Ran Hero Origins for 30 seconds
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So, it has been a cycle of LME and KBST3. Not sure yet if I am ready to move forward to ST4 in the coming cycle.
So, I’m gonna run 15 minutes of these two, as it’s their day for play, and I’ll decide in 5 days.
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I only thought of this now but, over the past few days I’ve noticed that I’m sensing when one of the kids is about to fall beforehand, just by glancing at them.
It even happened when the other girl I mentioned a couple of days ago and her boys were here.
I looked at the 1 year old, who was doing something I wouldn’t normally feel anything about or think twice, felt panic and started running across the room towards him. Both the moms said, “leave him, he’s fine” at the same time, and I stutter-stepped to a halt, shrugged and turned around to hear the thump and wail behind me.
The same day, my one year old was walking towards me and I felt like he was about to trip and hit his head on the stair railing next to where I was sitting, started reaching out to protect him and his mom who was watching me said, “he’s okay he’s just-”
This time I’m glad I ignored her because sure enough, he tripped and I caught him on the way down, saving his head in the process.
I remember saying out loud to myself, “why the hell am I sensing when children are about to eat shit around me?” I forget what the moms said but yeah, there have been other occurrences over this past week of being here.
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Oh and I’ve been playing the mobile game Among Us again after some years away from it. One thing of note I’ve been seeing is that I can sense a lot of the time, like while I’m doing a task, right before someone kills me.
Or, I’ll be running along and something will tell me to turn this or that way, and I’ll discover a body, sometimes catching someone in the act.
I can also feel when someone is going to report a body.
As an aside, I’ve been meeting some cool people on there.
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Took my dad to some kinda cognitive research study thing today.
I complimented the receptionist on her hair. She said thanks, I like yours to. She asked what we were there for, and after some confusion, we were asked to sit down.
We were in the right place but the study had been rescheduled because the place was under some renovation.
As we were walking out, the girl came up to me after talking to some client of theirs that had just walked in and gave me a card, saying to download their app.
I smiled and told her, “Thanks. Have a good one, Ms. Locs” and watched her nice little form walking away. It seemed slightly seductive.
I glanced at the card on my way out and noticed that at the bottom, there was a number written down in sharpie.
I was confused as to whether or not I had just gotten a number or not but sure enough, when I called it later when we got home, t’was her on the other end.
She laughed at my slightly bewildered tone and said, “Text me.”
She told me through text that she has assumed I knew that she was giving me her number, she just had to play it off so she didn’t get in trouble.
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Yesssss
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That’s slick 
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It has been six days since I last played a title. I don’t particularly feel like playing anything at the moment, so I’m going to let it ride.
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@Sage_Ninjistic it seems that you are being approached aggressively quite often since a while (a few months I remember). I know you are an attractive guy and all that 
but It is not something you were reporting maybe a year ago. Do you know what triggered this?
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I certainly am
Hm…
Nope.
I tried to consider it with my current stack of Lineage: Mandate Eternal, Hero Origins: Sage and a Blade and Khan Black ST3. Besides the latter, there’s really no reason I can give for this kinda activity.
But.
I used Wanted Black quite extensively and consistently for a few months. I’m not sure how many months exactly but I would have to go through my journal to say with any kinda accuracy. At least…3 to 4?
As with my account with my hair stylist about a month back by now, I wasn’t actively seeking it. I did want it but did nothing to pursue it in either of these cases other than being myself
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I lightly considered it for a moment longer and what comes to me is, I used Wanted Black for awhile like I said, dropped it due to getting every result but women throwing their panties at me - aka, felt like there had to be some reason I was being actively pursued even then but then…not? - and went with Khan Black to work on myself, particularly limiting beliefs, for awhile.
Artisinals like WB are not as trackable in my experience as the normal major titles in the sense that, I am still learning about artisinal bloom. Which, I think I’m still experiencing.
Yesterday after getting the girl’s number and I had verified that it was indeed her, I dropped my dad off at going stopped at the gas station by our house. The clerk, who has seen me several times and I believe is the same one from my account of buying condoms, ‘blossomed’ when I came into the store, with a cheery ‘Hello, how are you doing?’ to which the guy at the counter looked to his left at me with a kinda…‘who is THIS guy and why did he warrant that?’ kinda expression. Seemed kinda hater-ish the way it lingered.
I was next in line and, she seemed excited to serve me. I was going to journal about it yesterday and failed to, so, I can’t give a word for word account of our exchange but, long story short:
I got up there, she says hi how is your day? I said, with a massive grin thinking about the number I just got, “it’s been a pretty good one so far” to which she smiled and said ‘yeah’.
As she asked me what she could help me with and throughout the rest of our short exchange, I could see she was staring at either my chest or my arms - women have told me they adore my veins - and when she feel me looking at her, she would look up into my eyes.
I asked for a pack of smokes - sorry, @Trader Senpai - and she asked for my ID, which I thought was strange since I figured she should remember me but, gave it to her anyway.
She took it and studied it for a few seconds and said, “Wow. You’re only two years older than me!”
She handed it back and I, still processing that she had studied it that long, say “Oh yeah? So you’re what, 29?”
She hesitated and thought and I caught back up and was like “oh wait no, you would be 28” and laughed and she actually was thinking and said “wait no… Yeah I’m 28 I forget how old I am”
She immediately turned it back to me and was like “I’m surprised you’re 30 though!” -eyes still running over my core/arms- “I thought you were like 20 or something.”
She said it in more ways than one a few times after that with a certain smile and continuing to run her eyes all of my body, and I joked, “Yeah I’m just a well preserved 30 year old.” To which she laughed and nodded appreciately, glancing over my body some more. I thanked her and she said my pleasure.
At this point, I felt pressured to continue on with my journey as there were people in line behind me and I could feel their impatience without looking so I thanked her again and left.
I considered dropping by yesterday again to get her number but didn’t feel like it.
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@Psiklou I just doubled checked my posts and it seems that I ran Wanted Black from July of 2023 up to December of 2023, stopping when I was waiting for my WB custom to arrive. So, roughly 5 months.
Didn’t realize it had been that long.
I am considering returning to using Wanted Black and letting go of LME for a bit. It’s already given me what I was looking for, namely a better relationship with my kid’s mom.
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Yeah, I decided.
Running this custom that I’ve had a couple of months. Continuing with Origins and I will decide in a couple of days if I’ll be progressing to Stage 4 of Khan Black.
The custom in question (or, answer):
Nectar and Ambrosia ZP
Wanted Black
The Revelation of the Nectar Within
Alexander’s Play
Gorgeous Manifestor
Sexual Manifestation
Approachability Aura
Total Nonchalance
Edge of Falling
Potentiator
King’s Radiance
Enchanting Smile
Seducer’s Gaze
Sensuality & Handsomeness Improver
Hegemon
Charisma and Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver
Song of Joy
Virtue Series: Kindness
Virtue Series: Patience
New Dawn
Restorer of Ways
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Ran for 7 minutes. Going to hold off on playing Ascension Chamber with it, on a gut instinct.
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Played basketball outside for the first time in awhile.
Surprisingly, my skill was still sharp and my stamina was amazing today. I only stopped after a 2-3 hours because my thighs started complaining from all of the jumping and running I was putting myself through.
My focus is more prevalent.
It’s easier to dial back in to a flow state even as I let my eye be distracted by leaves drifting whimsically down to the ground near me, or birds soaring above.
Hero Origins and KB.
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I was taking a shower to rinse off, and all of a sudden, I felt like the temperature was much too hot, so I progressively turned down the water temp to where it was just a notch above what I would consider a cold shower.
Not sure where that nudge came from 'cuz usually, I like my showers hot enough to boil a lesser man.
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I’ve been seeing ‘WB’ in varying places all over the place today.
I don’t think it means Warner Brothers.
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It means Welcome Boi! To The Dark Side
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3 minutes of Nectar and Ambrosia, full Ascension Chamber.
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