Still doesn’t work. The funny thing is, my computer saved my login, so I thought the password was wrong, but it says the email isn’t valid when I try to reset password. I then tried my other email and same thing.
I’ve notified staff.
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Thanks. I even have emails in my inbox from previous orders from the same email.
If you haven’t done so already, make an account on the support website.
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Done. Although I’m curious why you require 3 different registrations. Why not just one registration for the forum, store, and support all in one?
Sarge, start thinking positively, you’re manifesting like crazy. 
If you need a mantra to repeat, just go “DarkPhilosopher has won big in the lottery.” 
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New news: fwb texted me and wants to see me tonight. I’m heading there at about 830. It’s gonna be weird for me as her dad just died. I still assume sex will happen as she knows what I’m wanting with her. So yeah, it’ll be new
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Surprisingly, nothing was weird about last night. We fucked a few times as always but after I ejaculated my dick was done, as usual. Hence why I prefer not to ejaculate and simply edge with the girl. But no matter, it was fun and I enjoyed it.
In other news, I was SO hungry and sore yesterday I’m thinking I need to up my daily caloric intake to 4000. 3500 isn’t cutting it. Also think I need to have my daily smoothie as all that digestion can fatigue me so the more calories and protein I can take as a smoothie, the better almost.
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Definitely need to alter my diet yet again. The amount of food im consuming is too much for my system to handle and I’m feeling bloated and stuffed. Like my digestion can’t keep up with all the food. More smoothies should help but I don’t want to be dependent on just smoothies. I’d like to eat as much whole and clean food as possible without the overload. Gonna be experimenting. But I find it to be impossible to believe that people can even put on weight. I’m eating something roughly every 2 hours. It’s insane.
Was able to eat 3925 Calories and 231g of Protein today. Ridiculous. Like, literally stuffing my face with clean food is an incredible chore. I need more calorie dense foods. I plan to eat more peanut butter and cheese. But damn, this is only my first day trying for 4000 calories. No idea how I will manage on days where I do sales and have to be away from food for a few hours. I’ve been home all day so I could eat whenever. I’m gonna have to get creative.
As for my sub stack, I may continue using Heartsong and Primal for another week. Been getting a bunch of new girls online all talking with me which is rare. Usually it’s one at a time but currently have a few I’m chatting with. We will see, perhaps these subs are starting to gain momentum.
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Good choice. Maybe the minimum healing of these 2 is done and their manifestations are kicking in now.
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I live in hope 
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LOL! A New Hope
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Figured out a new diet plan which looks good on paper, we’ll see how it is in practice but it’s 4 meals at or around 1000 calories each and should be relatively easy to consume. Oatmeal was the major change. No more pasta. I’m excited because if it works, it’ll be easy to eat and I’ll put on the weight, and it’s all clean. We will see how things go today
Interesting mind sets today. Getting nostalgic for my approaching days. I had fun in the beginning when I thought anything was possible. Just being able to do approaches was such a thrill. But it never went anywhere. Today, however, my thoughts are more along the lines of “yeah but I made an impact in the world around me, however small” I see this as a symptom of mid-life. But it also makes me rethink some things.
At this point, I won’t stop myself from approaching, but I also won’t force myself to approach. I’ll do what I feel like and maintain my frame which I think is the best way.
I assume it’ll be like whenever I’ve been off sales for a long while (like winter I don’t knock doors usually, so there are months where I haven’t done any door knocking and I get rusty), the first few times knocking doors after such a length of time off, I am very nervous, feel like I don’t have “it” anymore, and have low confidence. The only way through it is to knock on a door and tell myself I won’t even try to get the lead, just knock on the door. I do that, and I get a small amount of confidence. After a few of those (and after I realize no one is going to kill me or whatever other irrational fears I have), something clicks inside myself and I try to get a lead. It’s like a killer instinct. I imagine I could have this with approaching women, but I never had that instinct whenever I did approaching in the past.
Anyhow, bottom line is: I’ll see how I feel and do what I feel like doing. If it turns out I approach, great, if not, well nothing has been lost.
Other than that, wanted to share my teeth hygiene style. I brush and floss my teeth right before bed, that way my mouth has the entire time I sleep to heal and disinfect itself. Imo, this is far superior to brushing throughout the day (the common wisdom I’ve read everywhere online) which will wear out your teeth without solving the food and bacteria problem. Of course, I brush right before a date regardless.
That’s all I got for now.
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Hmmm. My online manifestations have gone silent. It may be because it’s the weekend but part of me thinks it’s almost like they can sense I had sex with my fwb. Ive had this before where women seem to avoid me when I’m having regular sex. Like I can only have one at a time. Not always, of course, but it has happened enough times for me to notice it. It’s like my options disappear till I’m fully single again. Just another thing in my life that flies against conventional wisdom. Pua says that the power of pre-selection makes you more attractive. Yet here we are.
I hope it’s just temporary. Multiple women is what I want
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Psycho or shit test? No idea but I reported it to the police. Unfortunately, they said the threat wasn’t specific enough to warrant anything on their end.
Psycho.
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Yeah. I’m changing my number tomorrow. The good news there is I’ll be able to use Hinge again. I got banned from
hinge for whatever reason years ago and they go by phone number
Yeah that sounds like a good idea Sarge. Stay safe.
Great that you can use Hinge again, I remember reading you prefer online apps.
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