Day 109 - 16th of Dezember 2019 - 117h/Emperor v3 (M), 377h/v3(Ultra), 7h/v4 (M), 6h/v4 (Ultra)
I think I made some sense of the phenomena I described on day 106.
This mind-cinema (yes, that’s what I have decided to call it) seems to process information I just learned. For whatever reason, it just shows book-pages yet. Maybe it is because book-pages arent as complex as lets say a video. Something I noticed is that … how do I describe it? In the book I have read there are some complex words I cant remember how to spell them. When I went to the mind-cinema, I saw one such word “written” in the inside of my eyes. I saw how it was written, looked it up and… it was right! I’ll let yourself ponder what the implications of this are.
I guess this mind-cinema-thing may sound very obscure so Ill try to explain what it looks like.
You’ll really have to stay open minded about this because it will sound very strange. For now, it only works when I close my eyes so what I see isnt complete darkness, but a smooth red. When my field of vision is completely black, I dont see anything (maybe because the words are written in black themself?). And what I see when I do it is in many cases either on the right side or the center of my vision. There, in the midst of the red, there is a little clearing, like a hole and there is where I see the words and pages. When I just finished listening to emperor and noticed it the first time, the clearing was pretty vast. I’d say almost my whole right field of vision. Now it is a small hole in the center, maybe because I havent listened yesterday (rest day)
If you got any idea, I am eager to hear it. Especially what @SaintSovereign and @Fire have to say about this. If this is really caused from the sub and not my own insanity, you just wrote history guys by finding a way to signal the gene for eidetic memory, I guess. Let that sink in for a second.
My guess is that what I am seeing there is how my subconscious processes the information I have absorbed. Like you are watching the CMD-Terminal on your computer.
It even looks quite a bit like in matrix, meaning the words and pages move like that.
Oh and I had a dream where I was a spartan again (Also, again Leonidas. Emperor doing its thing here). Also something about stealing Hitler’s earrings and trying to sell them because they seem to be so valuable. There was another dream but I dont remember it right now. Will edit if I do.
Edit: I remembered the other dream. I was at my old workplace but it was different. It is really difficulty to explain because most of it was feeling but I did there what I did in real life. I quit. Then I walked out, and felt very very free. There was a… glass structure, lets say, which had impossible architecture. I walked around, and there was a glass door, through which I went. On the left I saw some guys from highschool, moving past me, to the opposite direction.
