Ah, right. I neglected to mention: Ascended Mogul will be purchased and added into the stack on the next day of play.
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One of muh favourites!
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I realized a moment ago that I’ve spent most of my life, mentally trying to categorize myself to make myself understood by other people.
This has led to my self putting me into a mental box that I’ve not been able to see beyond, because heretofore I haven’t truly, truly allowed myself to.
This, then, leads not only to others not being truly able to ‘get’ me and, far worse…
It has led to inner confusion about who I actually am/choose to be.
I believe it is the Buddhists that say, “Not this, not that.”
A worthy addition to my daily, seem t’me.
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I added in Ascension Chamber then, as well.
Commandeered from social media:
Men, unfortunately, do not always understand a very simple truth: the woman, when she loves… is intensely reciprocal.
Female nature is like an echo, an emotional reflection.
Let’s absorb man’s attitude towards us on an intuitive and energetic level — his words, his actions, his intentions… and if these match each other.*
And then, just… we give it back.
What goes around — comes around.
Sometimes like tenderness, care, peace and a home to rest from the world.
Other times… like coldness, distance and a closed door forever.
Because a woman is not a grudge
It’s not vindictive.
It’s a mirror.
And it reflects exactly what you have put into it.
Do you want a garden? Take care of it.
Do you want love? Love her.
Do you want loyalty? Be worthy of trust.
If you have a calm, warm, loyal and loving woman by your side — it’s not a coincidence. It is the result of your actions.
And if next to you there is coldness and emptiness, it’s not a coincidence either. You are a reflection of what you sow.
Look at your woman… and you will see who you really are.
Because she is your mirror.
°Anonymous°
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My female coworkers have been even more talkative and comfortable with me since beginning this custom.
One added me on Instagram the other day while we were working together and went ahead and told me that she was gonna go stalk my page.
Female customers are likewise more…
Something.
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I’m beginning to feel a current of primal, warrior-esque energy in my aura, enveloping me, almost like the caress of a comfortable cloak.
In addition, in the past two days, I’ve seen remarkable improvements in my intuition.
Kenya and I have been watching Battle Camp on Netflix.
In every single elimination up to where we’ve made it thusly, I’ve been able to quiet my mind for a split second and make an accurate prediction of whom was being eliminated.
It kinda impressed her.
I had a night of sleeplessness last night.
It’s reminiscent to a warm fire, calm and comforting, but…
Unyielding.
It’s both familiar and somewhat new for me.
This came to mind, when I was considering it a moment ago:
I was gazing at my store camera that points out to the outside of the entrance, and had a sudden impression that a certain regular was about to show up.
I watched in real time as he pulled up. Only minor surprise registered.
Being low on sleep, it was kinda trippy though.
I’ve also begun as of this afternoon to notice ‘angel numbers’ again.
111, immediately followed by 333, two different car license plates.
I tend to ignore those at my stage of development as they’re limiting at a certain stage of the path (imo), but they stuck out and were synchronistic with what had been going on in my mind, at the time.
A bit before he had arrived, I had been doing one of mindfulness exercises.
I felt a drain in my aura and immediately glanced up at the previously mentioned camera, sensing someone was about to get out of their car and come in, with a certain attitude.
Again, I watched it happen real-time.
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It’s a good thing I chose to run E:TE.
I’ve not felt this low on available mental energy and physical in awhile.
Despite that, there’s something deep in my core that keeps urging me to move forward.
“If you sit now, that’s time you could have handled this, that and the other. Handle these, then sit.”
And variations of a similar energetic buoyancy.
I’ve been giving decrees and mantras in the meantime, which is a minor part of the energy draw but it’s mostly because I didn’t sleep last night and couldn’t find the place of calm to slip into sleep.
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as in a bad attitude?
I did very focused calls to Archangel Michael and Elohim Astrea, while I had a few minutes of privacy and peace in my store, and after about 5-10 minutes I felt my upper aura become liquid-airlike and felt immediate release and relief.
I’m better now.
It was a non-verbal attitude that communicated itself to me in her walking to my store, fussing over her hair and what not.
It wasn’t directed towards me. I just was a bit too ‘open’ at that time and felt it, likely at the time she decided she was going to buy something in the store while - I assume her dude - was pumping gas.
They may have had an argument, preceding their arrival.
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I’m beginning to wonder what others see in my eyes when I gaze at them.
So, a moment ago, I was zoning out, facing towards the entrance of my store, sitting quite still.
I made eye contact with this regular customer, who has given me the impression that I’m beneath his notice since I’ve first seen him. I felt no inner reactivity to seeing him, I was innerly calm.
He was coming towards the door, and as he opened it, for the first time since I’ve started here he said hi to me first in a friendly way - I wasn’t going to say hi at all - which was a bit surprising especially given how early in the pre-dawn it is here.
The word ‘succor’ popped in my head as I was walking to help
I was curious, so I asked my Gemini.
‘She’ said:
“Succor” means help, relief, or assistance, especially in times of distress, difficulty, or need. It often implies timely and effective aid that eases suffering or hardship.
Think of it as someone offering you a helping hand when you’re struggling, or providing comfort when you’re feeling down.
The stream of thought corresponding to those moments has faded so I can’t trace the causal aspect but, it has been years since I had words pop into my head that I have no definition for but that reflected my situation.
In part, it’s related to the decrees I mentioned from earlier.