I don’t celebrate Independence Day as a holiday but I do respect what it stands for, in light of the Freedom that I desire for myself and all people on our planet, so…
Happy Independence Day bois and goils.
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For me in this stage, if I’m imagining your own accurately, I also detect the slowing down. For me, I perceive it as…
Once I play the initial loop, after a brief period I feel the Rise of the Potential that the title catalyzes within me. After which, I’m enveloped/buoyed in the initial effect. I would like to refer to the period of time of ‘not noticing much’ for me as the Subjugation phase. Things are accepted, deflected, and that which I am not or no longer desire to embody becomes apparent to me. Which is how I see one of the phases of recon for me.
Idk if that makes sense.
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What a wonderful world. To be in a such a intricate thing, to be such a powerful part of it, to share that experience with others that are just as important to Everything That Is.
To be able to progressively realize that not all was what it seemed, to be able to see beyond the petty crap that the petty mind focuses on. To have been caged, to have been imprisoned, only to realize that at some point, I placed myself into that confinement. .
That beautiful moment of realization, that first hesitant push on the door I assumed was locked and welded shut from the outside… To have that door begin to open with ease. Gaining more confidence from this success and applying more force, only to realize quickly…
There was no door. There is no prison. There was never a jailer. There was never a rule or dictation.
Coming out and realizing, all that I’ve thought I wanted was a result of me denying myself the same.
People see me stir, and cry, “He’s back!” And joyously run over to welcome me from the fold. I become aware of food and drink aplenty, and realize that cheerful, vibrant music has been playing the whole time. As my sight adjusts to my realization, I see as if for the first time the beauty that is everywhere.
My heart begins to break and I feel as if this is too much. I run from the gathering, headed towards the surrounding trees, dodging through the reaching hands and trying to ignore the people that call to me, asking why I’m going back after everything.
And I slow to a stop, and wrestle with this. Why? Why come so far only to go back?
And so, hesitantly, I decide. I’ll trust. I’ll do my best to let it be what it will be. I don’t want my darkness again. I don’t want to be alone.
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Just because I feel afraid of something, there is no obligation to give in to what it tells me will be.
Freedom from and slavery to are simply accepted concepts. What will you accept as yours today?
Our bodies are of the Earth. Our mannerisms are influenced by the Earth.
We’re in a constant play of the dance of the cosmos. At even a simple level.
We breath. The trees take in the ‘waste’. Is our breath a waste to the tree? No. It’s a part of the tree’s very purpose. The tree does what it does and returns the waste into what is usable to us.
One man’s trash…
The bees fertilize the trees, which provide fruit and sustainable resources for other life. We use this and return the ‘waste’ to the earth. Is this a waste to the earth? No. This provides resources for current and future growth in the soil.
We drink water. Trees like water too. So do our bees, in fact. As does the sky and the earth, actually. So when we drink and urinate, are we not facilitating the most natural of processes? I say we are.
There’s more meaning to what you do in the most simple things you do. Don’t let anyone including yourself believe otherwise.
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On the day this life fulfills its purpose for me and I return this body back to whence it came, my goal is to acknowledge that even the last breath that I am taking was simply borrowed.
Are you running Stark? You are, aren’t you?
When I started listening again, with Stark and Rebirth I experienced immense euphoria, admiring mostly the trees but also the clouds around me. I saw so much beauty in all of them.
Now looking back, I see how this was always part of Stark, even Stark Q but I never noticed it — I literally executed the whole script, I used to watch the night sky and 
its beautiful stars for hours with my best friend.
Also, I became so amazed by how beautiful the my garden started looking, how perfect the plants were and how they had a new shine to them.
I thought this was an effect from Chosen but I haven’t noticed it AT ALL from Chosen. I’m now assured it is from Stark…
I also think this effect can be achieved by Starfilled Night from the Q store.
It’s such a beautiful module I was always looking out of the car window or when walking around to admire the nature around me and to see its beauty.
With the Zero Point version, this effect is way more noticeable.
Not yet.
Lustrocity is the culprit. Star filled night 
@Malkuth was the one that pointed out to me a couple of months ago that I seem to have found my title in Stark. I likely have ‘lost’ little from the time Stark and I were together.
As I said before, Lustrocity contains Star Filled Night. I forget what other modules lmao but that one has been prevalent in my life in the past 4 days.
I played Paragon yesterday to help facilitate the healing of my piercings and recovery from work recently.
This GIF…
Came across my texts this morning and I lmfao’d 'cuz it reminds me of me when somebody’s wanting me to invest in whatever bullshit they’re talm 'bout.
My Stark/PCC custom is finished 
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“Whenever you are confronted with an opponent, conquer him with love.”
-Mahatma Gandhi
It has been said to love your enemy. But the moment you make someone your enemy, love is suddenly inaccessible. Therefore, I choose to allow myself to dissolve that which I see against me into a mere segment of life that has temporarily chosen to align itself against what it believes I am. My enemy is the one that calls himself that. I daresay my enemy to me is someone that isn’t willing to accept the true reality of who we are, and in their forgetfulness lash out.
Hurt people hurt people.
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Your enemy is your best teacher and shows you what you need to work on, you can thank him and keep yourself empowered
While he may devour his soul in hate. You can love him for his judgements. And use it as a source for transformation 
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Enemy/shadow 
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The parts of me that I fear. When you remind me of them, I fear you.
My fear of being afraid. It makes me lash out at and attack the things that remind me of fear.
These are some of the funhouse mirrors that distort a person into the image of an enemy.
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7/9/22
7 min Lustrocity
3:13 Stark/PCC
We just delivered a dishwasher (no install) to an elderly woman and her neighbor came out, asked if she tipped (she didn’t) and told us to wait, ran inside and gave us a $20 bill.
I was actually speechless.
Stark ZP
PCC ZP
Courage Reclaimed
Carpe Diem Ascended
Furious Ascent
Steadfast
Dynasty
Faith Unyielding
Sacred Letters
Eventide
Ebon Maneuver
Fenrir
Organization Perfected
Eye of the Storm
Inner Gasoline
Harmonic Singularity
Iron Frame
Financial Success Reality Shifter
Debt Annihilator
Virtue Series: Temperance
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I definitely can say that Lustrocity and Inner Circle has manifested a girl for me that is more and more revealing herself to be what I’ve wanted, in ways I didn’t think I needed. Smh.
That was deep and profound. Loved it!!
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So, I met this girl. We’ve been texting and calling for about a month now. She’s a Heartsong manifestation and I know this because as I told I believe @Ice awhile ago, I can pick out of a crowd a woman that is an HS manifestation for me. I noticed this even in my relationship with my ex. The minute an HS manifestation makes eye contact with me, we both feel it.
She’s great. The reason for the previous post is that I realized that this girl is making me reconsider my plans to continue ‘adding to my roster’, so to speak. And it shows. Up until her and I started talking, I was manifesting women left and right all over that were in line with my sexual desires at the time (Lustrocity and IC).
I realized about 3 days ago that I haven’t been on any of my throwaway online dating apps for a minute and I’ve not had a single like in about a week. Am I not capable? Surely. But I know it’s because I actually got what I wanted out of it.
She’s to me how I was when I was her age. Confused but knows there’s a purpose to what she’s been through. Young, but wiser than those around her. Has been through a lot and still lives and smiles every day.
She told me the other day that one of the reasons she immediately locked in on me was her sense that I’ve been through a shit ton and yet, I still choose to smile, laugh and spread my version of joy in spite of it all. Maybe she’s read my journal 
She also told me that she immediately knew that I was different and that for her, I am everything she’s been wanting and more than she ever expected before we hung out the first time. I even allowed myself to break character once and asked out loud to myself “Where has a girl like this been my whole life?” And she said, “I was being prepared for you.”
You can’t just say that to Sage, breh.
And that was the exact sense that I had of her. Not only is she freaking dope in her way, she’s sexy af. She is attractive to me in ways that I didn’t know I was attracted to women.
Heartsong Core.
I didn’t have sex with her the first time we hung out. Not because I didn’t think I could but because she wanted to wait. She had told me that she was on the app because she happened to be in my area and wanted a smoking buddy. She didn’t find one (seemingly), but she matched with one guy. Me.
Because I’m very very intuitive as recent events have proven to me, I actually sensed she was telling me the truth. And it was confirmed on my own end because I downloaded the app(s) simply to provide a pathway to manifesting for the fucking powerful stack I ran in Lustrocity, which contains Primal Seduction and Heartsong cores, plus the Inner Circle core. Her and I got on around the same exact time.
I actually remember swiping right on her because I’m very intentional about even the current of yes and no on those apps.
If I don’t see myself kissing the chick for example, why would I swipe right?
If I don’t see myself having an amazing conversation with this girl, what’s the point of talking?
If I don’t see myself having amazing sex with a woman, what point is there in building a connection?
So no. When I came across her profile, I immediately felt something different and actually stopped and clicked her photos and read the bio. The girl spoke to me. She seemed deep. She smoked weed (which was cool) and had that natural girl look. I don’t remember anymore the exact though I had, but it was something like “now HERE’S something worth exploring”, sent a confirmative ‘nod’ out and boom, she swiped right in like 5 minutes.
We’ve hung out a couple of times now and not only she, but her close friend group is perfect for me. A fucking motley crew of life I dare say.
Imma cut this one short cuz I’m catching up on shit I should have been journaled but the cherry on top for me with her is, she volunteered the info that her and her best friend (who is fine af and openly into me) make out often and she hopes that isn’t a problem for me.
I said “…”
And she said previous men used to get jealous.
I busted out laughing and she didn’t understand at first so I shook my head and said nah it’s just that your boys are the absolute opposite of me. She said wdym and I was like yeah no you keep doing what you’re doing with her. I don’t have a problem with it; I encourage it. In fact, a girl I’m involved with enjoying her best homette in that way is actually exactly what I’m into and she relaxed.
She dropped me off the other day out in Vegas with her bestie and when I was upstairs and comfortable, I saw she had texted me. She said that they were downstairs and I had just missed a great lip lock. I said something about what a shame and she said we’re still going. I said I hope everyone is enjoying themselves (they dropped me off at like 12:40 and I had to get up for work in like 3 hours, responsibility was all I cared about) and stayed my ass in bed
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