Dragon Reborn Red + Khan Black + Wanted Black.
Just broke up with my girlfriend 
No direction in life 
Suicidal thoughts 
Cynical behavior, negativity, pessimism, Feeling lack of power and control, feeling as if nothing is worth doing, there is no reason for nothing.
Stay strong, man!
Sorry to hear that man. I know it feels like the end of the world right now, I’ve been there. But the truth is the feeling wont last forever and you’ll come out the other side even stronger.
Did my first loop today, let’s see how the cycle goes
Hey, man; you’ll make it through 
In my opinion, without knowing your situation, and from my personal experience and what I would do if I were in that situation, especially if immediacy is in question, or atleast a quick push, a boost to glide and fly; if I were in such situation, I would work with Phoenix, and move to DR after a cycle or two. The speed and healing that it generates is something else.
Good luck, man. Don’t forget to shower, eat, treat yourself and talk well about yourself. Don’t forget to pamper yourself and behave as if you are on the top of the world, learning and growing, don’t succumb into that quicksand, and if you find yourself suppressed by the darkness, take a rest and remember that tomorrow’s you will high five you for sticking it through.
I hear you… You pretty much described how I felt too.
Dragon will help, though it might seem to get worse at times before it gets better… a lot better.
Dragon + Exercise + keeping yourself busy.
I dont know if you drink or take drugs, but from experience, stay away from those… Thats an open door into depression.
NGL if i had just got dumped or broken up with someone my first title would be Wanted Black and Sanguine. I would also start looking for ways to improve my life and find things to do to keep me active so I am not just sitting at home thinking about things
Bro you are young you have your whole life ahead of you… there is plenty of life to live … no woman is worth that thought pattern … there are millions of single women out there that want someone to love and do things with… keep pushing forward and being positive
Have some chocolate. Chocolate bar, chocolate milkshake, chocolate ice cream, chocolate cake…pick your favorite and have some. Instant depression destroyer. It is for me lol.
All the best flying the Red Dragon.
Dragon Reborn is definitely doing some good healing, everyday I’m getting revelations about myself and how my past is effecting my present, after the realization it’s easier to change.
I’m understanding why I fear certain things and situations and it’s all related to the past, i now see that the fear is not even mine, it belongs to my parents.
Authenticity is through the roof, I don’t give a f**k and I’m just being myself, I don’t even think about it anymore.
I still straggle a lot with porn addiction so im thinking about using Khan Black but I’m also thinking that with Dragon Reborn it would be recon hell so I’m not sure what to do with this addiction.
Answer in Jocko Willink style: don’t watch porn 
Amazing idea, how I didn’t think about it myself
It’s been only a week and I already feel like a different person, I’m more social, authentic and confident.
I can sit with people for hours and just make jokes and laugh about nonsense, I understand now that socializing is the thing I love doing the most in life.
The problem tho is that I when I wake up, go to sleep or just in my home alone, I feel sad, lonely and purposeless even lost.
I try to fill up my alone time with TV as I feel like I’m with other people when watching the characters do there stuff.
I want to be outside and socialize/work all day, I hate being alone.
It came to my awareness that my life is very empty, work and TV work and TV, no direction no purpose, nothing.
Work to make more money and watch TV when I don’t work.
It’s not the life I want to myself, I don’t know what kind of life I want to myself.
I have many fantasies, but are they really mine? Or do I watch too much TV and can’t tell the difference between real life and Netflix shows?
Yeah… classic DRR explorations and awarenesses. The ride begins…Hold on tight!
It’s a painful realization but it’s a must.
I’m noticing a lot of female attraction and attention recently, it’s nice but it’s not what I’m looking for right now still now to have tho.
Lately I have been very angry at my ex girlfriend, how could she just go on a trip for half a year while being with a relationship with me, am I nothing to her? Am I not important enough? I love her so much and she wants to leave me for 6 months like it’s nothing.
I’m so angry, heartbroken and sad.
Something in my is telling me to drop my stack and run Wanted Black + Primal Seduction lmao.
I work as a waiter and there are a lot of beautiful chicks that come to eat in the restaurant, maybe I should leverage that.
So I added KB to the stack, it makes me feel great and energized.
Seems like it’s making Dragon Reborn easier, although even without it the recon is very minimal.
Since those two together barley cause any recon at all, I might as well add Wanted Black because why not?
I will decide after I finish the first cycle.