Risky Two Thousand Twenty Six

Journals - Major Programs
#141

”If your right eye causes you to stumble, gouge it out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to be thrown into hell.

And if your right hand causes you to stumble, cut it off and throw it away. It is better for you to lose one part of your body than for your whole body to go into hell.”

The problem with social media, smartphones and even this forum is that they are too good. It’s too good. An easy escape. It’s not that they are bad, they are just too good.

The modern internet, run on data about you, from you, for you. It’s too good. Every video is intriguing on YouTube. Every post feels like a click-bait, except it’s not clickbait, it’s perfectly curated content.

But my emotions stay suppressed. I keep escaping. I stay connected.

Throw it away.

”If your WiFi causes you to escape the work, take the modem out and throw it away. It is better for you to lose internet than for yourself to be stuck in recon hell.”

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#142

March 30 2026
00:15 - GLM/DRR N.E.M
00:15 - Khan Black ST1

This cycle we switched out LB to KB, this will be my stack these upcoming 60 days.

Was close to switch out GLM/DRR for hero as I know what I want to master, but the integration phase was so productive I want to keep GLM/DRR a bit longer. Plus some more emotional healing doesn’t hurt my path.

Currently engaged in a Taijiquan course with a teacher irl. I will ask my teacher next time if she knows any neidan. Can’t find any neidan so I’m looking for an online teacher too, just basic foundational stuff. I want to start on a structured path and just engross myself in the practice. It doesn’t have to be advanced, but just step one on a long and legitimate path. But this is probably a very long road with many u turns and dead ends. We’ll see where this path leads.

Currently in the process of cutting down leaks and coping. A process of simplifying and alignment.

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#143

Authenticity
Self-acceptance
Emotional healing

Zero point
Point of origin
Alignment
Cause not the effect
Creator, not the creation

Dao

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#144

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Let’s go! I think I found a teacher, now we work diligently. :pray:

Happy Easter y’all

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#145

April 3 2026
00:15 - GLM/DRR
00:15 - KB ST1

Focus, intent and discipline. Otherwise the energy from KB is scattered.

I try to write everyday clearly what direction I’m heading, to help hone in on the things I want the energy to flow towards.

It’s not easy, but it gets easier everyday to transmute the energy.

#146

I really want to focus on the energetic and spiritual aspect of khan black.

#147

:dragon:

Create more than you consume.

Engage more than you spectate.

Accept more than you resist.

Experience more than you intellectualise and conceptualise.

:tiger2:

#148

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Watered my two plants. Two plants in my room, I feel like I’m in nature lol if these survive, I’ll get 10 more, make it a jungle. Add paintings of mountains to the walls? Having it look like Wudang.

I’m feeling the energy moving more. Definitely things are moving and (hopefully) improving in my inner world. But like wise people have said here and elsewhere, the sensations are not the goal, it’s like beautiful flowers on the side of the road on your journey. Keep going.

Don’t mistake the oasis for the end goal. Smell the roses, then keep going.

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#149

April 4 2026
Rest day

April 5 2026
01:00 - Khan Black ST1

Pretty good energy today, especially after my qigong practice.

Skipped GLM/DRR today and ran KB1 for a minute instead.

I want to buy more greens and just make badass omelletes.

#150

April 6 2026
Rest day

Want to run HERO, but then remembered this line.

”From one thing, know ten thousand things.”

Focusing on khan black. Mastering this, will inevitably give experience and cultivate energy, skills and mindset-shifts that will aid other things.

Bum sweat an hour or so after qigong practice. No one told me about this. Must be a secret and high level sign of progress. :shushing_face:

Trying to find kb journals and reports. I’m all in.

Did some house work, used a high pressure water machine to clean the timber for the summer.

April 7 2026
01:00 - Khan Black ST1

Energy and focus at work today is awesome. Flow and little to no anxiety. Just like during my Qi Gong practice. I’m pleased. Presence, vitality and focus on top.

My energy sensitivity and connection to my body has definitely risen. What I mean is I feel this subtle buzzing throughout the day. I’m also aware of what is going on inside. From how a song changes the vibe within to noticing tension going up or down during meetings or other activities.

It’s awesome, just what I expected. At least a taste of it.

My qigong practice have improved with this through me noticing how the energy shifts depending on how tense or natural I move and correcting it on the go, as I notice the feedback within.

Is epic!

The reason I want to run hero is to improve my mastery in

  • qigong
  • software engineering and leadership
  • strength to have current meditation posture without the ache
  • correct techniques/form of taijiquan and qigong
  • become a better person, through virtue scripting

I fear dilution though

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#151

Bought Hero sage and the blade.

Khan Black and Hero.

See you later, alligator.

:crocodile:

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#152

how are you doing?

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#153

Ok mate.

Was good for a while, then started to feel overwhelmed and scattered, taking on too much.

Been running hero and khan black st1 for the past 30 days.

How are you doing?

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#154

I see, good to hear you’re doing ok, was wondering why you haven’t been journaling for a while

I’m pretty similar, been re-thinking a lot of foundational ideas and trying out different perspectives. Been on washout for about 8 days or so now

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#155

Yes, wanted to take a break to see if I was coping by being on here all the time.

Good to hear brethren.

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#156

Going back to my name embedded with GLM & DRR for foundation, and continuing with Khan Black.

Microloops is where it’s at. I had a rough recon patch that lasted for 3 days after running 03:00 of HERO and KB ST1. Not worth it dude lol.

“The goal is self-mastery”. Not toxic disruption. It’s a journey, we improve 0.1% here and there, no need to rush it.

00:15 - Khan Black ST1
00:15 - GLM/DRR

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#157

Growth takes time, my teacher in qigong told me. If you notice tension, solve it with relaxation, not more tension. Matter of fact relax the relaxation as well.

To me it feels so true for subliminals as well. We want deep identity level change, alignment and gradual mastery. Give yourself time to adapt and change.

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#158

Work life balance is getting worked on.

Ran KB1 and DRR/GLM for 00:15 s each.

#159

I was thinking about work the whole commute from work, which took 2 hours btw lol great start to my mission of improving work-life balance.

Am I just stressing over nothing? I need to unravel the knots I’ve made in my head because it’s all so confusing. I’ve ravelled myself in a cobweb and I need to let it unravel.

#160

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