Season 2: NFTW (which one are you?) [11.11.23]

[Uber_Elysium]

I think that is probably the best way to describe it, at least from my introspection and self awareness I have noticed the same thing.

Since starting New Emperor and QL I began to change how I do my massage sessions, less of a Spa approach to a more clinical approach instead. This change requires more brain power and drive since I am going after specific issues. So I have to be a lot more grounded and present, which is something I have struggled with my whole life. I am also a lot more positive in general and coming from a deep internal state of abundance, since starting New Emperor I have had the best days tip wise since I have started working at this new job. Honestly it’s even reigniting a huge passion for massage therapy and life in general. Like I genuinely want to improve myself just for the sake of it.

Now a few days ago I have noticed my old thought patterns coming back as well. Unworthiness for wealth, not good enough to be successful etc. however I am becoming more cognizant of those moments and I am able to switch my perspective to the newer and positive one that is developing within me.

[Pyro]

I agree. Also the recon feels much more identifiable so I am more able to detach from it, instead of engage it, acknowledge the feelings and move on.

If I hit something particularly nasty I have the realization of something deep being released and/or transformed.

[PhasingPhoenix]

That module pack looks amazing, and it’s art too. Get the feeling like this is some of the secret sauce, you have been using yourself.

Happen to have a less widescreenery wallpappery version of it?

And that NDE art! Man, there is so much about it that just looks so wrong, in the most fantastic glorious way possible.

Wonder how NLE and RAIKOV would play along. Smells like nice synergy.

Hmmm…
What would/might (mighty?) happen if ladies used NDE in a custom with Seductress of Troy?

Any thoughts?

[Saiyan4Blue]

Allright gentlemen next drop is in few hours, unless it was postponed, and i want everyone to be excited yet please refrain from getting salty if the drop is not what they wanted and or expected.

I am not here defending Subclub or trying to prevent a ” potential nerf ”. This is stright up about value and for me personally, integrity.

I feel responcible to remind everyone of all the value we have been getting ever since day one. These mofos work their asses off with passion and care for this community and for the love of the craft.

It’s because they care so much you see them writing endless scrolls of texts, answoring questions and even offering help and advice here and there… With their patience i even believe that they are being too nice sometimes.

Sure, any succesful buissness should provide more value than recieved but we are getting pamperd at this point. All the free upgrades, time spent assisting and helping and meanwhile they have their own lives to live. Not only are they providing us with the knowledge and tools to become legendary, they live up to it as well. Constructive critisism is always welcome and the day it no longer is that way, i will be the first to speak up…

So lets all try to be more patient, empathetic and to take a step back when in the grips of recon. Becuase lashing out at those who are nice and respectful to us is a very human thing to do… a simple reminder of that is growing and realising how ungrateful we were of our parents who loved us more than anyone.

Greats things are coming our way…

[Plutus]

It’s postponed till next week sadly.

[dreamingheroes]

@SaintSovereign

No drop. We have a strict rule – if we feel emotionally compromised, we do not work on scripts. I am quite compromised right now and if I were to work on anything, I would lean more toward cutting / nerfing because of recent events. So, we’re just going to take a break and work on things slowly.

I believe the drop is being postponed, but you’re spot on with how we should be grateful for whatever is eventually released, regardless on if it’s what people hope for or not.

There is a sense of FOMO that comes about with new drops, especially as the scope and approach to the subs improves.

[James]

Saint Sovereign's Journal (HERO Origins + Khan Black ST 4)

No drop. We have a strict rule – if we feel emotionally compromised, we do not work on scripts. I am quite compromised right now and if I were to work on anything, I would lean more toward cutting / nerfing because of recent events. So, we’re just going to take a break and work on things slowly.

[Saiyan4Blue]

@Plutus oh… then ignore my last post. Ahm gentlemen grab the pitchforks

[James]

It’s funny you say that because ever since I started the New Emperor I don’t feel like I’m missing anything anymore

[Plutus]

It happens no need to apologize. We all make mistakes

[dreamingheroes]

That must mean it’s a keeper!

[Present1]

@Sub.Zero

It looks like recon is something that occurs only when I let myself fall into my old thinking/feeling/behavioral patterns that are against the scripting. This is triggered by situations/experiences challenging my deep issues, when I succumb to those issues/“negative” patterns. When I act to amend it it gets sorted out and I experience blooming results. The same if I don’t fall into those old patterns and I act in alignment with the scripting. There is no more prolonged recon, only temporary mental/behavioral recoiling and blooming that follows it.

I don’t always have the words to express my experiences but then I come across this

[IndrasNet]

Love this @Saiyan4Blue, happy to follow suit.

[IndrasNet]

Wow @James, I am envious and also so happy for you. That must be such a calming and fulfilling feeling.

[James]

Thank you. It’s absolutely amazing. Probably the best I have ever felt about myself. The more I think
It the more I want to run the New Emperor with LBFH when it’s updated with NSE. Maybe it will have NRE in it. Seduct yourself

@SaintSovereign

[Sub.Zero]

@James

Seduct yourself…

…into becoming legendary.

[Niles]

Awesome to hear that your making progress brother! Emperor is a great one to stick to long term because it is so well rounded and covers pretty much everything you need, then you get can just stack whatever you need to focus on most in the short term.

[James]

Thank you. As of right now only stack it with Index Gate

[Sub.Zero]

@James

Thank you. As of right now only stack it with Index Gate

Given the results you’re getting on Emperor, would you consider running DR or any other healing title, or do you deem it unnecessary?

[James]

I honestly don’t know . Something I will ponder in the future. I was asking Saint a couple of days ago about how long to run each stage of Dragon Reborn to eliminate nearly all if not every trauma and unresolved issues.

This was his response

Saint Sovereign's Journal (HERO Origins + Khan Black ST 4)

It depends on the person. There’s no set limit, nor is there even an assurance that Dragon Reborn alone can handle ALL trauma. It’s hard for us to write a single script that could actually heal EVERYTHING, since everyone is different. That being said, we are confident that the New Subliminal Experience is the closest to being able to achieve this, as it’s completely self-guided. The question with the NSE isn’t if it can achieve it, but how long will it take. Interestingly enough – as someone …

Given how I have been feeling with the New Emperor I’m not going to change much of anything for a couple of years. I’m willing to wait . I would need to be a living environment that is almost if not 180 degrees from what it is now. Until then I won’t even consider running a healing focused title again

I’m having a difficult time at the moment expressing my feelings. I feel like I have spent so much of my life being terrified of upsetting people that I became way more than a people pleasing doormat.

The inner power I feel now with the New Emperor ironically feels like a complete 180 from how I have felt in the past.