Sage + Emperor Black

Journals - Major Programs
#1

Emperor Black + Sage (and maybe Mogul or Wanted as a third title soon)

Did about 2 weeks of testing of what stack I wanted and I realized a fatal flaw I have in myself.

I crave and want social interaction more than I should. Whether in the form of respect, being liked, being accepted, being attractive, being loved etc. Although I don’t act like I do to people (I don’t think) and if anything, I am already reclusive (in a way that usually makes women angry at me for not trying to get to know them), I believe this flaw needs to be eradicated from the inside. And replacing it with more social/sexual interaction is not the way for now.

Im dedicating the next 1-3 months to my inner journey. I have been on the spiritual path I am on now for about 4 years and had excellent results in regards to gaining practical things through it (such as money, attraction, influence etc). I don’t want to go too much into it but my manifestation abilities scare me sometimes and I need to be able to control it.

Before I discovered my spiritual path, I had completely stagnated in everything in life. Since I found it, everything has accelerated and moved to the right direction. I therefore think that being a literal monk (a monk who fights) is the best foundation for me in order to control my manifestations. The alpha/love titles can come after that.

My primary and first aim is to gain clarity and uncover on what I should do next with my life.

I absolutely refuse to do anything that isn’t my deepest purpose and am dedicated to aligning 100% of my life to it, whatever it may be.

I therefore aim to meditate and be still for atleast 2 hours a day and do my other spiritual stuff for about an hour a day or more. About 2.5 hours a day on martial arts. The rest will be spent studying whatever I need to study in order get closer to my path.

I will also be cutting out all unnecessary sugars from my diet.

I already have a hint as to what it may be and I see glimmers of success regarding it. I just need to eradicate outside noise, inner chatter and my own petty parts of the ego that dosent help me.

And believe it or not, this path brings enormous amount of money. So the better I develop this spiritual side, the more money I will be getting. And no, it dosent come from swindling people, selling a course, being a guru or anything of that sort.

I doubt this journal will be read by many people due to its very nature and how woo-woo it may seem to people, but please understand that its primarily for myself to see my progress and reflect on my own mindset and emotional state.

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#2

Day 1

Felt more centered when running the two titles.

Men have been a lot nicer to me, some women like me a lot more, others like me less. The unspoken connection between me and any woman that likes me is a lot more powerful.

Feel inner peace and as if my inner space is expanding.

Interactions are easier and letting go of people, things and situations seems to come naturally.

Insight gained: I should not define myself by anything- not my mindset, not my personality, not what I do, not by how people see me. This brings freedom.

No recon.

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#3

Day 1 Insight part 2

It’s crazy how much my mind is inundated by information and data.

When on the bus, I watch lethway videos, leaving no time for silence.

When at home, it’s inundated by my computer or my phone.

Anywhere else, it’s other people

It’s almost like I have not left any time in my life for actual silence.

I will therefore not be watching any YouTube videos, social media posts, or anything else that’s not concerned with love, divinity and/or purpose.

This will also means that I will likely refrain from going on this forum unless it’s to post on this thread

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#4

Woke up in the middle of my sleep feeling intense energy going through me.

Went back to sleep, had weird standard dreams with the theme of men being friendly to me whereas women being kinda mean (not to me but to others)

Feel extremely centered within myself

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#5

Yaaay more woo woo people. If you want to try the best meditation I found taught by an enlightened nun let me know .

I have tried so many different meditations vipassana, anapana but How fast you progress with TWIM is just ridicolous.

Excited to read your journal. Im just waiting for Revelation of spirit to Do another deep dive into it myself🙂

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#6

Hey, thank you for your time to read and reply to this journal.

I would be very interested in the meditation technique by the nun, Thank you for offering.

I will also look up the TWIM technique you mentioned.

#7

Fixed a few external things that previously led to major blockages. Things should be moving along faster now.

#8

This is a good start there are longer and better videos of it on youtube aswell.

The 6 r just change everything

Recognize
Release
Relax
Resmile
Return
Repeat

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#9

He’s Also enlightened can sit in cessation for days . Absolutely insane

#10

I hardly read journals anymore for various reasons but this one jumped at me on the journals tab.

You had me at ‘Sage’. :face_with_hand_over_mouth:

I’m also intending to - at some point - dedicate a quarter (3 months) to solely Emperor Black and Sage Immortal so, I’ll be watching this one.

Onwards and upwards!

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#11

I’m very curious what an enlightened nun is.

My mind has so many ways of seeing this lol, please expand.

#12

Ok How to explain this. In Buddhism you can reach nibbana 8 times.

Sothapana sothapana with fruition. This I have reached .

Sakadagami sakadagami with frution

Anagami , Anagami with fruition

Arahant, Arahant with frution.

Until you have reached arahant the cessation experiences/ Nibbana are very short. They are still super rewarding though.

When you have had nibbana 8 times you can sit in cessation.

All stages have different feelings they remove .
When you are an arahant you are free from all worldly desires. And all illwill. This is enlightenment In Buddhism.

But even in the meditation itself you can go into different states .

Loving Kindness=No hatred
Compassion=No cruelty
Pure joy=No discontent
Equanimity=No aversion

With it you slowly purify yourself from everything That’s not pure.

The nun would tell you a 131 hour story about this . But This is the basics of it

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#13

Then there are Also the 6 precepts Which you Follow to not poision your mind. But I don’t want to take over This thread but it’s just so incredibly rewarding

#14

And what is the story behind you saying she’s an enlightened nun? :slight_smile:

#15

She can sit in Nibbana cessation for hours. Also shes very sick 74 years old. And still have more energy than me. Like she finished writing 2 books in a week. It’s ridicolous.

She would never say shes enlightened though. But she have escaped the wheel of samsara.

Which is kinda What enlightenment is in my understanding . The end of suffering

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#16

I tried this starting about an hr ago and works exceptionally well. I’m convinced u got manifested to this page by Sage lol.

Thank you for sharing this information, I think this will be the main meditation practice I do now as it was exactly what I was looking for.

#17

Yes, Sage seems to have very few journals for some reason, I look forward to reading yours too !

#18

Started TWIM meditation and realised it was what I needed in order to detach from things and people.

Will be continuing it indefinitely. I’ve found myself unknowingly doing it even when I was doing some mundane activity like getting food, without me realising it. Seems almost natural to do.

Dreams again about getting respect from men.

Have not been outside so I don’t know how others treat me yet but will go boxing/muai thai later so can gauge from there.

Mind feels a lot more free and uncluttered.

Got better results from my money making endeavour last night, if I keep progressing at this pace, I should be able to make large consistent amount within weeks.

Did a loop of each just now, as it’s day 3.

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#19

I do love when a conscious process of mine makes it into my unconscious activity :heart_eyes:

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#20

Most definitely and its amazing how fast these subs are making that happen

I think EmpBlack has the Q-module enchanting smile or something similar. My smile is different- a lot more attractive and cheekier (or maybe this is Wanted Bloom)