GLM and Limitless, ultrasonic
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30 sec GLM and BDLM
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Kenya is highly attracted to the fact that when I set my mind to something and go towards it, “everything that would normally be in anyone’s way refuses to get in your way.”
However, for my own sake, I’ll also add that she added that she just wants me to be more consistent with it.
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“You can’t climb the ladder of success with your hands in your pocket.”
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I’m currently at a job interview.
Note to me: share the story
Had a read through the objectives of this title. I only just discovered that it had been released.
I may find a place for it.
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I didn’t even get home and got the call that ‘they’re gonna give me a chance.’
Story later I hope.
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I went out the other day to get food and on a whim, asked if they were hiring.
I happened to be speaking to the manager but I didn’t know at the time. She got my info, gave me some basic info and I left.
I got home, applied, and called the store to see if I could speak to a manager. T’was the same lady. She seemed surprised that I followed up and told me that the hiring manager was out of town till like Friday, so I should wait until then to hear from them.
Yesterday, after getting off of a few hour long session of PUBG with my boy and some online friends, I got a text from an unknown number. It was the hiring manager, asking if I was still interested in the position.
I responded yes, we went back and forth a bit and he asked if I could come in for an interview today (yesterday). I said yes, got ready, had my home boy take me and had a little interview.
It felt like a formality after a very quick period. I was paying attention to his language, and how he was using terms like “so when you come in to work…” Or “when you’re on your register” and similar things, that let me know that he already had me hired in his head. As opposed to ‘so IF you…’.
So yeah, long story shortened, I’m employed again.
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The other place that I went out to apply to this same day just called me. They wanted me to be assured that they were still working on things on their end. It’s a medical transportation place.
So technically, I have two jobs. Both places that I went to that day were winners.
I mention this mostly because I had been leery of applying anywhere and hella resistant. It was the places that I was ‘pulled’ to do so that panned out.
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I am listening to Sagitarrium: Legacius.
Ascended Mogul
Inner Circle
Synergy: At The Top
Dominion
Synergy: Voice Is The Law
Power Talk
Lifeblood Fable
Steadfast
Synergy: Ambrosia
Cashflow Catalyst
Financial Success Reality Shifter
Safety Net
I got a gym membership three days ago.
I’m meeting with my fitness coach in about 15 minutes, trying out the massage chair’s functions for stretching till then.
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Kenya and I went today to the gym. We were meeting up with our trainer, cool guy, like his vibe.
We arrived earlier than our appointment, so we went to go try out the massage chair that’s available there. We both did the 10 minute stretch option, which was fantastic.
Our trainer arrived at our appointment time. Her and I got a smart scan kinda deal done that measured specific body metrics. We then discussed the results with him, which was cool.
After that, we split up. She went to the stairmaster, me to the basketball gym. I shot around for awhile. My strength has waned since being terminated from Circle K, as I haven’t been as active. My shot was dead on, but falling short in the exact same spot over and over, regardless of the position I chose on the court to shoot from.
This was frustrating but after about 15 minutes of pure determination and after I chose to let loose a little and shoot for the fuggof it, I felt my energy change in a tell tale way and sure enough, I felt the groove I’m accustomed to begin to become tangible.
I shot around for maybe 30 minutes after this and joined Kenya in the Movie Room, where she was still on the stairmaster (she had come to the court to hang out with me a few times between sets) and I got on the bike.
I played around with intensity - both my own and the bike’s resistance - and got to 2.42 miles in what I think I remember seeing 10 minutes and 42 seconds. I never stopped pedaling and brought the resistance up all the way to power pedal through crucial moments. This was to transmute a lot of psychic static that has been hovering over me for awhile now, and it did help some.
We left after that. It was meant to be a short introduction so we actually did more than we initially intended.
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We then went to the market to get food. The IOI’s are energetic for me, nowadays. And, after hitting a pre-roll, were quiiite invasive.
I even told Kenya at one point that I felt like I was being molested by women’s eyes around us and right after that quite literally had to turn on my heel and stride about 15 steps away, refocus and calibrate, and just as I felt it was clear to come back, a certain woman was just leaving the check out and walking away from the area to the greater store.
Kenya confirmed it for me and told me that she had felt a little like that but now that I mentioned it, she person by person confirmed with her eyes what I was feeling inside.
Now. One might read this and think, “Oh. This chap is getting laid by woman after woman he encounters and he’s… Disturbed?”
If this or a similar thought occured to such a reader, I would have to posit:
It felt like being in the dark and groped and stimulated by unseen hands.
Except, you’re not in the dark. You can see everything around you and there’s no logical reason to feeling that way, until your eyes almost of their own accord lock with women whose eyes tell the tale of what’s going on.
Normally, I handle this all of the time without too much of an issue. Buuut…
Methinks t’was the pre-roll I did indulge in with Kenya in the Stater Bros parking lot.
Now that I’m home, completely clear energy.
But yeah, besides the energetic IOIs, the girl that sold us juice practically flirted with me in front of Kenya, which I admit astounded me. Latinas - it was a Mexican market, Staters didn’t pan out - were admiring me all over the store, not caring about her opinion. And more than what I saw, I felt all around me.
I could clearly feel the women that were more neutral to me and differentiate them from the women that ranged from passing attraction to thirst. A couple of them looked nigh on ravenous.
Oh, I remember that right before all of this started happening, I was standing in line with her. All of a sudden, I felt the strong imaginative pull and I was in a very passionate session with Kenya in bed, at home. The shit was poowerful.
I remember the mixture of that and the pre-roll made me relax soo much, and I turned to her, and I remember that the impression of myself that I got was that my smile was mischievous but my eyes were soft and warm.
I put my hands on the side of her face, interrupted her mid-monologue about whatever and told her in a low voice that I’m pretty sure the women around us heard or felt anyway cuz one smiled knowingly - surrounded, btw, W anted mani ftw - what I had just felt and her eyes lit up and she blushed fiercely.
I then had the impression that Primal Nights had activated in me. THAT is exactly when all of these things began to flow one after another, into each other, and so on.
Fun.
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3 minutes Wanted, and I’m running full Limitless. I’m adding Ascension chamber afterwards.
Edit: I actually ran 3 minutes limitless as well
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Headed in to the gym @ 8 am. An official first for me.
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Working out is a good way to remember that the desire for women ain’t always what it seems.
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Gym:
Hit the massage chair, ran the 30 minute stretch routine.
I headed over to the basketball court, and shot around for…approx 30 minutes, maybe. I’ll have to pay attention next time.
After that, I went over to the Lat Pulldown. Did two sets isolating the back muscles, and two sets that felt like that targeted the back with some emphasis on the triceps. 40 lbs first set, 45 the second respectively.
4 total sets, then.
I headed back to the basketball court but it was more occupied by this point and I felt a bit gassed.
I have no intention of going all out immediately. I’m introducing my body to the new activity and getting familiar with it. Similarly to how I approached my workouts when I was doing the home appliance delivery and install in the back of my work truck (previous journals), that’s my current intention of approach with this.
I also messaged my fitness coach, who responded that he wants to set up an appointment for this coming week. I let him know that I’ll be getting back to him on that and that I want to come up with an upper and lower body regimen for Kenya and I.
Women at the gym: As I alluded to previously, as I was working out, I noticed that women that I noticed when I entered the gym that seemed ‘desirable’ seemed average at best by the time I was done with basketball and headed to the pulldown.
I’m an ass man. And my eyes generally find each and every wonderful derriere in any room or area, at times against my conscious desire.
Even the most staggering physique I saw in there today was a “Oh, that’s cool” without the primary momentum of my focus being diminished or redirected at all.
In other words. As my mind lost some of the hectic energy I’ve been holding onto, particularly mentally, the illusion of the outer, sensual/sexual magnetic pull became more obvious to me, and I could see through and walk through it.
I hope it makes sense to a reader and future me but there is is.
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A bit over 13 minutes on the bike, and something like 2.66m in that time. No rest till I stopped, varying intensity by feel.
Ran the massage chair after, this time on the ‘Recovery’ function, partly out of curiosity. My upper back and upper triceps were so sore yesterday I could hardly lift my hands above my head. I was pleasantly surprised this morning when there was hardly a trace of soreness left.
Used the bathroom, and found a leg press machine.
140 lbs feels decent to start with, running 10 reps to get a feel now. That set felt relatively simple, but I felt a little bit of a burn near the end.
For the next set, I’m putting it down one notch, which will be 165 lbs. I’ll be running 10 again.
I ran the 165, 10 reps, it felt easy again. That’s ok, I’m figuring out my spot. I ran that set maybe a minute or two after the first.
Taking a brief rest, then going to the next notch, 190 lbs.
I just did another set. Turns out I forgot to move it from 140 
Still jumping from 190 to the next, just to keep pace. 215 next.
Yeeep… That felt like more of an effort. Cool. Next set, one up - 240 lbs - then the next back to 215 lbs.
More later.
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As many of you report, I am now experiencing my first ‘two girls stopping right where I’m working out in suggestive stances and open body language looking without looking at me’ moment, on the leg press.
I would say more later but there won’t be lol not that important.
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They both cute.
That’s it.
I have run the 240, dropped back to 215. Going back up with 240 and then I’ll see.
I studiously ignored both of them. It was not easy; they had set themselves directly at my 11 o’clock, next to my left foot (in my perspective) so I studied the SHIT out of my foot rest and through my periphial, I watched the one quite literally check to see if I was paying attention, seeing I really wasn’t and turn to fact me as I was doing the last two sets. I didn’t let eye contact happen but I felt the I had the majority of her attention, besides what she spared for her girl friend’s taking to her.
I started thinking that maybe they were waiting for my machine. So, I figured I would end it there and pushed through the last set.
As soon as I finished the last set (215 lbs), I got up without preamble and walked away. I glanced back after like 5 seconds of idly walking away and journaling
They had actually ended their conversation and walked to different machines that weren’t even close to where I had been so that’s a perfect confirmation that it wasn’t just egoic/wishful thinking.
I was wrong; there was more later.
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