Could this be why, that perhaps a partner better suited to you is on the way?
When did you start listening to HS relative to when you met Kenya?
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Yes.
I met her in a time when I was using my Primal Seduction custom, with Heartsong somewhere in the mix.
May 1st, if I recall correctly.
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It’s been a little since a guess of mine was on point, this is nice.
So. I believe it was @Leandros that solidified the idea in my head in a brief reply-correspondence, and I’ve decided to follow it.
I have only run one loop of Khan ST4 so far, though my latest cycle started a few days ago. The reason being, I’ve decided to drop my loops of titles down to one loop per week.
I’ve gathered quite a momentum using seduction subs over the years here. I believe I am at the point where less is more, and I’m going to follow up with that idea through this cycle.
My next loop of K4 will be tomorrow, Monday. I’ll be using it each Monday.
As I mentioned to @Trader the other day (or night, we talk a lot dude) I’ll also be running Khan ST4 entirely solo during this cycle.
This will allow bloom and this will allow focus.
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So, after this cycle, I’ll likely have already finished the K4 custom that I’ve been working on (still at 37 modules Palpy 
) and the new cycle will include that.
I will be adding Alchemist and Mind’s Eye to the stack, so it’ll - again, likely; there’s potential for change - Khan ST4 x Alchemist ST1 x Mind’s Eye
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We had another big event at church today.
One of the visiting girls could not take her eyes off of me.
When she was in the pew, she was craning her neck to look at me.
When she went up in the choir, she was dead ass staring at me and smiling the whole time.
When the church and visitors went to the hall to go eat, she made a point to hover in the hallway, trying to get my attention.
When I fully focused on her, she mouthed, “How old are you?”
I signaled with my hand ‘3’ ‘0’ and then someone else caught my attention in conversation and I didn’t follow up. Ok I basically ignored her but, out of some respect for the person talking to me.
Zults be zultin’.
I sense a great disturbance…
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Yeeeaaaa enjoy the weekly blooming
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Oh, now I just can’t resist. 
… what are the other top things?
Khan ST4 - 8 minutes and 15 seconds. Meant to go 7 minutes but got distracted.
There was a time when I worked for the California Conservation Corps (CCC) a few years ago, before my children were born.
I lived in a work camp; and was payed on a monthly government stipend.
“Hard work, low pay, poor conditions.” I believe was and is their motto.
(At the time, I was running YouTube subliminals. I can only imagine having run SC subs then.) Edit that if necessary, RV.
There was a woman that I met there. The same age as me, 20 days my senior. She was not classically beautiful. Indeed, from looking at her on the outside, in another place she might not have even caught my attention.
But she had a beautiful spirit about her.
She stuck to herself, walked everywhere with her hands in her pockets and had a certain pursed lip expression.
“Don’t mess with me and I won’t mess with you.”
She was quite literally stronger than just about every single man there, including me when I started. She could hoist a boulder over her shoulder and walk it up a hill and repeat this, over and over where most of us had an issue with just lifting the damned thing.
She had my interest when I heard and witnessed this, to be sure.
So, one day, I was smoking a cigarette in our designated smoking area which was in the parking lot - the camp was on an old Highway up in the mountains, beautiful country - and I noticed her walking into the parking lot where I was. I hadn’t spoken to her previously, beyond ‘hellos’ and ‘how do you do’s’.
The vision I saw was beautiful; she was like a woman of the wild, embracing her feminine nature when she thought no one was there. She came up the pathway up to the wrought iron fence, flanked by flowers, bathed in a lovely summer’s light when the sun had just reached its apex in the sky, and was beginning her descent.
Without thinking about it, I called to her and said, “That is one of the most lovely pictures I have ever seen in my days. How ARE you girl?”
She jumped out of her skin - adorable - and stammered a response. Instantly, barriers came back up.
Color me intrigued.
I asked her where she was headed, she said she was going down the hill to kill some time. I asked if she would care for company and I saw tension leave her somewhat and she says, “Sure! Can you drive?”
As I mentioned in a post previously…
We got to know one another at a waterfall in the area. The sexual tension was there and I was in no hurry to relieve it. We started hanging out more and more, much to the jealousy of lots of the girls who also worked there.
We began being intimate perhaps a week or two into getting to know one another.
To share one of them, I had taken her to an abandoned campground last night and as was our custom, we went into the back of her Ford Ranger with a hardshell camper.
I was fingering her very, very hard to the point where she literally screamed “Oh my God!”
The way she said it turned me on and I intuitively knew that the God part was different than what others might use it for.
As soon as she said that, I got my ninji involved and took the place of where my fingers had been and REALLY began laying into her. I was honestly seeing if I could make her make me stop, but she was a soldier. After bug eyes and many incomprehensible things being said, she suddenly shifted - in her eyes - and looked me in the eyes and gasped, “What do you want?”
That puzzled me enough to stop.
I let her recover while I ran outside for a second to get the primal under control and came back to ask her what she meant by that?
She said, “When I said ‘oh my god’ I was talking to you about you. You were my god. You were god to me in that moment.”
“When I asked you what you wanted, I was willing to do anything for you. Give you anything. I felt everything about you and wanted to reward you for who you are, no matter what it was.”
Since then, I don’t take a woman’s adoration for granted nor do I seek to dishonor that bond, connection that I develop with select ones quickly.
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This sounds very AG-like. Could’ve been lifted right off the pages.
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As I was typing all this out, I felt the same way. I’m gonna resume listening to it, I have hours left.
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Today has been productive. I’ve got a lot done around the house.
Kenya called. More on that later.
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Picked up Kenya.
More later.
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Yesterday was a day of productivity, as I mentioned.
I did laundry first, knocking out a first load and realized I had used the last detergent pod. I figured either my mom would show up from work with a new pack or I would have a reason to go to Walmart later and get more, to contribute.
As laundry was going, I went to go clean up my bathroom thoroughly. My mom returned just as I was looking for the Clorox. I asked if we had scrub brushes and after searching briefly, I decided I was going out to go buy us some, for each bathroom.
On my way out my mom called after me, “oh, and we will need some more pods son.”
That’s fine.
Went to Walmart, got some scrub brushes, pods and other things I was looking for, complimented several women and generally had a pleasant time.
I got a call while I was in line but didn’t bother checking to see who it was as my hands were full (carts don’t give me a challenge).
When I got back to my car, I checked.
It was Kenya. She had left a voicemail.
I called her and she answered.
More later, hungry.
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I was gonna tell the story but, eh.
Kenya and I are reconciled.
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Kenya just ran HoT and Paragon Complete.
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With the module pack release, ideas came flooding in.
As I mentioned before…
I had a draft created and once the aforementioned PayPalTeen (I’m running out of ways to tweak your name @Trader) sent me a message saying there was a new module pack out, after a flurry of reading, thinking, rearranging, musing, reading…
I’ve got this.
Khan ST4 Core
New Romance Experience
New Social Experience
Synergy: Inescapable Gaze
Synergy: Beyond Connection
Synergy: Harmonic Conflux
Steadfast
You Are Not Alone
King’s Radiance
Hegemon
Synergy: Tale of the Dragon
Destiny Directive
Power Talk
Mystery
Gentlemen’s Speech
Potentiator
Lifeblood Fable
I’ll be waiting until the morning to license anything to let further creativity to come through and to let the excited mind calm down to make a clear choice.
No rush either way, this cycle isn’t nearly over and with my new one loop a week regimen, I really feel no pressure to pull the trigger.
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Kenya’s period started today, a week early. Whether or not that’s related to her stack, idk. But noted it is.
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The past couple of days I’ve woken up feeling exhausted. Today I’ve been pretty irritated by just about everything.
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