Science is becoming more interesting to me.
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Somebody just called my phone, asking if this was the “US Bank”.
Noting just in case “ooo yeah presults for…”.
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I just walked back in the house - I was out front, listening to my gospel music and about to study the Sunday school lesson I missed last Sunday - and my mom, who looked like she was just about to get up to get me, settled back onto our living room couch and as she leaned back into her comfortable position, she says, “I had forgotten to tell you, son. Esther told me to tell you that (insert place) is hiring right now. Like, people are walking in and getting hired right now.”
As I was listening to her, I was letting my body dance however it chose. I thanked her, told her I would call the lady and as I walked away, still grooving, my ears picked up the sound of my Bluetooth speaker, which had changed songs, and was playing - and, still is - “On-Time God.”
My body was perfectly matching the rhythm of the song which I didn’t consciously know was going at the time.
…
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Noting just in case “ooo yeah pre-”
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I was talking to my 5 year old earlier on the phone and he told me that he was going to go talk to his mom for a little bit.
I told him, “Why are you gonna go talk to your mom? You’re talking to me.”
He said, “I know Daddy, it’ll just be for a little bit.”
I’ve been on the phone with my son enough to know that a little bit can range from anywhere between 3 minutes to when my phone dies.
I was in the middle of doing some yoga stretches when I first called (for your reference, Sage. Frog pose. Picture. 3 phase - child’s pose to tadpole to frog pose) and had completed the final phase of stretches.
I had one of my quick debates and told him, “Well go ahead. Call me back when you’re ready to talk.”
I hung up the phone and continued with a couple of things I wanted to handle.
He called back a few minutes later.
“Daddy, I was talking to the phone by myself and didn’t know you weren’t there.”
As I attempted to remind him that I told him before he left to call me back, he continued, saying, “I told you it would be just a couple of minutes, Daddy.”
I bit back the multitudes of retorts, reminded myself that he’s a child and doesn’t see it the way I do, and woosah’d for a split second before I said, “Well kid. I told you to go talk to your mom if you wanted to but that I wasn’t going to wait on the phone for you, I was going to do something and you could call me back when you were ready.”
I heard some sniffling and I wasn’t sure, so I asked him, “Hey, are you crying kid? What’s wrong? Did I upset you? What’s up?”
“That was mean, daddy.”
I searched myself for a second, confused about how I had hurt him. I tripled checked my intent, my memory. I couldn’t find a fault. I explained again what I said before.
I added a couple of other things that I don’t recall, mostly trying to help him see that I didn’t hang up because I was mad or something, but as soon as I finish, I hear him mom’s voice on the phone - which I sensed coming - and knew it was time to just end it.
She says, “Why couldn’t you just wait on the phone for him a few minutes? Why was that so hard?!”
“What does this have to do with you, HerName?”
“BECAUSE YOU’RE MAKING MY SON CRY AND -”
I hung up.
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I note the above, one, for a mark of humility. I’m not perfect.
Two, I don’t see what I did wrong. I would have preferred to work it out with my kid.
Three, I hung up because I’ve been down that road with her before. Regardless of what I did or did not do, regardless of if he was crying because of me or not, that was just an excuse for her to get on the phone and attempt battle with me. Not this time, regardless of if I was ‘right or wrong’.
Four, and most importantly, I felt like it.
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Am I correct in recalling you dove into running Emperor lately?
It is so.
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Downloading my FL Studio program to my phone for the first time in years. I’ve been feeling the itch a couple of months but, I’ve gotta find some expression of this Creative Energy.
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I messed around on it for a bit but I’m going to check out tutorials to refresh my memory on how to navigate and operate the application.
I performed the same stretch exercise I mentioned yesterday again, this evening. Similar sequence, but I went from child’s post to this one stretch where you have one leg in front of you at a right wheel angle, heel inwards, and resting the body’s weight on the respective hips of each leg in turn.
I’ll note the name of the stretch if I happen across it.
But yeah, so I went from child’s pose to that one, then continued in the same progression mentioned before
Interestingly, I started it to help my hips. I feel more relief, current and in happening even as I type, in my abdomen.
That’s fine.
I’m considering taking daily video of myself doing it, for like a month, so I can gauge progression.
We shall see.
Today will be the second day giving an invocation to Mother Mary for the healing of spiritual traumas (anti-love).
Trippy synchro:
Came across Gladiator - We Are Free on my YouTube music playlist, played it briefly, changed songs and moved on.
As I’m sitting here giving my invocation to MM - that I need to return to - I start hearing the song faintly.
I ignored it at first, not realizing what I was hearing. As it got louder I stopped and listened, started looking around wildly to see if my Bluetooth speaker was playing.
Nope.
I turned on my Shazam to verify and yep, same song. I followed the tune to my dad’s room to find him fast asleep, snoring, to the end credits of Gladiator.
My soul magnify, indeed.
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When I woke up this morning, it felt like an inner storm had finally abated.
I feel more calm and grounded, more at peace than I have in a week or two.
I wrote a letter to several amongst the Brotherhood of Light, including the Karmic Board, in the form of supplication and petition on behalf of myself and others in the world.
I received confirmation from within then.
This is the outer.
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Almost a full washout period since I played anything.
Running Emperor ultrasonic, 3 minutes, while here at the DMV.
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Mind Dump Incoming…
“Might as well follow my word.”
We follow our word when we give it.
By expressing something, we are giving.
Communication.
We are all called to recognize ourselves as the sons and daughters of God incarnate.
In the beginning, God created the Heavens and the Earth.
As extensions of Spirit, we are called to take dominion and multiply.
The tongue is a double edged sword.
It gives life as well as takes it.
Related: Matthew 15:11 “A man is not defiled by what enters his mouth, but by what comes out of it.” What goes into someone’s mouth does not defile them, but what comes out of their mouth, that is what defiles them.”
More later.
Edit: “Our Word/our word”
How are you?
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In-between/in-flux/transitory, at the moment.
I’m good 
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Kenya and I decided that we will be observing Ramadan together.
This will be my first official one. I’ve somewhat acknowledged it when it has come to my attention that the season is, but I’ll be working with this ‘holiday’ through my own spiritual lens.
I have a list of ‘cessations’.
I have yet to add to my list of ‘additions’.
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Is Kenya Muslim?
Day 3 and 4 of the same stretch sequence.
I have not yet given my inconvenience to MM since the last day of.