Okay. Here we go again.’

Just now as I was posting the picture, I saw that the file name of the image was “IMG_9993”. haha. so, almost perfect.

Anyway, I have a book of ‘angel number’ symbolism, and this struck me enough that I actually took a picture and checked on what that particular member of Homo Sapiens thought it might mean.

and so, that’s my story.

Whatever it is, it is definitely happening.

[7empest]

@Lion

but I want to use my fists on girls with hair in front of their faces and dolls coming to life.

And clowns, just to be safe.

This gave me a good chuckle just now.

[James]

@7empest

This gave me a good chuckle just now.

The scary part is that he’s being honest

[7empest]

Sometimes I nervously laugh when you definitely shouldn’t be laughing.

Automatic response.

When I worked with children on the spectrum and other conditions with physical/verbal aggression, I would start involuntarily laughing. I felt so messed up.