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Whoa. I wasn’t really paying attention to the forgiveness part.
Got another ZP Inception-like manifestation. (This one’s a bit long.)
In the past week, didn’t know why, I kept thinking back to my first real relationship. I was with her from when I was 18 to 20 years old. (I’m 48 now. So that was a while ago.)
I often play this kind of ‘game’ in which I imagine being able to go back in time to counsel my younger self. I’ll adjust the rules so that I can give him impossible, at the time, resources: subliminals, certain magickal workings. Or just useful principles and practices in general.
Anyway, I kept thinking and saying how if I went back I would counsel him to never get involved with that young woman in the first place. (Because I wasn’t ready for someone like that, could have chosen someone more compatible, etc.,).
The relationship is associated in my mind with feelings of embarrassment, powerlessness (somewhat), and naïveté. Not just because of her, but because of who I am. And it wasn’t one of those relationships where you remain connected and friendly when it’s over. (There were good parts too.)
I did that rewriting history thought-experiment with somewhat increased frequency recently and audio-journaled about it sometimes. But beyond that didn’t give it any more thought. Just another part of my life, I thought.
Well yesterday, her dad suddenly emails me out of the blue. Said he and his wife had found an old note/card from me, remembered our friendship, and wanted to say hi. Found a working email address somehow and wrote to me.
I haven’t been in contact with them for almost 30 years.
I was shocked.
Then I thought ‘ZP Manifestation’.
After reading some of your descriptions about CFW, I’m thinking that has to have been a big part of it.
I’m starting to think of ZP as ZPS—(i.e. similar to UPS). Sometimes I get no special sensations, instead I get a series of actual physical parcels (manifestations) dropped off at my doorstep.
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Unfortunately it’s likely to be the least popular of the multi-stagers. Being completely unburdened by any staff insights I would guess it’s gonna be Khan & EoG first. After that, I suspect it’s a tie between eFitness and Alchemist. Either eFitness will win out for being more mainstream or Alchemist will win because Saint would love to see what that can do in ZP format. I’d need to get Fire on my side for eFitness. 
Saint stated earlier that The Alchemist is the next multi stage
Then I guess I underestimated how badly he wants to see it perform. Guess I’ll have to wait even longer for eFitness.
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Where would you put Quantum Limitless on that list?
I really want both Quantum Limitless ZP and EOG ZP
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Whoops, forgot all about that one.
I’m imagining running Dreams ZP, Mind’s Eye ZP and Ascension Chamber right before bed. Might be interesting.
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I’ve been seeing a bunch of people talking about similar stuff lately.
I do the same thing, except in my game I project my consciousness back into my life at a certain time. There is no future knowledge, I have the same mind I had at the moment I jumped in. The only difference is that I have access to the latest subliminals. And of course (to prevent me from just jumping onto seduction titles) a planned program for the first two years.
I think that just having that would cause me to make the better choices without having to be told directly.
Interesting thought experiment.
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I don’t play that game but I am incredibly curious how I would have handled or responded to endless situations in my past with the maturity and perspective I have now
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Maybe you would have cut your hair short. 
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Maybe but highly unlikely.
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On second thought I probably would have so I can donate it that my good friend @Sub.Zero can have a wig that allows him to be as fabulous as his is
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You haven’t seen what Wanted did to me yet… In six months you’ll be begging me on your knees and with tears in your eyes to donate my beautiful red hair to you. 
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how about mine 
Just sent you a PM, not related to this.
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A testament to the staying power of ZP. I’ve been off the stack for over a week so I can get these titles out, and yet I’m still having recon. Today, it’s the fatigue / brain fog recon. I had to run Alchemist ZP Stage 3 through Q twice because I kept making mistakes.
Last night, I had a terrible nightmare in which I lost one of my parents. The emotional impact has left me shook all day.
Not sure what CFW is working on, but it clearly hit something DEEP.
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That sounds ominous