Sage + Emperor Black

Journals - Major Programs
#21

Dreamt of people again being respectful.

Had a dream that someone I train with at boxing was so angry and frustrated that he was willing to kill someone and go to jail for it and was trying to convince me to do the same. I asked a woman (that I I talked to for over 12 years) to calm him down and talk through his problems with him, and it worked.

No idea what that dream meant lol.

In general people are nicer and more respectful but I am also catching on to people that subtly undermine me and calling them out. Certain people seem to naturally just “neg” people and are completely unaware that they do it, even though they claim to be self aware.

Keep your enemies close I guess.

I am also slowly loosing interest in people’s validation, especially women.

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#22

Re-read an extremely good book on manifestation and tried it out. Worked instantly.

Still getting respect from men.

#23

Started kundalini yoga which I will do every morning.

Will continue with TWIM meditation when I can also along with the magick and manifestation I usually do.

My wealth endeavour is getting closer to fruition.

By the time I complete this stack, I want all of this to be part of my routine and a matter of habit so that even when I do other completely different stacks, I stick to these activities.

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#24

Randomly spoke to an older slightly unassuming (with all due respect) man in his 70s/80s in the sauna that told me that he had been able to astral project when he was a child and can still get pre emptive messages now. He also told me a meditation technique he uses. Tried the technique for a bit in the sauna and it definitely works so will be using it too.

That’s 3 types of meditation I have started since starting this stack.

He also told me something about life and death which resonated deeply and was exactly what I needed to hear.

And people would never know this about him just by looking.

I love the mentor manifestation of sage.

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#25

Had a dream today that I was a delinquent with a tag on my foot and I beat up some guy who I don’t know but made my life significantly worse over the last decade and a half. He apologised saying that he did it because he assumed that I was weak and ignorant and will always be but only after I started twisting his finger. He was significantly bigger but I dominated him.

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#26

Also learnt and understood that most emotions I feel are not my own and belong to others (I’m a lot more emotionally sensitive than I give myself credit for). This is helped me with detachment.

It also seems that its best to be and have inner peace than even joy or bliss as joy and bliss still exist in the negative and positive poles whereas inner peace is neutral.

Inner peace and a cessation of mind and emotions seems to be, in my opinion, the zero point from which all manifestations and magick occur.

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#27

What is the title, and who is the author?

#28

Manifest as you read by Richard Dotts @RVconsultant

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#30

I believe I am progressing towards an inner stoicism where I seek challenges and am emotionally detached yet I fully want to immerse myself in the world at the same time without being attached to it.

This stack as a base I believe has and will be extremely beneficial for me to go in this direction. Alpha titles and seduction titles without any inner spiritual/philosophical growth would very likely not be as fulfilling (for me).

That being said, I will continue this while constantly doing the previous practice of competing against my hypotentical twin as this would be the most pragmatic path to my growth.

#31

I hate my own innocence.

It serves me no purpose other than to get manipulated, be naive or let myself get used.

I will eradicate it as soon as possible and in the best way possible.

#32

More I use subs, less I want to journal here. Maybe it’s just Emperor black making me do this.

Either way, new revelations pointing to my own weaknesses buy also how to overcome them has come up.

For example, a lot of my emotional disposition revolves around betrayal (starting with a parent betraying the other) and a lot of my personality has been built on the foundation of this betrayal.

They’re still together and get along well now but it has deeply affected me as it lasted for for decades.

This has affected my self worth, relationships and given me trust issues that are a lot deeper than most. I also don’t have anyone to talk to about this as I dont want to put my parents business out there for people I know IRL

I think regeneration might be a good sub to run after this cycle, although me being so aware of this now might be the beginnings of healing in itself.

#33

Consumed zero useless content yesterday including social media content

#34

Observed a lot more respect from people. Also seem to be getting better at muai thai as we had a sparring session where we went around 20 rounds of sparring with different people and although I am new, I was still able to beat up a couple people. This was after an hour of boxing with heavy cardio within it.

Started meditating on feminine energy by listening to certain music of a woman expressing devotion (think lana del rey) while I have a certain hand gesture (mudra). Seems like I am able to “download” a certain intelligence while doing so.

#35

Won’t be going into how but 264xed a small amount of money.

Yes, that small amount got multiplied by 264. In a day. Thanks directly to EmpB

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#36

I have a darker, more heavier presence when I look in the mirror.

I think I’ll be running this sub for a very long time. Being a hermit is no problem either, all my friends already know I am one and I have been one for years.

I love the introspection you can get through this sub.

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#37

Adding ascension chamber has been a game changer. Another 214 X of a small amount of money today. Once the results are more consistent, I will put in larger amounts and make a lot more.

#38

How bro ? how can u multiply any amount of money 264 times in a single day ? Won a lottery or something ? Betting ? Forex trading ?

#39

As I said, I won’t be saying what it is. Don’t want competition, nor do I want people to unnecessarily loose money for years like I did.

I finished this cycle and will likely run wanted solo for the next few cycles, with maybe a loop a week of emperor black and/or sage.