Sage - Where There Is A Will

[Sage_Ninjistic]

@Sage_Ninjistic

Sage Immortal I’m sure has a bit at the very least to do with my inner calm. I made the right choice getting this title and this one (in some custom form, at least) may very well be a long term on/off-er for me throughout my life.

Sage is reminding me of who I am. I’ve come to realizations of myself that I haven’t had in years. My relationship with my Self, consequently, is improving.

I’m getting the sense of my own importance. However, this isn’t in a grand, egoic heavy way. I’m simply aware of me. Contrary to the old me when I first took a step on my path, that refused to see the beam in my own eye, judging others but not realizing that my perspective was coming from a place of judgement.

Holier than thou.

“Righteous” anger.

Feeling the need to give my subjective experience authenticity by attempting to convince others that my experience was the greatest and thus, correct one.

As I said a few posts back, I have been amongst the number of the half-wise.

Sage reminded me of certain Ascended teachings I used to practice to make the incredible fast progress I made back in the day, and I expect that I’ll become nigh on fanatical in my evolution of Self in coming days.

I’m glad I’m reading through these old entries… The bold part came true so freaking hard

[Sage_Ninjistic]

7/2/22

I had an on and off erection from the moment I woke up yesterday at 3 something in the morning to damn near 4 o’clock in the afternoon haha. I don’t masturbate and I haven’t yet had sex with anyone since I last did with my kid’s mom awhile back, so cultivation will become a topic of interest in this journal soon.

[Sage_Ninjistic]

@Sage_Ninjistic

Success is in the mind of the being. We give away our power when we allow others to determine what success means and doesn’t mean.

Where does success begin and failure end? What determines success? What IS success?

It follows, then, that we have our own metric to set for our own personal concept of success.

Again. I’m glad I’m reading these old entries. I wonder what caused me to realize this then…

[Sage_Ninjistic]

@Sage_Ninjistic

My last post was 111/111

Shame to break the illusion.

Speaking of illusions. I’m shifting into a state that i realize that women’s attraction to me is natural. Not something spectacular or something to covet or obsessively desire over.

Just because a man’s wife checks me out doesn’t mean that I’m better than he is. Just because a woman with a boyfriend is eyeing me doesn’t mean i have to want her back, off principal. It also doesn’t inherently have meaning beyond what I’m perceiving and thus giving.

Just because a girl flirts with me doesn’t mean that she’s adding anything to my experience.

Just because i have sex doesn’t mean I’m complete.

Just because i feel joyful when i encounter a person, that doesn’t mean I have to translate this into almost immediate misinterpretation of the energy into something sexual.

Just because i like sex doesn’t mean i have to have it all of the time.

Just because i have a penis that gets hard in response to stimuli with one seeming purpose, doesn’t mean that that’s all that’s going on or can happen.

Damn, Sage.

[Sage_Ninjistic]

@Malkuth

It has a triad of modules that I call the Inner Strength triad: Pride Unbroken, FEBRUUS, Faith Unyielding. It also has Wayfinder and Spiritual Reality Alignment.

@Malkuth

Do you have triads and quads saved that you’ve put together for future customs, like this one?

[Malkuth]

@Sage_Ninjistic

Do you have triads and quads saved that you’ve put together for future customs, like this one?

That was pre-ZP custom era. aka Standard Hard Drive era. Seemed to make more sense to think of customs modularly.

Now we’re in ZP custom era aka Solid State Drive era.

So, I’m constructing the customs more narrowly and focusedly.

I really loved that original NAISSANCE custom. It had Alchemist, Quantum Limitless, and Mind’s Eye as the cores.

The new NAISSANCE has the cores of Alchemist and Sage Immortal and the entire thing has that particular focus.

Quantum Limitless has been reapplied to another custom with Emperor. And they’re both directed to a relatively singular focus as well.

So, I’m trying to think of the entire custom now as One Integrated Piece.

There are still some slight internal categories but nothing distinctive enough that I’d consider it a truly independent sub-section.

Even so, I prefer ZP. So far, they’re the programs that work smoothest and fastest for me. So I’m okay adjusting to the new way.

It’s funny because under this new arrangement the modules have been shuffled and reassigned differently than they were originally. And that’s been kind of cool to see too. For example, Pride Unbroken, FEBRUUS, and Faith Unyielding were all reassigned to my first ZP custom: Drakari TRANSCEND, a custom focused on internal transformation and healing.

[Sage_Ninjistic]

@Sage_Ninjistic

I have also seen the hate that comes with a rapid rise in personal status. I see it, I feel it and I know where it comes from, why it comes up and how to maneuver around, over and through it, at any given moment.

Anyone that pays attention to my journals has probably figured out that I moved a certain way through life.

A…Ninjistic way. I see what is coming, see what is more likely to come than another potentiality, and shift in preparation. Chosen and Sage are more than likely each assisting me with doing this and it’s quite fluid.

Ninjistic is to Sage as I am to females. They go together.

Goddamn, I forgot about this phase.

[Sage_Ninjistic]

@Sage_Ninjistic

I really have no desire to speak on women too much, but for my own benefit, I’ll have to journal my encounters as they come having added Wanted back into my life.

Females either show zero interest and I feel it emanating from them, or they look at me with adoring eyes.

If i had to come up with a ratio on the spot…

Women in the ratio of about 2/5 that I encounter, I sense that i could have sex with if I allowed it.

3/5 I could cause to fall in love with me with little effort.

4/5 I could have become whatever I wish.

The other one, not sure yet. I don’t really pay attention too much even for temporary validation to women anymore so… Not sure.

When I joined this forum as ‘Ninjistic’ over a year ago, I would have skipped, skipped, skipped to my Lou over this finding.

As I am now though, I’m feeling like a scientist observing the results of an experiment

In other words, I don’t give a fuck.

Yoooo nothing new under this Sun

[Sage_Ninjistic]

@Sage_Ninjistic

Every day I’ve woken up with Chosen, I’ve felt an eager desire to be of service to someone else with no requirement of a return service, and i think that’s amazing. It honestly makes me emotional so, ya mi voy

I’m definitely being reminded of my Sage Immortal/Chosen desires reading through these…

[Sage_Ninjistic]

@anon84605638

This is really interesting.

Is it possible she had manufactured the texts to see how you would react? Some women do this.

@Sage_Ninjistic

Edit: well anything is possible, but in this case it’s extraordinarily unlikely @anon84605638

Given recent events, I daresay it’s more likely than I considered.

[Sage_Ninjistic]

@Malkuth

I think that looking back on past experiences, the subliminal I’d want would be one to enjoy women, and to enjoy people in general. While keeping a strong personal center. Easygoing, confident enjoyment. What a great foundation for whatever else you may end up choosing.

Is Chosen: The Way of Nature in alignment with this desire for you, bud?

[Sage_Ninjistic]

@Sage_Ninjistic

I’m noticing a new pattern with my girlfriend. When we’re laying down together and I begin to relax, she begins to notice ‘my sexiness’ and start touching me while cooing and marveling.

Yesterday, she got up in the morning when i did as I was getting ready for work, and, pulled my pants down and asked me if I wanted her to kiss the sage. Naturally, I told the heathen to proceed as she would and she gave my guy some love briefly and looked up at me and said to go take a shower so she could enjoy it all in her mouth.

Boooooi, I said…

God. I love myself.

[Malkuth]

@Sage_Ninjistic

Is Chosen: The Way of Nature in alignment with this desire for you, bud?

It seems to take me a while to really know how I feel about a sub.

What happens sometimes is this:

I play a new sub and I get a flare of initial responses. Then things quiet way down. And I may not notice very much for a while.

That’s what’s happened with Chosen:TWON. First time I played a loop, I wasn’t really paying attention, but this lovely woman gave me a wonderful smile in the street.

Next time I played it a bird literally flew against my body while I was walking down the street.

After that, I haven’t really noticed much. I figure it’s just doing whatever it’s going to do.

On the other hand, enjoying women and enjoying people has not been really high up on my list of priorities recently. I’m in solitary mode, Dad mode, and meditating mode most of the time.

And my main priority, sub-wise, is completing this year-long run of Dragon Reborn. 9 more days to go. Those Chosen: WON results were just nice surprises. I’m wondering if I’ll experience more bloom from it later. Once I stop DR on the 11th, I plan to washout for about a play period.

I figure Dragon Reborn is probably dominating my mind right now.

Hmm…that was a long answer.

Short version would be:

Yes.

haha. Yes, for me, Chosen: The Way of Nature is in alignment with the desire to enjoy others and maintain an easygoing, strong center.

[Malkuth]

@Sage_Ninjistic

Goddamn, I forgot about this phase.

Cool to see you re-reading your past journal entries.

[Sage_Ninjistic]

@Sage_Ninjistic

I woke this morning with the song ‘Bellaquita’ running in my head. I also had the line, “God will not be mocked” running around in my head.

I was reaaally tired when I first got up. Like, I considered not taking a shower so that way I could just lay there for an additional 15 minutes.

As usual, ever since Ascension Qv2 turned me into a morning person and my career customs have boosted my drive, I couldn’t do it. Literally. Couldn’t.

So, I got up and trudged around my apartment barely conscious, running my morning mantra through my mind while gathering my work and bike shit. I then went into the bathroom to take a shower, played ‘Bellaquita’ on Spotify to sate my brain and immediately, I began to feel a trickle of my energy returning.

I wasn’t thinking about it but I stood there in the mirror admiring my body. I realized that I had harbored a limiting view of my body for most of my life.

“It’s okay to want to take care of your body, but trying to look good is wrong.”

“It’s ego that makes you want to look good.”

“Who are you trying to impress? Why do you think that’s okay?”

Type shit.

The beginnings of the realization started yesterday and came to a climax as I found myself dancing in the mirror enjoying my ability to move my body sensually.

Oh yeah, he’s hella open on this journal

But anyways, yeah. I’m glad I saw that in myself. Back to my energy.

I’m sitting there in the mirror, marveling over my body and the music made me want to move. So, I’m sitting there sluggish and irritated that my sense of duty causes me to want to work instead of call off (funny when I type it) and my body just starts moving of its own accord.

I started singing the lyrics and immediately felt optimism beginning to build within me, nigh on enthusiasm.

I hopped in the shower and by the time I got out a few minutes later I was damn near perfectly fine in available energy levels.

@Leandros this was when I first noticed what i posted on the Open Recon thread

[Sage_Ninjistic]

@Malkuth

And my main priority, sub-wise, is completing this year-long run of Dragon Reborn. 9 more days to go. Those Chosen: WON results were just nice surprises. I’m wondering if I’ll experience more bloom from it later. Once I stop DR on the 11th, I plan to washout for about a play period.

Kudos to your fucking dedication!!!

[Sage_Ninjistic]

Got my ears and tongue pierced today. I sent the image to one of the girls I’m talking to and her response was:

“Did it hurt?”

“Does it feel weird?”

“I bet it’ll feel good for me.”

"That’s the only reason I’m excited for it.

Me: “Wow. Selfish.”

Me: “Just for that, you’re in for some quality teasing. I hope you like being taken to the edge and denied.”

Her: “I love that actually, knowing the man has some self control… HOT ”

Me to me: Gah fuck.

[Ice]

@Malkuth

I play a new sub and I get a flare of initial responses. Then things quiet way down. And I may not notice very much for a while.

This is SPOT ON with my experience as well. The first loop reveals a preview of what’s to come - I believe @Simon coined this the “Movie Trailer Effect” or something of that nature.

Then results seem to subside, when in reality I suspect the sub is doing the deep inner work necessary to generate those profound changes.

Then after a month or so, you look back and are like damn did I really change that much

And the results just seem to get more and more profound as time goes on…

@Malkuth

And my main priority, sub-wise, is completing this year-long run of Dragon Reborn. 9 more days to go.

@Malkuth MAJOR Kudos to you for completing a year long DR run. Not many people would have the mental fortitude to persist through such an endeavor. That is incredibly impressive my friend.

Do you mind sharing some of the biggest changes you’ve noticed during the course of your year long DR run?

I feel like this would be immensely beneficial for other users to see the benefits of consistency with the same subliminal program. Shiny object syndrome is pretty rampant at SubClub (and for good reason…they have a solution to seemingly all of life’s problems ) but the real juice seems to come to those who stick with the same program for some time.

[Malkuth]

@Ice

I believe @Simon coined this the “Movie Trailer Effect” or something of that nature.

Yup. @Simon definitely did describe that. A good man to pay attention to.

@Ice

MAJOR Kudos to you for completing a year long DR run. Not many people would have the mental fortitude to persist through such an endeavor. That is incredibly impressive my friend.

Thanks so much, @Ice. I’m not the first (@JayFlex , @Lion, @RVconsultant and others, I think) and I won’t be the last, but I am really glad to have done this. Also, keeping in mind that technically it’s actually more like 10 months, since for September and October I was doing the ZP trials. But 1) the post-Dragon Fire washout for those two months was helpful processing time, and 2) with ZP programs, 3 play periods of a program only take 78 days, rather than 90.

@Ice

Do you mind sharing some of the biggest changes you’ve noticed during the course of your year long DR run?

The biggest change I’ve noticed so far is more tangible and powerful manifestations. Prior to this run of DR, I’d spent a year with Alchemist, Quantum Limitless, and Mind’s Eye. So, I think they are synergizing internally. But either way, psychic and manifesting phenomena are up and appear to be strengthening and increasing.

I don’t have ‘control’ over it, per se.

That’s a change that I’m currently noticing.

I’m still in the challenge and trough periods with Dragon Reborn. I started the overall title in July 2021, but I only started the final stage on April 30. I think it will be easier to reflect on changes in August or September, after I’ve had a month or two to release it and to rest. And to be honest, I don’t really reflect on changes that much because there are some specific goals towards which I’m working.

(That statement’s not completely accurate. I do reflect on changes sometimes, but I’m also just as likely to let them pop up and surprise me. In contrast, @JayFlex has done an excellent job of documenting changes with Dragon Reborn. As more comes to me, I’ll write it down.)

[Sage_Ninjistic]

I messed up when purchasing my custom. For whatever reason, I entered my card security code incorrectly OTP.

To add insult to injury, I somehow neglected to license a couple of modules.

Lawl…

So, I sent a Support Ticket the day of purchase and I’m waiting on the response.

Addition: I ‘purchased’ it on Friday so, I’m under no illusion that the ticket will be responded to or the situation remedied immediately.

Edit: Not OTP lmao at the time of purchase.