I went “out of my way” to figure out how to change Purell Hand Sanitizer Dispensers, by going on YouTube. It took several minutes but, the satisfaction was worth it.
Yeah, on the job self-training, nobody even mentioned it besides that ‘they’ve got to be checked routinely and changed as needed’.
Satisfaction is mine.
Today was the second time I’ve had a male attempting to ‘challenge’ me.
He was upset that I carded him for alcohol.
I managed to mix customer service with just the ideal amount of sarcasm to get my point across, I won’t write the play by play this time.
He showed up again a few hours later and besides a brief glance in my direction, as I was smoking a cigarette out front, he ignored me.
Sorry, man.
S’all good. She called me last night to ask if she could pick me up; we’re good. Reconciling and allat.
I didn’t even wanna post in my journal that we had broken up since we tend to reconcile pretty quickly. But, I’m doing my best to keep my timeline in my entries complete, so if and when I look back at this journal, I can (hopefully) detect themes that trigger a realization that takes me further.
This may have been a joke but actually… It doesn’t seem far from actuality 
she called me with the intention of asking about something and says that “when I heard your voice, what I was going to say went out the window and I only wanted you to come over”.
It took me completely by surprise lol I was already seeing about moving on. A welcome surprise but.
I’ve gotten to the place that I’m not attached to whether she or I are together or not.
Last night’s sex was exemplary. I took her past her limits.
Running EB ultrasonic, before work.
I’ve received - and, heard through my manager - many compliments on my customer service from customers since starting here.
New custom:
Introducing, Venusian Muse II (VMII)
Primal Romance Core
Genesis: The Art of Happiness and Joy Core
New Romance Experience Core
Synergy: Inescapable Gaze
Synergy: Voice is the Law
Synergy: Ambrosia
Enchanting Smile
Deep Listening
You Are Not Alone
Restorer of the Past
The Feedback Loop
Synergy: Venus Unveiled
Synergy: Beyond Connection
Synergy: Perfect Manifestation
Emperor Black 4:30 and Primal Nights, full masked.
No anti-recon module? 
You know what
And it would have been excellent, too. Especially given the recent… Everything going on in my life.
I haven’t been as active on the forum lately so I completely forgot that that was an option when I was building this one lol 
It looks like I’ll have a full official washout by the time my custom is done, which works for my normal program. The last time I played anything was five days ago.
Not a complaint in case it comes across that way…
Considering stack realignments anyway so, this wash will be useful.
Ze custom es complete!
I’ll run it masked when I get back home from these errands.
I’ll be following your 'zults with great interest (cackle)
11:20, Venusian Muse masked. I cut it short cuz Kenya and I are going for a walk.
Sex report:
Yes.
I have MOST of those modules. hm.
YMMV.
That being said…
Don’t let your dreams be dreams.
Just DO IT
Kenya fell asleep in my arms late into the morning, this morning, listening to me rant eloquent about my views of God, the relationship between Man and God and varying related tangents.
She told me she has never done that in her previous relationships, my voice just calmed her into slumber.
Running Emperor: The Executive and VMII, as I lay down for a nappy poo.
Brief, life update for future reference:
I’ve perceived a certain element of betrayal through my mother, in relation to my children’s mother, of late.
I found out that my suspicions that they’ve been communicating - when my mother has more than once vehemently expressed that she would never again - was well founded; despite the fact that my kid’s mom has put me through and would love to put me back through the ringer.
I’ve grown enough that rather than confronting and challenging everyone involved, I’m choosing to bide my time, not let my left know what my right is doing and study their moves.
Fool me once and allat.