I believe that I’m coming up on two months without any pornography.
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12/07/21
The first day of class was lasseiz faire. I got out exactly at 10:30, Lyft’d home by 10:47 but I wasn’t able to fall asleep immediately cause I was worrying about not falling asleep.
I was going to change my work alarm to 330 instead of 15, but forgot, so I woke up at my normal time. I immediately reasoned that i could just lay there for fifteen minutes.
I managed to allow myself about 8 minutes before I couldn’t ignore the thought that i might as well get up, take a shower and do as I normally do. So I did, even though I was tired.
I’m assuming that Chosen is acting on the productivity of my SoL line and boosting it very nicely 'cause a year ago, I’d have stayed right there in bed.
Today is my single ZP day, so I played Sage Immortal a few hours ago. Completely smooth, I didn’t feel a thing. I’m going to ignore the thought that maybe I didn’t have the volume on. It’s weird having gotten used to feeling the input versus nothing lol
This morning as I laid for those 8 minutes, I had one of those moments where my inner eye started doing shit.
I saw Legos of pink and teal building a staircase. Initially, I avoided it but realized what the hell, this is my mind, and simply observed the process.
I just bought myself a sweet little 2021 Kawasaki Ninja® 400 
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And that, strange though it may seem, was a win.
That’s something I’m working with these days.
“This is what a win looks like”
“This is what a win feels like”
Well, I caught this one late, and that was already 4 days ago. Guess you’re in a different space now. But I’m glad that you have the tools of the subliminals to help you to process experiences like this one. I think you handled it beautifully. That could have gone so many other ways.
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Was about to like this and then realized that it would be similar to ‘liking’ one of Einstein’s equations. hahahaha. I don’t even understand it. 
but , yeah, ‘like’ in spirit.
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Want to share with @AlexanderGraves . I don’t think he has this specific focus (i.e., sphere of sexual attraction), but I think the underlying principle is related to the manifesting mindset that he’s cultivating and writes about.
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So you didn’t need to feed this servitor so regularly? Or was its feeding somehow automatically tied to something.
(Feeding of servitors is something I wonder about sometimes.)
and…all caught up on your journal.
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Haha, is my wording too ambiguous?
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No, sir. This particular Servitor is programmed to attend to her own energetic needs 
I have a lot of great stories about that particular one as she’s pretty active but I don’t share 'em here as I’m “woo-woo” enough in my posting 
For example. I asked my Servitor to give my girlfriend a certain dream of me.
She followed through the same exact morning! I know this because my girlfriend texted me while I was working details of the exact dream I asked my Servitor to give her.
The only difference is I said some other girl’s name when my lady was gonna cum in the dream
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Not at all, sir; the responsibility for this one falls squarely on the limitations of my own understanding.
Servitors for the win 
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Don’t you dare tell me that you’re a human! 
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on my good days, yes.
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I may keep Wanted ZP in my playlist for longer than I expected simply because it gives me the urge to eat lol I fast without meaning to often
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Yes, exactly the mindset I am cultivating. LETTING GO. Which creates exactly the results you “want” by not wanting them.
As weird as it sounds.
But the scientist mindset is not bad. Conducting an experiment, completely detached (detachment is also a big thing)
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(edit: removed the random part not sure what that was)
Yeah, that’s all it really is honestly. Women are paying a LOT of attention to me. And this was even before I started Wanted ZP.
This might sound funny, but when i added Instant Seducing Tactician to my current version of my SoL custom, that’s when I noticed the decrease in ‘need’ for validation, if that makes sense. And now I feel as if I can pick and choose at my leisure; but, simply don’t care to 
Well… Perhaps a little 
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12/14/21
I have little desire to come here on the forum anymore. I attribute this to Chosen as a couple others on here have had a similar response, but my initial experience was a heightened desire to share. Interesting.
Not much to report as it stands now, it would be simply a repeat of what I’ve already reported. Some things have happened but nothing to note as of now. Of course, I’ll likely have more later.
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I’ve been able to maintain my stack this far even though I’ve been tempted to drop Sage for a bit to replace it with Limitless while I’m in school, but I’m determined to give it the full 21 days which ends next Wednesday.
Chosen x Wanted x Sage Immortal ZP
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