Had this once with a girl I meat online.
Now she’s my fiancee.
Kenya told the other day in one of our talks that, making love with me, she can hear a song.
I’ll update on this as I learn more but, makes sense to me.
I have run several titles in the past 6-12 months, including but not limited to Wanted Black, Khan Black, Primal Seduction (with the New Romance Experience Core in the custom version), Heartsong and Love Bomb.
I think each of these contributes to my current experience, especially WB and KB.
However, Heartsong and Love Bomb are what I think cause this with her.
“Can you sing me your heart song? Can you make it sound true? Can you make me your everything? Cause I’m falling slowly to you…”
In fact, I give many of the things that I’ve experienced with Kenya to Heartsong.
And I’m not even sure if it was me that messed up another irregular verb form, or of it was autocorrect. My keyboard started to correct this to thus.
Your keyboard knows what it’s doing.
BDLM
Beauty Delighted - Lichtenauer’s Meating
Lol, I was making out with Kenya after walking to her car - I introduced her to my parents this evening - and the Heartsong tune was playing in my head over and over
BDLM #1
I woke up with an erection that would not quit for a few moments; long and strong.
While I look forward to some gains in length, my focus is more on thickness.
My Twitch streamer friend introduced me to this song recently called Thicc Boi haha.
I might be coming down with pink eye. My right eye is puffy and a bit of white discharge has been coming from it today. I thought at first it was just sleep in my eyes as I barely slept last night - not for the fun reasons - but no, it’s also a bit red.
My kids and their mom had had it before the last time I visited so, that’s what made me immediately think to look it up when I glanced at myself in the mirror.
I had my locs cut today. Sad day.
Good thing I’m gorgeous either way
Why’d you cut them?
I’m so attached to mine at this point itd be like losing a finger
Man, it was a hard decision but they’ve been aggravating me for so long now. I haven’t been able to get a retwist both due to tight finances and convenience. I’ve been battling inside back and forth for months now, debating if I was willing to keep 'em but…
Then a certain woman made an ‘innocent’ comment about how she really likes the photos I had showed her of me years ago in a state uniform with shorter hair and it was the straw that broke the camel’s back.
So, chop chop it was. It lowkey hurt watching them sweep them away to go into the trash with the rest of the hair on the ground.
Then, my mom gets back home a few minutes ago and tells me that her and my aunt had visited our cousin that does hair and my mom had mentioned that I have locs.
My cousin apparently says, “Oh, word? Tell him to come through! He’s family, I’ll hook him up for free!”
Ran LB. Not sure how long; I thought it ran through but looks like it stopped at 4:37. I clicked play in order to resume, and it started over. So either full 15 or 4 minutes and change.
Kenya tells me she thought the sex we had had to until yesterday was the greatest.
Apparently, yesterday was a whole 'nother level.
She asked me while straddling me at one point, peering into my eyes with a deadpan, direct expression, “Are you human?”
“Usually” was my instant response.
“Unbelievable.” “How did you get there?” “What are you doing?” “Is your room magical?” were other things I heard yesterday more than once.
I even relented at one point when she kept asking “what are you doing to me” and said besides my spiritual work and subliminals, there’s nothing extraordinary about me.
She refused to believe that
BDLM certainly has given some 'zults, though it hasn’t reflected in a physical manifestation that I’m aware of yet. As I mentioned before, she asked me “how did you get there” meaning a certain place inside of her (more close to the front, as she explained later) but she told me she was incapable of explaining what she felt this time, as opposed to the previous sessions.
She did tell me that the amount of pleasure she was feeling was not able to be consciously directed by her; she literally couldn’t manage it. I had to give her several breaks.
She says that with the amount of pleasure that she felt yesterday, she knows she’s said it before but yesterday she felt like that if I hadn’t stopped or she let me keep going, she would have lost her mind and ended up in a mental hospital.
She’s also sore again for the first time since we began having sex which is either because we haven’t been having sex due to her period, or, BDLM.
Running Khan ST1 and BDLM, full 15
Since I’ve started running Khan, she has begun referring to her vagina as my kingdom.
khandom
I idly decided while playing Cold War that I wanted someone to add me to play with online today.
I just had a round of 26 kills and 5 deaths, which is a K/D of…5.20 with the nail gun and crossbow (not easy but, ninjistic) and a guy sent me a friend request
BDLM
Flaccid size has already improved. It kinda surprised me in the mirror just now.
Like a baby’s arm, holding a golden apple.