Lol, unless I did my whole custom again I don’t anticipate removing Primal.
My potential custom with Wanted will be core paired with Ascension and Spartan 
I’m considering buying the store title and running it as my secondary rather than Ascension, until I get the custom with it.
It’s in my cart, patiently awaiting judgement…
Probably going to buy it right now, in all honesty.
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That’s what I ended up doing. I forgot to take note of first impressions, but I do recall that the sense of SHIFTING was dense, particularly in my head. I don’t know how to describe it.
5/27
It has been a bit.
Whether it is WANTED, or SoL, I have been tempted and falling to the temptation of porn more often. It starts at edging preceded by rationalization (of course).
The thing is, the horniness I get from my stack isn’t apparent at first, it’s more deep than that. I barely notice it until I pay attention to my thoughts of frustration.
Somebody mentioned to me that Wanted could be a good replacement for Primal in my custom, which is true, but I think I’ll stick with primal for awhile longer to get at least something out of it.
Recon lately has been evident. I’ve gone up to 3 loops of both my custom and wanted and while my brain wants more even after that, my emotions have been kinda raw the last three days.
Thoughts of inadequacy have also come up, much to my surprise. I’ll Journal more about this specifically for my own benefit as I suspect it comes from my custom rather than Wanted.
More later.
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I have been listening to ultrasonic a lot more than masked. It has been frustrating to have my Sennheiser’s down for the count.
I can still use them if I have the ultima playing at 50 percent and wiggle the jack until I hear full water Sounds, but the slightest movement causes a loss of some sounds.
I’ll be taking them to a repair place as I see my 280s as an investment in the future, as I need them to play R.I.C.H
What I’ve noticed from the two loops of it I’ve done?
LOTS of shifting and pressure within my brain when I listen to R.I.C.H. I KNOW I have lots of limiting beliefs with money, but that was still a surprise.
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Primal / IT cultivate my inner power in a raw masculine/ way and I am pleased with myself, I feel powerful. I walk around the house in boxers and I feel like brad Pitt in fight club.
Wanted makes me way to coquettish I found, I feel like a dandy so not same vibe. It seems that I need more people interaction with Wanted than with Primal IT. Weird stuff I am way hornier with Wanted like the energy wants to get outward, like it is on the verge of spilling out. With IT I feel the power building and I am just sexually aggressive. maybe a matter of personal preference. I am running Wanted for the physical shifting only.
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How many loop are you doing per day?
Usually about two, I’ve considered dropping to one but whether it’s recon or my brain legit wanting more, one loop doesn’t satisfy me.
My sense of status has grown, subtly. Perhaps it is the bloom of not listening to Ascension for a bit now.
I think it is more likely that Primal is giving me that nonchalant air that I’ve been wanting
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So that 2 per subs and how many subs you running?
Just the two subs, my custom and Wanted
05/28
I haven’t done it yet, but I’m going to read through this entire journal to see if I see any change in myself
Yesterday, I looped my custom twice and wanted once, and then last night ultra’d both each once. Nothing to add.
Great idea.
Also:
What as been your listening schedule for the past 8 days?
Do you want to create a sub or Ultima to help you kick the porn habit?
I’m considering a Spartan/Limitless/(???) Qv2 Custom for exactly that. Ultima, potentially. That would be a decent idea.
Inconsistent, in terms of the number of loops. Anywhere from 2-3x a day not including rest days. Which, tomorrow marks my first one
I am going to be cutting down to one loop a day with each as I have gone against my normal routine since I got my custom and started with two loops.
I do feel as if I am experiencing overload between those loops and the single loop of R.I.C.H yesterday and today.
1 loop a day might be better.
When you get a list of things to put in your Ultima to help you kick out porn, please post.
I do believe it is reconciliation that is causing this, but in my offline journal I took note of the fact that whenever I play something in ultrasonic, I have doubts pop up that ultrasonic works.
I’ve also been experiencing doubts that my custom in particular works.
Yesterday was my second rest day so now I am playing my custom in ultrasonic. This week, I’m going to be lowering the loops as well as increasing the time between loops. I’m going to listen to another loop tonight.
More later.
I’m wondering if this urge to listen to more than one loop might not just be reconciliation, so I’m going to keep my playlist to one loop this week to see how I fare.
Today I woke up with a clear mind and not in a bad mood, and with the rest days, I’m now sure that I was playing them too often and building up a queue in my head, cause that’s what it felt like. So yes, one loop per title per day until next Monday.
@RVconsultant I will probably remove Eye of the Storm from my custom and put Stop Porn and Masturbation. I got the Eye because I wanted it to be more general purpose in breaking bad habits such as smoking, PMO, obsessiveness, etc etc, but I haven’t seen much use from that module at all, honestly. Perhaps Stronger would have been a good choice.
In fact, over the past two days, I’ve been running options in the back of my head with my custom. It strikes me that with the release of Wanted, I could replace Ascended Mogul in my custom, leaving Primal, Inner Circle and Wanted as my cores, remove the wealth modules that I have in there and place Stop Porn, Inner Gasoline, and either result enhancements or something else in there to replace them. And then, create either an Ascended Mogul custom or an Emperor custom for very long term use.
My girlfriend complimented me yesterday out of nowhere. This, in and of itself isn’t impressive.
A sort of accurate rendition of the convo
She was saying something unrelated, I’m on my phone but listening and she trails off and says,
“Babe you’re so sexy.”
I smiled and asked her why she felt the need to say that and she started to gush about how big I am, how she likes my shoulders, my size (I’m like 6’4) and my belly as she likes my dad bod.
Besides physical therapy, I haven’t been doing any kind of workouts or anything like that so I’m attributing this to Wanted
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I did read what you wrote about Eye of the Storm.
I still would encourage you to consider stacking the deck in your favor as much as possible:
Eye of the Storm
Stop Porn and Masturbation
Stronger
Inner Gasoline
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