Between Kenya, the woman from the market I mentioned like a month or so and my old neighbor at my old apartments, I’ve gotten a lot of sexies to my phone lately.
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Are you looking for anything serious or just enjoying the moment?
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I didn’t answer this right away because I can’t presently give you a direct, straightforward answer on that. “Serious”. What, marriage? Eventually. However I’m not looking to commit myself commit myself juuuuust yet.
In related news, it’s begun dawning on me that I have way more options with women than I don’t. A strange way to put it but 
Khan ST4 may begin tomorrow.
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Ran K4 for 9:11 minutes. And so begins a new cycle.
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A few hours after my run yesterday, I went to go take Kenya to handle errands. When we got back to her place, I picked her up and threw her on her bed. She laughingly ‘rejected’ me.
She asked me if I wanted to stay for a little bit and I said that I told my Pops that I would be back home soon after taking her to handle stuff so I wasn’t staying long. She asked if I wanted to sit down for a little bit.
She started loving on my lips and a few minutes in pulled my pants and hers off and started riding me.
I felt hella aggressive and took over from the bottom and absolutely pounded her. She kept trying to regain control over the situation each time I paused, which I did intentionally in order to catch her off-guard with another healthy helping of meating.
I literally felt primal, no other way to put it. I was talking all kinds shit, having her whining and mewing out breathy responses.
I threw her off and started pacing the room tryna deal with the enormous amount of vigor and GRRRR that was running through my body and she sat up and started stretching out her body, working through what was going through her body. I turned around just in time to catch a wonderful view of her derriere invitingly pointed in my direction and literally seized the moment.
My Ninji vs her A-spot:
I doubt anyone in that house, up or downstairs did NOT hear what was going on and I.
Did not.
Give a single.
GULLY.
Goddamn. 
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RVC going through my posts when I’m running seduction subs:
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And you don’t need to. Running Khan, perhaps this is your way. As long as all sides are OK.
Communication is key, as always.
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Got into an argument with Kenya. She asked to see a picture of my ex. I told her I deleted them long ago.
I pointed out that she had seen her on the blanket that my parents had made when we were together, and she said that’s not the same as a picture on the phone. I felt a bit exasperated but said that if I come across one, I’ll show it to her.
I then remembered that I still had one on my Instagram and showed that to her. She said that’s a face shot and I said so you wanna see a full body picture. Why? She says why not and I lost patience.
It escalated to her wanting to know ‘what I’m hiding’. We went back and forth and there came a point were there was just sullen silence. I waited and she asked me to hand her her phone - it was charging on the floor.
I asked if she wanted to go home and she said, “Well since you bring it up, obviously you want-”
I cut her off and told her not to put words in my mouth, I asked because I assumed she was getting an Uber - I was correct - and said I brought you here, I’ll take you home. She said I’ll just take an Uber.
I said you don’t want to just sit down and talk this out and she said nothing so I said go ahead and get your goddamn Uber, then.
I walked her out and waited on the balcony while she went to the street. She stopped and said “I’ll just get an Uber.”
I nodded and said I know, just waiting for your Uber. I waited until I saw a car pull up and she walked to it and came back in.
And now, she’s gone.
😮💨
What a shame.
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I forgot to mention this a few days ago.
My dad and I were talking and we drifted to the amount of women that have been seeking me. He said, “Son, if you put your mind to it, you would make a world-class gigalo.”
From pimpin’ ‘n panderin’ to being that guy for many years, I trust my dad’s assessment when it comes to that.
I mention it because earlier that day, I had been having a fun conversation with Kenya and had revealed that for years, up until recent years, I had a background intention of being the best gigalo that ever did jig 
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I’m feeling powerful today. My inner world feels impregnable. Confidence levels are up.
My voice has been deeper over the past few days which I only noticed due to a late night phone conversation with an older lady from my church who told me that “your parents must hear you through the walls even if you talk low, your voice is so deep and rumbly.”
@Trader I do now feel greater status changes, reflected on the outside and matching what’s going on in me. Cool, assured self-dominance. To answer what you asked about a few days ago, I believe.
Women, as usual, love me. I’ve been complimented so many times, so often lately that I don’t really pay as much attention to it. Men are respectful. Some don’t meet my eye contact or don’t hold it.
And physically, for whatever reason, my upper body bulked up last night. I caught my reflection earlier today and it was another one of those “Peter Parker looking in the mirror after getting bit by the spider” moments (the Tobey Macguire one).
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I decided last night that I would pay attention to my feelings about what went down between Kenya and I “to make sure that I’m not like someone that was in an accident and feels perfectly fine initially but feels the effects after and is wrecked.”
Nope.
I’m in a good place about it. I’m not trying to just fuck somebody to replace her immediately, though I can. I initially didn’t really even care to reach out to some of the women that have been waiting for this but, I got a text from one this morning that I showed Palpy and decided “eh”.
“Might as well get my dick sucked.”
She’s seeing about heading my way right now.
I don’t feel bad about what happened last night, especially after having had a short convo with Lord Palpitations. Would I prefer that it had been successfully de-escalated?
Yes.
Am I going to beat myself up over it?
Not if anything about it to say, I have.
Will I miss her?
Probably.
Am I okay?
Definitely.
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Everything is proceeding as I have foreseen
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Hung out with ol’ girl.
She picked me up in her friend’s car and asked me to drive.
I love driving.
She was nervous the entire time, and I did what I could to relax her but I can tell that she REALLY likes me.
We were talking while I drove around my area and then I took us into more familiar territory, to a skate park that I used to frequent (and haven’t been back to since I got jumped there back in 2015).
As we were driving, I noticed that her friend’s car has the blind side amber light warning. What caught my eye next was how the amber bathed her breasts in a wonderful light, and I commented on it, which caused her to giggle.
We came to a red light and I lightly brushed my knuckles over them, both to satisfy my curiosity and to see what she did. She made no move to stop me or object, besides a little joke afterwards which I laughed at.
We got to the park and started talking. I kept telling her I’m only human, you can relax. Which didn’t help 
I told her to get out of the car and give me a proper hug, and as we hugged, I made sure to do it in a certain way intuitively that told me it would relax her, which it did. She said I needed that hug.
As she stood in front of me talking about random crap as nervous people sometimes do, I deliberately hooked my fingers on the front of her shirt, right where her cleavage met and pulled her to me. I gave her every chance to push away or say something, but she just clammed up and waited.
I gave her a little treatment and backed up to lean on the car and see the zults. She was highly pleased, though still nervous (she says it’s been a few years, since her husband died).
I told her, “Well don’t worry. I’m not having sex with you tonight.”
She said “
!”
I said “Yup, just so you know.”
She was like well damn and I laughed and we kept talking. She said something sex related again and I said, “Well you don’t have to worry about that tonight with me, I’m not putting out.”
She jokingly said, “Well that’s assuming I was gonna give YOU any!”
I shrugged and said, “Even if you were. I’m not giving it to you.” And tapped her in the middle of the chest lightly. She said wooooow and said okaaaay and was like, not even if I - she swung her arm around like Popeye does when he’s about to uppercut somebody - and accidentally brushed against my dick and her eyes got huge.
I nodded sagely and said ‘Yep. It’s there.’
She was like, “Omg I didn’t mean to do that, I was just tryna…” and did the same thing and I grinned.
“That’s twice now, might as well see what you’ve been thinking about.”
She shook her head with big eyes and I nodded slowly, grasped her wrist and brought it close to my ninji. She reached out and gasped like 3 times. I just kept nodding like an asshole “Yup. It’s still going. There’s more. Aaaaand there you have it.”
The look in her eyes changed.
I decided I didn’t need a BJ after all.
(This is the same woman I mentioned awhile back that said she wanted to suck my dick the moment she saw me, btw)
After a bit more chit chat, I told her it was time for us to cruise on back, I gotta get my parents to church in the morning and I drove back, her sharing stripper stories and such.
She wants to hang out again (obv).
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Truly masterful. The force is indeed strong…
BDLM bloom started sometime last week.
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It seems sudden, abrupt, and random that Kenya left. She went from saying “my vagina is your kingdom” to ditching you Uber-style.
What do you think happened?
It certainly was.
Still one of the top 3 things a woman has told me, thanks for the reminder.
In days previous, even to this, I kept feeling a tell-tale shift. Or…I kept feeling as if I was being upgraded, or that upgrades were very soon coming. A foretelling.
It was similar to what I felt before my children’s mother and I got into our royal fight that turned to me leaving her.
For me, these ‘upgrades’ were certain energetic alignments coming into to place, certain pieces coming together that have resulted in:
These and other changes, deeper changes. I assumed it was a spiritual initiation and had prepared myself for most anything; just not her.
I presently think that such rapid changes in the space of a week or two through her for a loop. I felt things shifting in all of my interactions with people, including my ex.
Kenya is highly attuned to what’s going on in me, if somewhat unversed in how to deal.
The challenge, which is what I see her causing what she did about my ex, was a manifestation. There’s multiple levels I’m capable of seeing.
Examples internally:
“What will you do now?”
“Are you the same guy you used to be? Will you handle this the same way you did in the past, with the girl from Utah? The women in Vegas? What will you do?”
“Is it okay to be okay despite what seems to be an egregious loss?”
“Can you keep going? Will you keep going?”
Even @Parsifal asking his question the other day. As I told Palpy last night, I can answer his question now.
It is definitely the latter.
The latter.
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What have you been using for the previous 3 to 6 weeks?
Khan, just began the new cycle of ST4. One loop so far.
Then there’s my Heartsong custom, which contains Primal and NRE Core. Venusian Muse.
Sweet Ravishing, Primal Nights and Diamond. Recent posts are likely bloom from it.
Then, BDLM for a time.
That’s what I recall so far.
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