Had another session with my therapist today. Part of the ART sessions is to build your idealized life you want to live within the current context of your life. So basically changing all the current responses. I was brainstorming all week for this session. When she started to ask me more I realized how limited I am in terms of imagining a happier more fulfilling life. So we held off and just helped me conceptualize that a bit more.
So now this weekend I’m really gonna set some time aside and force myself to map out how I want my days to go. Basically we’re doing a rewrite of the recurring loop I’m in now. The goal isn’t bare minimum like I’m used to. It’s about building a life I’m actively engaged in and feel good about.
That’s such a foreign concept to me, but I’m hoping I can change it.