I’m having a lot of negative thoughts about my ex, how she could just leave me for 6 months and how she just want to forget me as fast as possible so she can enjoy her trip.
We were 1 and a half year together and I’m still nothing to her, very painful.
Generally I’m getting better, I’m becoming more authentic, more energized with a greater life force.
At work I’m having more fun and when I’m home alone it’s not so bad anymore.
I want to move forward with my life, achieve something great, maybe not, maybe greatness is not for me and all I need is just a vast amounts of wealth and a good relationship.
Man, this is an INCREDIBLE stack… it’s going to be a life-changing foundation for you. You’re going to become so strong internally, and all the sexual healing from KB along with general healing from DR will do some serious reworking of your inner world.
I would hold off on WB for a bit. This is already an insane stack. It may not cause recon yet, but wait until you’re prgoressing in the other stages. Consensus of KB is that Stage 1 is effortless but Stage 2 hits hard. KB will provide a lot of sexual attraction already, and will help you channel it into building your ideal life and self, which is exactly what you need to do after ending a relationship.
More importantly, i’m actually glad to see that you guys broke up, as terrible as that is, you had doubts about your relationship, and you had doubts about your own self worth. This is an opportunity to build your own dream life and find the person that fits in it perfectly, instead of trying to fit into someone else’s.
If anything, add Sanguine or Love Bomb.
I very rarely, if ever, tell people to run Love Bomb. I’m of the opinion that most subs already have enough healing in them, and healing should be for a specific purpose, for a definite period of time, and to accomplish a key objective - not just healing for healing’s sake.
But Love Bomb was the sub recommended to heal a broken heart.
I used to hate old people, always saw them as grumpy, non friendly, judgmental, think they know it all, condescending, miserable, too authoritve, close minded, think the young people owe them something and basically assholes.
Every interaction I had with an older person was bad.
Yesterday I had many old customers and they all were lovely, friendly, fun, social and they couldn’t stop complementing me and saying they got the best waiter and they are happy that I’m their waiter, it was very fun serving them.
And the end of their stay they told me I made the experience much better and they showed great appreciation which I’m not used to from old people, they also left a pretty big tip on a pretty big bill which is unusual told people (usually they leave a small tip if nothing at all because in their time tips were not a thing)
So now I know that like there are good people and bad people, there are also good and bad old people and I can’t hate them collectivly anymore.
Is there a reason why she doesn’t write to me? I sent her messages since we broke up just to ask her how she is and such because I still care, she always answered but very dry and uncaring.
She never sent me any message, she doesn’t care about me.
