Last night, after my last post, my girlfriend seduced me and I gave an amazing performance. I just about always forget that i had Primal in the first version of SoL until I’m actually having sex. Except when i feel a woman is into me. It’s kinda amusing to me now that i think of it but i got a lot of good from Primal that is now just me and it would take some real thinking to see how I’ve changed. But i definitely have.
Because of my exemplary performance, I slept through my alarm again lol.
I’m really looking forward to starting this electrician program next month. My friend is going to do the same institute but he’s going to go HVAC.
I’m very impulsive and spontaneous, so when i just follow my higher mind on things on a whim, the potential benefits of the decision down the line begin to manifest around me.
I mean, that’s how it works…
There’s a lot of potential I’m seeing from completing this program and I’m looking forward to it.
That being said, I’m not reeeeeally looking to remove anything from my current stack and I would like to maximize my learning from this program. I’m considering creating a super tight cognitive Ultima. I’ll probably go ahead and submit a support ticket on that idea as well as…
I’m considering something that struck me as brilliant the other day. I, for some reason, failed to notice Renaissance Man when i was considering my custom revision. Granted, i don’t think i actually was set set on going to the institute but hey, I see customs as a personal self-art.
You build them with the picture you desire to embody. Art is a gradual learning experience.
So yes, I’ll be submitting a support ticket with the question of whether it would be more useful in line with my goals if i change at AM for RM in my custom, or if i should build a (Limitless, por ejemplo) custom 
I think Stark is a better option for what I want than RM. Hm.
I sometimes think i have the titles available down. But here i am, forgetting the existence of Limitless Executive 
sheeesh lol.
That just might be the Ultima i build, if I build one. It’s certainly complementary with my titles. I could always just purchase the store title but…
Where’s the fun in that?!
I may just buy the main store title in all seriousness but I do want to finish out this calendar week with PARAGON though.
Time for some research.
I did submit the support ticket with the questions I’ve been openly musing about but my best sense is beckoning me down the Ultima route.
Stark in SoL would actually pop. I’ve told myself before that i haven’t considered Stark because of the rhetoric I’m sure just about every member has read at least once about the feminine aspect, but the inner me doesn’t allow me to bullshit myself anymore.
Nah, I was wary of the fame aspect.
I just read the sales page for Stark and i keep thinking, “Ok, well that meshes with me naturally. Oh…i must have missed that somehow, that’s me too. Damn, that too.” But once i got to the fame part, THAT’S when i was like 
Ya boy is hermetic lmao.
But I’m actually by nature a people person. I just prefer to stay to myself because I draw people very easily. I have an issue with separating from people once I feel the familiar sensation of “okaaaaaaaay, that’s enough peopling today”.
That helps immensely (Saint’s reply to guy).
My plan for now is to get LE a couple of weeks before i start classes in order to allow the programming time to work. I’m seeing some posts on that thread talking about how taxing this title can be but, while i have some limiting beliefs about my personal intelligence (beliefs surrounding being intelligent and that being ok) i don’t anticipate many issues.
Then, I am considering after completing my classes changing the flavor of my Son of Lightning line and incorporating Stark rather than AM.
I’m taking my family and some friends on a Disneyland trip for the next few days
I have a sense of ‘rightness’ in being with my girl nowadays.
Noting that to cause more insights to come up from Inanna’s Gift.
11/16/21
I took a few days break while i was on my vacation from my listening program and on the way home last night listened to SoL II and Heartsong since i wasn’t driving. I didn’t have time to do Sage or PARAGON, but I’ll either use SIMU or PARAGON today, depending how i feel in a few hours.
I’ve been noticing in the past week or so of using PARAGON that my hands have been smoother.
In my life, I’ve amassed some scars. But my hands have gotten more scars in the last six months than I’ve had my entire nearly thirty years.
My girlfriend felt my hand like three weeks ago and shuddered saying, “I don’t like this…”
Since starting to use PARAGON again, the palms of my hands are quite smooth. In fact, looking at them now, I can see that though there’s still some peeling, the palms look pretty wholesome.
I’m studying my hands now and scars and cuts I got just last week are fading harmoniously.
I’m still not sure whether I’ll use an Ultima today, though.
Paragon isn’t meant to stay in my stack for long as it was only meant for healing my back and hopefully helping my ankle, both things I’m already now happy with.
I’ll either go back to limit Destroyer, start using Love Bomb more (tempting) or… Something.
What is your current stack?
Sol II
Inanna’s Gift
Sage (may have to be sacrificed 
for now)
Ultima.
So, like i said in my last post, i may have to temporarily drop…
Chokes up
I may have to drop Sage for a time. With my date for the institute fast approaching, i want to recreate my stack.
In other news, I’ve decided to use Love Bomb for the time being. What with all the love based modules contained in Inanna’s Gift, I imagine that it’ll greatly boost love based manifestations.
This’ll indirectly or directly affect my progress with SoL II as well.
I was waiting on a response from support before i revealed my Limitless Ultima that I’ve got, ready to be purchased.
Limitless Core
The Streams
The Lines
Mastermind
The Merger of Worlds
Solitude
Let’s talk about why I chose these modules.
Limitless is a badass learning subliminal, right? Well, learning is one thing. But. Knowledge is not power.
Nay it is what we do with that knowledge that is key.
The Law of Use
Mastermind: Obviously for big plans. This module will come in handy during class and after I graduate for what I will be doing with my Electrician certification. Whether that is working for someone else and making decent money with less risk to myself, or doing what has been gnawing at me and working for myself, this module will be useful. Plus, i already have this module licensed and have almost have a year of it bouncing in my head already, so I’m sure there’s foundational benefit there.
The Lines: Links up marvelously with a module such as Mastermind. Seeing what I want from this, how this may play out and so on. Complementary to…
The Streams: anyone that has seen the movie Limitless knows that the basic premise behind his newfound ability was that he was using more of his mind than the average person.
Or was that Lucy…
Either way, the idea is to maximize Cognitive efficiency. Leading me to also add…
The Merger of Worlds: the increased communication between the subconscious and conscious minds are pretty self explanatory to anyone that has a basic understanding of how the two operate in tandem and respectively.
Solitude: the odd one out, but, I reason that I’ll be studying when I’m alone. I tend to get bored and want some form of activity after a bit of alone time. This usually will end up being a ‘break’ that lasts too long. There are multiple modules that deal with this and perhaps even more optimally, given the rest of the custom.
So, Solitude is the reason that this Ultima hasn’t been purchased yet. I’m on my way home listening to Love Bomb, so i have a couple hours of fuck around time to ponder the module selection.
As soon as I submitted that, the Way of ROI popped into my head.
Tik Tok has lead me to some bangers.
Thanks to a certain Dark Lord for a meditation they put me onto. T’was an experience
Going back to dropping Sage:
I could very well use the Sage Immortal Ultima. Even when I get this Limitless Ultima and if I use it as a major, SIMU is still an option.
It also strikes me that though i do plan on using that title in a long term since, as always, I’m reminded that i can still practice my practices without relying on an outer crutch
I’ll consider it.
I quite easily noticed the lack of productivity focused modules in this build draft.
That being the case and given the concerns i mentioned above for studying, this module is the perfect fit.
Productivity Unleashed:
If you find yourself constantly suffering from procrastination or a lack of focus during work or study, Productivity Unleashed is what you need. Boosting your focus and desire to work to unimaginable degrees, you will turn yourself into an absolute machine of productivity, allowing you to excel and master anything you wish.
