So the loop is around two hours young, but the first thing I detected activating was - to no surprise of mine - True Sell. Just aurically right now. On Qv2 I felt initial, virgin loops of titles cerebrically; namely, in tickling sensations in the front of my skull and within the center of my physical brain.
On ZP tech, the inner response (emotionally) is usually more readily apparent, generally preceded by myself feeling the title ‘surrounding’ me. Encapsulating, enveloping, shrouding. Embracing, if I’m conscious and working on my end to accept what is to come.
The True Sell vibe I’m feeling now is I would describe as cool, fresh, suave. Knowing without previous knowledge of the situation.
I sense in the…‘to come’… Part of my perception that I will soon begin piercing the illusions that I have around social dynamics with ease, more ease than I already exhibit.
I also sense desirability now. And it’s a different flavor than I’ve experienced previously. Women are going to want me simply by me existing in their space, is the intuitive flash I caught.
This custom also (according to what I’m feeling and seeing) will end up being one of my long term customs because of the truly incredible results I’m glimpsing. That’s not me consciously deciding as of right now, either. Just a feeling.
Aphrodite, a module that was a godsend all in its own, has subtly begun its work. Just 15 minutes after my loop, I felt it begin to add its influence into my personal momentum of questioning my beliefs around dating, sex and women (I’m always questioning something) and the influence… I would describe as…
There’s a dim, dark room. There’s two people present. One is asking the other questions but in a very unforgiving, ruthless, direct way. They’re impatient, they want answers and they give no quarter in empathy in their approach.
The person being questioned, not prepared for the pressure, is understandably flustered. They’re feeling attacked, threatened. Even the most simple of questions causes the one being interrogated to lock up out of pure self preservative instinct.
Aphrodite, currently in my perception, is like the interrogated’s counsel. Their lawyer. Their cheerleader. They stand by the person’s side, with a gentle, comforting hand on their shoulder. As the angry, demanding questions come, Aphrodite is serenely reminding the person of the fact that they’re not in danger and there’s no imminent threat. The person relaxes. Suddenly, the questions don’t seem so threatening. Suddenly, the person starts to remember their voice. The person doesn’t feel pressured to defend itself and hold their peace.
The interrogater is obviously me. I want to know why I think this way, feel this way, believe this way. What caused me to take on this perception of girls and dating? Why do some of the most beautiful beings in the world cause such tremendous pain, for seemingly no reason? Why can’t I get over this pain? Blah blah blah.
The questioned would be my belief system, my experiences as I’ve accepted them (there’s a reason I word it that way), the way I see myself as a being, as a person in the world in relation to others, and so on and so on.
Aphrodite is the best cop in a good cop/bad cop dynamic.
@SaintSovereign I’d like your critique on my musings on Aphrodite I’d rather not have others read this and run with fake news.