Day 39
Integration xTra
Decided to take another day of integrationé…
My intuitive point to drop hero and listen to GLM/DRR was unto something. The dragon has avoided the cave far too long.
Work life balance
Rest
Relaxation
I go back and forth between what I really need, to rest and release tension and the forceful side of me that turns every single thing into a mission and hustle. That views rest as a weakness. That views it as a threat.
It’s deep seated. Didn’t know it was so deep.
It’s like…
Back and forth…
Good day in the sun, spring cleaning with the house collective. Notice myself catch the hustle demon and relax the tension throughout the day. It’s a process. 
God, how much tension have I been living with.
Taking another integration day with regards to the subs because the hustler is no longer the captain of this boat.
He’s screaming ”MUTINY!!!” lol
No rest for the wicked.
Rest is for the righteous.
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Going through a great reset. It’s time to audit my life and cut out anything that’s not mandatory. To go back to the point of origin and rebuild.
So much clutter I’ve gathered over the years and I’m afraid the authenticity has disappeared or it’s unclear. Better to cut back to point of origin, to zero point and see what was meaningful and what was just random bs.
Long work ahead, but I’d going to be worth it.
GLM/DRR is 
Buzzing ~
DRR/GLM doing work for me. Recon was better last three days, so I listened to 30 s yesterday. Today I felt some, but it was manageable. A lot of things come to the surface and I’m just trying to journal them down and name a plan.
Most things are minor and almost get instantly processed. Other things I gotta be observant for, subtle.
Most things currently is around relaxation and habitual things I do that create unnecessary tension.
Going to keep it at 30 sec this cycle out, I’m on day 44/60. Then I’m weighing if I should jump to KB ST2, or do another cycle of ST1. My qigong practice is going great. I literally feel blockages getting worked on.
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The journey of the foundation continues.
Thinking about adding
GenAsc1 + E:Reforged (name embedded to my stack)
Currently
KB1
GLM/DRR (name embedded)
