Yessir.
T’was my idea, however.
Yessir.
T’was my idea, however.
She religious?
What’s the reason for the question?
Curiosity. You’re an active member of your church. If she’s as religious as you this would make an interesting dynamic.
She’s about as religious as I am.
I’m not religious.
Another day of 2 minutes, 3 minutes, 3 minutes of this stretch, while listening to a singing bowl performance YouTube:
The ‘tadpole’ phase is the one I have most difficulty with, right now. Getting my hips up while having my knees down is gonna have to be earned.
Ok. You see me surprised.
That’s probably a cultural difference between Germany and the US.
Since you’re often talking about church and also about becoming a Deacon, I thought you must be religious.
In Germany you usually only go to church under one of three conditions:
The 4th point was still true 30 years ago, but not anymore.
Mmmm.
If I go to the hospital, does that imply that I’m sick? Perhaps I’m a doctor. Perhaps there’s construction work on the hospital to be done. Perhaps I’m just curious and wanna see what’s in that big ol’ building.
At the age I’m at now, I don’t claim to be either religious or spiritual, materialistic or whatever.
Now yes, I am a deacon on trial, in a church. Of the Judeo-Christian ilk.
But.
I do not believe that outer observation of anything will get me (or anyone else) into heaven, nor will it bring about the Kingdom of God.
I do not accept that Jesus Christ died for my sins, seeing as I don’t correspond to the ‘sinner’ consciousness.
I don’t even believe you have to ‘die’ to be in ‘heaven’.
But I do consider myself a disciple of Jesus Christ.
It’s similar to America, then.
Loving myself, as I am now > denying myself love because I’m not who someone else wants me to be
Running Genesis: The Art of Happiness and Joy or “GArt” (which is what I’m choosing to call this title until I have a better shortened version) for 3 minutes and Stroke of Art the same.
I ended up stopping GArt at 5 minutes.
I am healing from whatever throat illness is going around right now, I had lost my voice this morning.
I went into a moment of panic and terror; I see in myself that I’m afraid to lose my voice.
I’m certain it goes deeper and I’m determined to ascertain what vulnerability I have in my psychology that allows my to be susceptible to this illness.
“The demands that a gentleman makes are upon himself; those that a small man makes are upon others.”
-Confuscius
This is DEEP
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I decided to try out a random exercise of creating a story from the top of my head, to add a bit of fun to the basic free-flow writing I’ve mentioned before.
I would urge a reader not to try and make sense of it; it’s not meant to make sense. I’m only sharing it here to track something.
Anyways.
Once upon a time, there was a girl.
She had three sons, two of which died before childbirth.
One was born again, one was never seen again.
The surviving one had a hard life. He stole, he cheated and lied.
He hated himself bitterly and cried himself to sleep each night after a long, arduous, miserable day of trudging through the trenches of modern capitalism; on the road to nowhere.
And then, he died.
The end.
I ran GArt yesterday night. Tomorrow will be the next day of play. Not too pressed to run titles at the moment.
Over this weekend staying, along with my parents, with my kid’s mom when our Air BnB host neglected to extend our reservation, I noticed how cooly detached I am towards her.
15 minutes, Stroke of Art.