Okay so firstly…
I’m pretty sure I’m going through some heavy recon.
I feel like utter shit. I’ve been in my head massively. Bare in mind I haven’t listened to any subs since Friday.
My only changes in subs use from last week to the week prior was:
I used R.I.C.H in Solace
I used one sub per day x2 loops except MSQv2 which was x3 loops - I also rested on Wednesday too.
My boyfriend feels completely fine I’m assuming but I feel like utter shit. My mind has been everywhere and I’ve been so so down. I know what part of it is but I don’t want to write that on here.
Talking about that, anyone who has done PCC and/or read 48 Laws of Power, is it possible I could PM or speak to you off my journal about a few things? There’s stuff I don’t want publicly and would love to chat with someone about.
Moving on…
I’ve been super insecure about the way I look so I started IF again today, I went a bit over my calories but oh well. I also did two dance classes and a workout so I’m sure I’ll be fine calorie wise, but I’m trying to be stricter.
I feel like WANTED is pushing me to be the man I want to be, and look like. Of course you guys know about the course I bought and I’m using it as well as IF and working out and trying to take classes etc.
I’m hoping this wash out will help me get out of this funk and out of my own way and push some more results.
In the future when I get back to using subs I’m considering @Sub.Zero’a cycle idea and I’m considering listening during the day again, one loop with solace on the tracks I have like R.I.C.H. I wish I had MSQv2 in Solace.