Ok, I’ve started listening to the first loop of my custom healing Ultima. First thing first. my brain feels a little bit overwhelmed. 10 minutes in, I feel detached I feel like I don’t care about anything. I feel like the stress is out, I have a little bit of anxiety in the background, but I think this is mainly due to the amount of information being jammed in my brain. I am currently writing in my personnal journal about why is it so hard to approach, why I can’t have my perfect girlfriend, writing about how my ideals in relationships with woman are impossible.
Like, this reflexion just popped in my mind.
Everybody is so stressed out and addicted to social media right now (especially my generation). Woman will need a guy they feel comfortable with. I’m a pretty solid guy externally, I don’t react a lot, I’m pretty laidback, I can work hard when I want, I have a great sense of humor and usually am good at accepting what life brings without having too much anxiety. That is what girls are looking for, a lot of girls are stressed out easily and they don’t want a guy who will just stress them out even more. They want a guys, yes who is successful, yes who is good looking and takes care of himself, but more than that, they want a guy that will make them feel good emotionnally calm. I am that guy.
All I have to do is hold my hand out, live my life, from time to time, girls will grab my hand, and I’ll be able to experience a person.
20 minutes in : I feel almost like a spiritual connexion with myself. I feel like I’ve never gave myself the permission to express my libido proprely. I can express it. I am a human being and we all deserve to express it. If I spend time with a girl, she wants me to express it. She wants me to have fun and she wants me to have an orgasm…Why do I block myself? It doesn’t make any sense. I am already taking care of her, I want her to have fun, I find it incredibly sexy. She needs me to have the same fun for her to accept her pleasure. My head is still heavy from the ultima custom, I feel like it’s starting to actually feel heavy. Next time I’ll have sex with a girl, I’ll make sure both of us have an amazing experience we can share together.
I’m going to stop my post here, my whole body feels heavy. But this is transformationnal. I feel like this first loop is a spiritual experience. Name embedding + Ultima technology + Powerful modules are nothing to laugh at.